Believe me, I'm Still Sacred

Believe me, I'm Still Sacred
Chapters 101. Get out of my life



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Selina raised her head to see who gave her the handkerchief. Seen a man in black sweetness, counting tall, was looking at him with pity.


Yes, she is Selina's best friend from SD her name is Attar. Attariano Wiratama is the son of a famous lawyer named Raditya Wiratama. All the Calabrian family knew Selina was close to Attar because Bram was also close to his father Attar and had been his lawyer while facing Alexis' case in the past.


Selina and Attar's house also differs by a few blocks. But when entering High School, Selina shunned Attar and began to hang out with her friends who were not right to violate the rules of her parents who forbid dating. From that moment Attar slowly moved away from Selina and they were not seen together anymore.


"Lo, what's the problem with Lo's boyfriend?" attar asked Selina, while helping Selina stand up.


"She's not my girlfriend anymore" Selina said, wiping her tears with the handkerchief.


"Oh so you've realized that he just wants to mess with Lo?" attar quipped with his lips weaved, he really did not like Rivanno who is famous as a playboy and a bad boy at school. "Gue would've let Lo down repeatedly if he wasn't a real guy. See right? You're crying like gini!"


"Huaah..huah...hiks....hiks..."


Selian was crying more and more, when she had just wiped her tears. She was very afraid of Rivanno's threats, she was also afraid of getting pregnant and she was afraid that all her family knew about this.


"Eh...Do you even cry anyway? Udah dong, Lo has broken up with him.Hidu Lo happy dong already out of the crocodile hole." said Attar with eyes that look pity on Selina. She helped Selina wipe her tears with both hands. "Well, don't cry okay?" Attar looks very worried about Selina.


You're wrong Tar, I got into that crocodile hole and I'm stuck right now. I've lost everything.


Selina wanted to tell and share her burden with someone. But he could not tell this disgrace to anyone.


"Tar, you're taking the bike?" selina asked as she wiped her tears.


"Lo don't see my bike there!" point Attar on a red Vespa motorbike at the side of the road. Attar's taste is unique, he likes to collect and use old-school motorcycles, Vespa, RX king and other old-school motorcycles.


"Lo can take me to the hospital?"


Attar was choked to hear Selina's words about the hospital. His gaze grew increasingly anxious at Selina. "What's Lo Sick Cell?"


"It wasn't me but Zahwa's sister, she was stabbed by someone and is now in hospital" Selina explained.


"Innalilahi, how could that be? Yeah, I'm anter Lo to the hospital right now huh. Don't cry, forget that son of a bitch! The important thing is that you have returned to the right path." joked Attar while smiling at Selina. He was really happy because Selina had broken up from the man named Rivano.


"Thanks Tar and sorry also because I've been away this month. I realized that Lo is my best best bestie! You won't leave me, will you? You still want to be friends with me, right? I apologize" Selina said, smiling at Attar.


Attar smiled bitterly and rubbed Selina's head gently. Sometimes he looked at the girl lovingly. "That's okay, don't talk about it anymore. It's already through the cell." said Attar who did not mind what happened between them before. "Make me the most important thing you've got back on the right track."


"So you mean I'm lost?" selina asked with both raised eyebrows.


"Yes, when you joined Rivano and the gang Lo perverted!" the man said with a big Pepsodent smile that made Selina smile.


They went to the hospital on a Vespa Rivano motorcycle. Luckily Rivano is 17 and he already has his own SIM. So everything is safe, if he wants to travel on his favorite motorcycle to wherever he wants. She and Selina are 1 year old, but they are both new to 1st grade High School. That's because Rivano was lazy school for a year and made him stay in class and become a class with Selina.


Along the way to the hospital, Selina did not say much. He looks depressed and sad. Attar wants to ask what's going on but he doesn't want to make Selina sadder.


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A week had passed since Zahwa was hospitalized, his injuries had also improved. Since that time Dimas often talked to Zahwa especially when he knew that Dimas was the real father of her husband, he was respectful and polite to her.


But not with her husband, she is bossy and cold to her own biological father. Sometimes Zahwa rebuked her husband who was disrespectful to Dimas.


"Have you had lunch, son?" dimas asked while bringing food in a crackle for Zahwa. I don't know what's inside that black crackle.


"Not sir, I'm waiting for Rey to buy some food." Zahwa replied, smiling at the man.


"Rey wants to come here too?" tanya Dimas then dropped her body slowly on the chair that was right beside the bed where Zahwa lay.


It's good that Rey is here, I always have to show her a good face in front of her. I can take advantage of my son-in-law's kindness to get close to Rey and earn some money.


"Yes sir, maybe soon Mas Rey arrives." replied Zahwa kindly. "Oh yes sir..how are you? You still dizzy?" ask Zahwa for attention.


"Alhamdulillah is better, son, it's just that working like a little limp."


"Oh Allah...so how is the father at home?" Zahwa began to worry about the condition of the rescuer and his father-in-law.


"However, son, yes you are only alone at home" said Dimas with a clear face.


Hearing Dimas who currently lives alone and no one takes care of him, Zahwa felt sorry for Dimas. "Sir, how about you stay at my house and Rey's?"


"I disagree" replied a man who was now walking toward Zahwa with a bushel in his hand. His gaze was so sharp on Dimas.


"Mas.pity is alone at home and no one takes care of it. He is your father, Mom."


"Honey, we've decided to stay together without anyone bothering us. Sorry this time I can't comply with your request," Rey said without denying it. Seeing the look on her husband's face at this time, Zahwa could do nothing but obey his priest.


"It's okay, son, you always stay alone" Dimas replied with a sigh and looked at Zahwa with sadness.


"Father don't be so pushy sir, don't use my wife's kindness for your sake!" reprimanding Rey who could not bear to see the attitude of Dimas who was so compassionate helpless in front of his wife.


"Mas.you must not speak like that to an old man, much less raise your voice like that Mas.." Zahwa rebuked her husband. "Sir, I'm sorry Rey ya.." said Zahwa while staring at Dimas who had started to glaze over. Zahwa could not see it.


While Rey just ignore and hold angry at his biological father. At a glance in his heart Rey wants her father to leave his life forever and not come back.


"Father is okay, son, this is food for you.get well soon, son. You go first, Assalamualaikum." Dimas sobbed, he went to Zahwa and Rey and left there.


"Yes..."


"I know what you want to say, I'm a bad boy? Didn't he?


"I didn't say it was Mas." Zahwa's eyes widened to look at her husband.


"I'm tired of arguing with you just because of him."


"The person you call him is your real father Mas, he's my father-in-law. Can you give me one more chance?" zahwa asked her husband gently. "The father has no one but you, let him stay with us for a while."


"Zahwa.you don't understand what I'm feeling." Rey said with an annoyed face.


Zahwa drew her husband's hand until they both sat on the bed. Zahwa kissed her husband's cheek. "Honey, everyone has mistakes and everyone deserves a second chance. You always say that to me."


Rey looked at the wife with a red face, her annoyance subsided because of the kiss on her cheek from the Queen Mother. "Yes you're right, you even gave me a second chance in this relationship even though I made a big mistake by lying."


"Well.that you know! Can you give your father a chance?"


"Yes, I'll give it a chance but not to stay with us. The household belongs to both of us and should not be interfered with by anyone, we have agreed, right?" The man looked at his wife gently. He does not want the slightest problems in his household, including his father's problems.


"Okay, I get it."


"I'm going to give him a decent living, a decent living place, but he shouldn't stay with us." Rey said. Zahwa just smiled as he nodded his head.


After talking to his wife, Rey follows Dimas who turns out to be in front of the hospital. Some people seem to beat him.


They talked about debt and when Dimas would pay his debt. Dimas also said that he would immediately pay the debt if he had earned money from his son and daughter-in-law. Rey grinned at Dimas' words. So it's true that Dimas was approaching the Calabrian family was his point.


"How much is the debt?" asked Rey in a high voice and made Dimas dumbfounded to see her.


Looks sweat wetting the face Dimas. The thugs also saw Rey's appearance from head to toe. "Who Lo? You want to pay Dimas' debt, huh?" asked one of the thugs with a slight smile on his lips.


"Yes, how much do you owe?" ask Rey to the thugs.


"50 million," replied one of the thugs.


Rey reached into something in his pants pocket, there was paper and also a ballpoint pen he had held. "Sir, do you want me to pay your debt?" this time Rey looked at her father sharply. So cold was Rey to her real father.


"L-yes Rey help me, if you don't help me, I'll die!" Dimas was frightened by the threat of the thug who wanted to kill him and indeed the threat was not playful.


"I'll help you pay the debt, but you have to promise to leave forever from my life" Rey told her father, cruel indeed. But let him be cruel to a father like this. Not always a wrong child and a right father.


Dimas nodded his head, and Rey paid off Dimas's debts. Not only that, Rey also gave 15 million for Dimas to start his new life and away from him.


Afterwards Rey tells Zahwa that Dimas went out of town to start his new life. Zahwa believed in her husband.


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Just after Zahwa has fully recovered, she and Rey return home to their new home. The finished house was built and renovated, it had a large aquarium with predominantly white and orange wall paint.


"Where's darling? Do you like the house?" rey asked his wife who was looking at the house.


"Yes, I love it. Where there is a big aquarium, this house looks more alive." Zahwa smiled happily at the sight.


"Alhamdulillah if you like," Rey hugged his wife from behind.


"But..do you know what makes me love this house the most?" zahwa asked, glancing at her husband behind her.


"What?"


"Because there is a picture of us on display there," Zahwa replied while looking at the wedding photo and Rey displayed on the wall.


Zahwa's words really made Rey drunk and Alfonso woke up because of it. He turned his wife over and kissed Zahwa's lips gently.


"Eungh-Mah..."


"The doctor said, right? So...we keep it in the room, baby?" rey whispered as she gently stroked his wife's face. He looked at his wife with a pushy and hungry gaze, it was almost this Sunday the Alfonso could not ration.


"Yes, it's."


They moved to a new room in the house and performed conjugal rituals. After 1 hour in bed, Zahwa went to the bathroom to clean up while her husband was still sleeping naked. In the bathroom cabinet, he accidentally saw the sanitary napkin there is still intact and untouched.


"When was the last time I was on the moon? My dressing is still intact..hem...when was the last time I bought a sanitary pad?" muttered Zahwa while thinking.


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Meanwhile at the Calabria family home, Selina's room.


The girl was vomiting in her bathroom. Spit out everything he ate. "Why am I like this? I keep nausea like a man who's-"


Selina suddenly fell silent and hung her words there. "No.no way." the girl shook her head, tears welled up her face. Trying to rule out all the possibilities that happened to him.


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