Are You Happy?
This love is killing me
♡Rasyid pov♥
If in the pharmacy there is a medicine for heartache I will definitely buy it with a lot of money, even if the price is expensive
Why do I need painkillers, because I feel pain when my wife turns her face away from me, pain when my attention is not he retorted, or even he ignored, sick because he was too quiet when he was with me but could laugh when he was with the kids, with my family and could even smile at the barber who was selling around when the kids bought his merchandise. . lt hurts!
I gave her everything she could possibly want, but her response was just a thank you with her flat face, I did not expect anything like just one kind, so that her attitude could return to how it used to be, Why does he always say it's hard!
It hurts!
Yes I know I was wrong, but I have apologized many times, even every day when I just woke up and just before going to bed.
Do I have to die first?
Because I feel like my life is empty without her smile and laughter
Right now I was in the hut that was in my field, suddenly my feelings that were in turmoil and melow brought me to turn on the little Radio, he said, it was always there to cheer up the workers at rest, and the host announced that the song he would play next was a song called 'Love is killing me'
Maybe the song from the band D'masiv is a bit more representative of my feelings
You're making me a mess
you're making me no fuck
you're making me helpless
you refused me to ignore me
How to break the hardness of your heart
I'm not perfect I'm not who you want me to be
You ruined me with your attitude
Don't realize you've hurt me
This tired heart convinces you
This love is killing me
I blinked my eyes so that my tears wouldn't come down, I didn't want anyone to see me as fragile.
The song still melodious in the ear but with heart-wrenching lyrics
You ruined me with your attitude
Don't realize you've hurt me
This tired heart convinces you
This love is killing me wo oh
"This is his lunch" he said briefly but can make me surprised, whether since when my beloved woman was here
It was almost lunchtime but I forgot that he might come to take lunch because he hadn't done it in a long time, later his wife mang ujang and mang ujang who brought lunch for me and my workers
"Sayangggg.. You're the food anter? here baby.we eat the same yuk"I said I was moved and my eyes were glassy, with all my strength I held tears so as not to fall again and again but I was not strong
My tears flowed but quickly I wiped them with my hands, she kept being so cute, took food for me and I received it, actually I was hoping that she would eat with one plate together with me like before, but I can't seem to expect much or I'll be disappointed myself
*How to break down the hardness of your heart
I realized I wasn't perfect
You ruined me with your attitude
Don't realize you've hurt me*
CLUCK
Ehhh why is the radio dead? I raised my face from earlier staring at the food on my side
It turned out that it was Titi who turned off the radio and her eyes glanced at me sharply
What, am I wrong again?
I forgot the radio when he came
After all, the important thing is that he is still around me, still serving me, still cooking for me, my clothes are still washed even neatly in the closet, patiently patient... hopefully his heart will be back to how it was before
I ate well and was grateful, he was still here waiting for me to eat.
♡Rasyid pov end♥
Shortly before Rashid realized that Titi was already there, Titi stood up with her lunch, he also listened to a melodious song that made Titi snort annoyed because of the lyrics that impressed him a bad person for ignoring Rashid.
Unable to finally bear Titi turning off the Radio, she glanced at her husband sharply, as if to say
do you do you want to be angry radio I matiin, pretentious if you want to be angry!
But it turned out that Rashid had no reaction whatsoever, instead continuing his lunch voraciously
"It's good if he doesn't complete the radio you matainin, if until ngomel beware" bathin Titi
After eating Rashid decided to come home with his wife he felt this was an opportunity to be able to sit close to each other because it was a motorcycle
Rashid asked Titi who was riding a motorcycle and he would sit behind so that he could bend Titi who was in front of "ehehehe Mode
And Titipun was forced to obey her husband's will
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That afternoon Desi had arrived in the village, they boarded the car they now have, Desi and her husband Aaron bought the car by installments, he said, because the down payment they give to car dealers is quite a lot and more than half the price so the installments can be lighter with a repayment period of one year or 12 months.
Neighbors around, of course, became crowded talking about it, a Desi who used to be a child of a poor widow but now comes home from the city by riding a new car that he heard he bought new this
Some are amazed and salute to the success of Desi but there are also those who squeak and gossip Desi's ability to buy a car maybe because of her husband's large salary, though Desi's salary as a butler and Aaron's salary as a personal driver is much greater Desi's salary.
Desi and Aaron ignore the neighbors' gossip about them, want good or bad gossip they do not care
Rashid and his family came to the Titi family home, carrying some kind of snacks and heavy meals that they could consume later while talking while giving up longing
They chatted together until the clock on the wall showed at 22:00 p.m
"Ma let's go home first, tomorrow if you want to come back later I will deliver, pity the children have slept well, and besoj them school" Rasyid said to Titi, if in front of other people Rashid will call Titi mama following the call of his son
"No mas, me and the children want to sleep here, I miss the same house, and tomorrow the children skip school, later I japri teacher homeroom to ask permission"say Titi with a flat tone as usual
"Loh, how do I keep going? when I go home alone?"rajuk Rashid
"WHATEVER"
♡Connect♡
Hemmm... finally Rashid will go home alone or will come to stay overnight?
