
After Rashid left Titi chose to lock herself in her room, she pondered at the thought of her feelings, she even asked herself if what she was doing was right?
Is his attitude not outrageous? frankly, he has tried to eliminate anger and disappointment in what has happened
But why does it feel so hard
Titi went to take her phone she wanted to open a Chanel video song song song indonesia that might be able to treat her anxiety
And found a song from the favorite band Titi, then Titi's hand touched the play sign in the middle of the video and the music began to play
Love and Hate by Geisha
How to make you happy
I almost gave up on everything
Not a lot of words I say free
So that you may believe my love is precious
I have been strong enough to hold you back
Defend my love
But you just like that, never miss
I really can't, until I can't anytime
Hating yourself
I really cannot
It's very difficult not to
Separating all love and hate
Which I suppose
Do you understand, I'm sad myself
Without you, I feel lonely
I have waited a long time
Shut up yourself waiting
Half heartedly love
I'M SICK BECAUSE OF YOU
Songs that play melodious from the speaker phone in fact even make Titi tears spill
FLECKISH
The sound of the door opening, the, a man carrying a lot of plastic bags in his hand entered the room and then glued when he could clearly see that his wife was crying sadly while looking at the phone screen
Still playing a song whose lyrics sound heartbreaking in Rashid's ear, walked closer after putting everything he was about in his hand
"Dee... Sorry" touching his wife's cheek with both hands, pulling towards him so that the face of the person he loves but has hurt can be seen clearly
"Hiks. hiks. "just a cry came out of Titi's mouth.
I really cannot
It's so hard I can't
Separating all love and hate
Which I suppose
Ho oo
I'm sick because of you
All Rashid could do was hug his wife and immerse her in his arms
Is that how hard you forgive me, de?
Is that how it feels?bathin Rashid
♡♥♡♥♡♥
After Rashid finds Titi crying bitterly just for listening to the sad song lyrics that describe her feelings, Rashid still continues to try to melt the heart of his wife who was frozen on the ice island of his grief
Rashid gives full attention, abundant love and spoils his wife who still continues to act like a dead man unwillingly
Gift giving also continues to be done, bringing it the way with or without children has also been done
Can Rashid feel tired?
Only one thing that has happened lately is the return of Ami's mother, Risya and Dirham
Yes, they re-occupy the house adjacent to the Rashid house and family so that Rashid can often leave the Son and Princess on their return from school, Ami's own mother who asked for it, Ami's mother who asked for it, he wanted to help his eldest son to be able to get an apology from his daughter-in-law
Keep in mind that Titi's cold attitude only applies to her husband Rashid, to others Titi is still behaving like she used to be Friendly and supple, sharing and thorough
At that time Titi who was sitting at her desk, turning back the ledger of bookkeeping of crops arrived surprised by the sound of ringtones call from her cellphone
"Hallo de, what's wrong?"titi's voice while raising a call from her sister Desi
"Hallo kak, I want to go home tomorrow, same my husband, brother want to be brought by what by from Jakarta?"
"Ohh yeah, you're going home tomorrow de? ahh thank goodness I've missed so much with you, did not bother to bother by everything, which you think you can bring all wkwkk"sahut Titi is happy because his favorite sister wants to go home, so they can have time to let go of the longing and gather together
"Huhhh, that's his name, okay well, already yes brother chat, we continue again tomorrow ground coffee, I've been awaited A Aaron nih, we want to shop made by, by, bye bye brother"Close Desi and the phone connection was cut off
On the other hand Rashid who after returning from his vegetable field during harvest directly entered the house with a greeting
"Assalamualaikum de. mas mu went home"although not expecting a sweet response from his wife, Rashid still felt the need to call for it
"Wa'alaikum sallam" was like that was the answer from Titi, Rashid sighed to hear it, Rasyid knew Titi was in his study, but Rashid went straight to his room to take a bath first
Lunch time has arrived
Radyid had asked Titi to cook her a sweet sour gurame, she ate her food voraciously and occasionally looked at her face sitting in front of her
Evaporating pieces of fish meat that had been clean of thorns, and covered with spices in the mouth of his wife who at that time was actually he was also eating from his own plate
"Nih de meat savoury fish very plump, where try to open his mouth open Akkk.."Titi looked at her husband's smiling face and loving gaze, because she could not bear to finally open her mouth, and ate the meat of the carp that her husband fed
Rasyid's sweet attitude continued he did with pleasure, even if the attitude was not reciprocated sweetly by his wife