Are You Happy?

Sory because I hate you

Two months have passed since the day of my son's birth, he is now more cuby than the first born, adorable, every day my activities just at home and take care of the needs of the house, my husband is now more advanced with a new livelihood, although it is still about agriculture and infidelity but at least now we are working on our own fields, no longer to tell others.

Yes, my mother-in-law has given me 60 square meters of fields and rice fields with the same area to be my husband's livelihood and be ours, my mother-in-law had not given it to me because my husband was against his will by marrying his first wife, which led to divorce,now that he has abided by his desire to marry me, it is his choice that my mother-in-law also gives my husband full rights, although not yet in the name of inheritance and still in the name of grant, which means we are only entitled to work without the right to sell it.

@Thank you mother-in-law (please her heart)

our life can now be said to be well established, have their own home have their own motor vehicle and their own rice fields and fields although not so broad, but I am grateful.

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AUTHOR POV

That afternoon in the very hot weather because the sun was shining very brightly and it had not rained for a long time, I heard the news from the sound of the microphone of the mosque, he said,

''Assalamualaikum warohmatullohi wabarokatuh ,Innalilahi wasaina illaihi rojiun, Has died Brother Yudi Atmaja son of father Dikun Atmaja this morning around 11.30 WIB, for the relatives in question, please be present to defend condolences, thank you and wassalamualaikum warohmatullohi wabarakatuh''

DEGGG

Titi felt shocked and stunned to hear the news, Yudi Atmaja was the man who had once filled her heart, but had also broken her heart to pieces, what happened? how could he have died so soon?

''Ma ''Ma.. Yudi it's not the man who was here to see you, ma?'' rasyid asked his wife

''Iiya Mas, how could she die, is she sick?'' Titi asked who, he was dumbfounded as if he had just woken up and his life had not been collected all.

'Mas also do not know, yes already mas go to visit first with other neighbors, you are at home, do not go there, asian Putra is still small''

''yes mas baik''

Rashid rushed to the place of mourning, Titi had prepared an envelope containing money to take Rashid to visit.

Titi continues to be pensive considering her last meeting with Yudi, at that time Yudi was like apologizing because she knew she would leave for good.

Titi could have forgiven Yudi's mistake and been kind to him, but considering Yudi's behavior at that time when she saw him making out with other women Titi's heart really hurt.

She was waiting for her husband's return, she wanted to know what really happened, 'Is it possible that A Yudi committed suicide? ahh mana may' bathin Titi

Titi went back and forth in and out again like a chicken that was just about to start laying eggs, she was very curious what really happened.

''Assalamualaikum, father's mah came home'' Titi straight out of the room approached her husband who had just returned from serving.

''Take a bath first well, if you have finished visiting home directly shower first'''Titi's welcome to the suaminy, reminding what her in-laws always say,that if people who after serving should directly wash their hands and feet or better if immediately shower before doing other activities or if you want to carry a small child

''Yes, I know'

''yes already. Dad has eaten yet, let mama readyin''

''d already eaten there''sahut Rashid as he passed to get a towel

Then move to the bathroom to clean themselves, out of the bathroom still using a towel wrapped around the waist, and immediately wear clothes prepared by the wife.

''Ah where are you, make daddy coffee dong'' Rasyid yells at his wife who is out of nowhere because he did not find his wife in the room

''yes well a moment, mama again lift the clothesline first''sahut Titi

Rashid saw his son who was asleep, his son was very adorable, Rashid kissed the cheeks of the son's bully.

''Mas let's not disturb his son, let him sleep first, I want to fold this shirt''

''eh yes..emang there is something strange mas? A Yudi didn't kill himself, did he?''

''iss you can think that anyway'' grumbled Rashid, what the hell is this wife thinking

''It was the last time he met me, remember? it was as if he was giving a final message''

''He did not commit suicide, but he was very sick, he had terminal liver cancer, and could not be treated, if it could certainly cost hundreds of millions, he said, and according to his family he chose to resign and not continue treatment, and he left this letter for you, he initially left it to his mother, and his mother left it to me''

Titi received the letter with trembling and astonished, how could A Yudi leave a letter for her, what else is needed?

''Kas I was afraid I would read it''Titi received the letter with trembling hands and suddenly her heart was pounding

''why tahkut?''ask Rashid wonder

Titi opened the cover of the letter and started reading the contents

*assalamualaikum wr

For you who have been until now is my love

"I once came to you to apologize for the misunderstanding I deliberately made for you to leave me,I'm sorry for not speaking so frankly to you about why I had to let you marry another man,

Actually it was very heavy for me, when I knew my body was being gnawed at by malignant cancer cells and at that time even your mother came to me to ask me to stay away from you,

Actually I want you by my side to give me the spirit to survive, but you go to the brawl with another man, and I have to be willing, he said,

For your happiness I am willing

I've always watched you unbeknownst to you, I wanted to make sure you were happy with her, and now I'm sure you're happy with her!

Live well my first and last love

only you and the only one

Live with happiness

I love you

*Judi ♡

Titi's tears fell unbearably, she cried bitterly, there was regret in her heart that was regret for not being able to say sorry during their last meeting, sorry for not being able to give a word of encouragement to the person who used to have the best place in her heart, but not regretting that she had decided to marry her husband, Titi never regretted it, she said, this is fate, only if Titi knows the real reason then she will be nice to Yudi at their last meeting.

Rashid approached and hugged his wife he was confused as to what his wife actually felt, he was afraid that his wife was regretting their marriage.

''It's okay ma, Yudi is calm in nature there, and you are innocent in this case you don't know that Yudi is actually sick, but you are not guilty, it's all her decision to get you out of her, regardless of who you marry, even if it's not me, right? ''

''yes mas, I just feel sorry because I did not be nice to him during our last meeting was mas, even though he apologized sincerely to me, I was too hard on him mas''

''yes no papa, you are in a position not to know''

''yes mas, yes already, everything has happened, now I have been able to forgive A Yudi sincerely, may his worship be accepted by the god SWT and forgiven all his sins, aamin''

''Aaminn''' Rashid co-assured his wife's do'a.

*tomorrow then there is no longer any doubt about feelings for the ex.