Are You Happy?

A devastating mistake

♥STILL RASHID POV

Drttt drttt drttt

''Hallo mas, I ouhh. my legs hurt mas, it was sprained in the bathroom arghhh. mas here yes, my room number 37 ''tuttt the sound of the connection interrupted, tuttt, at first he asked me to meet him at the restaurant in this hotel, but he said he had a sprained leg and he asked me to meet him in his room, without suspecting me coming to his room, he said, I was also worried that she was in pain and needed help to get her to the treatment place.

Up in front of her room I hesitated to knock on the door, I felt that something was preventing me from continuing my intention to see the woman, but on the other hand my heart told me that she needed help, then I continued knocking on the door

Tokk tokk tokk

I knocked on room 37 in front of me

FLECKISH

The door's open

GLEKK

I swallowed my salivary very heavily she. The woman greeted me in a very light dress and with full make up, red lips and eyebrows and her lentic eyelashes, she pulled my hand, and said

''Mass ouch, please help me nih, my legs hurt know, nih saw it was sprained, ahh.'' his voice gave me goosebumps, but somehow I can not refuse it, I entered! he closed and locked the door

''He said your feet hurt, let's go to the doctor''' said me with mixed feelings, between tense and nervous, lying if I said I wasn't tempted, I had been unable to touch my wife for several weeks, because I was upset with her, it caused my lust to be soiled, and my eyes were treated to an orgasmic sight, I tried to endure it, I tried to hold it, controlling the turmoil in the chest

My blood rippled violently as his hand touched my hand, he raised my hand and kissed it then placed my hand on his waist

I was trembling. There was a whisper that said ''Don't Rashid.go away'' but my legs were not able to give me.

The thing that used to be my weapon to take my wife but now it's the thing that backfired on me

When he stiffens perfectly he is able to make my mind weak, unable to think clearly

Cici stroked my chest I trembled more, I saw her smile that was trying to tease me, she drew closer and pressed her sexy body and tiptoed her lips closer to mine

CUPPP..

He kissed me, my eyes glared in shock but still could not do anything, why I just fell silent to do no resistance or rejection

She******** discharged my lips, her hands wildly touched my whole body, I lemass

I was pulled into the basket and she pushed me so I fell on my back in that hotel bed

My clothes were open, regardless, as was my c**, and there was no more cloth on my body and body

It's like I was raped without a fight

(Gerrrr.I'm nauseous about the writing of hix)

He came back to see**t my lips greedily, then he rubbed the place that has always been the center of love*

DRT... DRMTT...DRTS

I heard the sound of my phone shaking and as soon as my mind opened, I remembered it must be my wife Titi

I pushed the naked body of the woman who was above me, but she persevered unwilling to budge

DRRTT.. DRMTT...DRTTT

Back the vibration on my phone sounded melodious in the quiet hotel room, because the sound source******* from Cici's mouth was being stopped

Cici instead patted our bodies she pressed the center of her body on my rifle head, and arghh it felt delicious, almost I was lulled back when the vibration of my phone came back, sounding, Fix I'm sure it must be a call from Titi my wife, I have to pick her up right away

Somehow my energy seemed to recover, I pushed the woman, even though because I pushed her I had to touch two volcanoes that were not volcanic, but I did not care

That's what was on my mind at the time, I immediately picked up my phone and raised the call

I SILENTLY listened to the question accompanied by a shout from over there

Cici was still trying to tease me she was still trying to touch my gun that had started to limp from fear that my wife would find out, fearing that later my family could be destroyed

I pushed the woman again

BRUKKK

She fell but I just glanced at her still while listening to the mockery and yelling from my wife

After the phone line broke I took my shirt and put it on again, then I went home and I was really scared to face my wife

People are afraid because it is wrong

AND I'M GUILTY

I have to how???

What am I supposed to do???

I drove home in a messed up state of mind, and again I forgot to delete my chat with Cici

I almost hit a black cat passing through the middle of the road, and my file says, I will definitely get rewarded with something bad

Reward for my inability to resist Cici's appeal, reward for my submission when a woman who is not my wife touches me

Although there is no true int*m relationship between us, but I realize that it has been an affair

OH MY... I'M SORRY

And when I got home I was really faced with a situation that even though I knew I was wrong but I could not control myself so I put my hands on my wife, my little wife, my dear wife.

I'M SORRY, SWEETHEART

I'm really sorry

And the next day there was nothing but emptiness, my wife even slept in another room in our house

Even though she still cooks for me and my kids, still does my laundry, still makes me coffee, but there's no love in her eyes for me.

When I looked into his eyes, there was emptiness, there were tears in my eyes, my heart ached to see it all, and it was because of me

I can't tell her what I've done with Cici, I don't want her to look at me with a look of disdain, she'd rather hate me for prejudice

Since that incident I have no appetite, I eat only a little, I sleep never soundly but Titi seems not to know, or she no longer cares about me, I regret dear, dear, please forgive me

I didn't go to the fields but Titi never asked me why, and strangely the children were also such as staying away from me, they didn't want to when I wanted to sleep with them, they must have kicked me out for various reasons

And when Titi wants to travel he always refuses me to accompany and prefers to bring a motorbike or car though, shopping to the market more often invite his wife mang Ujang, all as if I do not think I exist

Until finally I lay sick with an infusion on my right hand in a cold puskesmas bed and still my wife who brought me here

But still he took care of me like a robot that doesn't use the heart, when my mother and sister came he seemed to have a chance to get away from me immediately

And until this 14:00 he hasn't come back, I miss him, miss his smile, miss his laughter, miss his motherhood

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