Are You Happy?

My first son my husband's second son

This is the seventh day my son was born into the world, he is so handsome he looks like his father, his nose is sharp, his skin is pure white, his hair is straight and jet black, from the whole that is similar to me only his hair (wkwkwk) looks more like his father.

The little baby who made me a mother, the little baby who was present to complete my life, I named ATHAYA AKBAR's SON

We call him baby Son, he is very sweet rarely crying, he only whines if the diaper is wet or he is BAB and when he wants to drink milk, the rest he will sleep, he said,he is still too small to play he is still too vulnerable even to be carried must be very careful

My son, I hope he will be my heart's cooler, my wheelbarrow and my old step support, I hope he will be the light of my dimming life path.

Today aqiqah at our home, we held a simple event by inviting relatives, Desi my sister is here to help me to take care of the preparation of this aqiqah event.

Uwa Tonjong will also come later at noon, but I ask Mas Rashid not to invite his ex-wife, I do not want him to do anything later, let us tell Robi later, let us tell Robi later, he is now a big boy, surely he will understand about his sister's presence.

''Assalamualaikum''someone said a greeting and I seemed to recognize that voice, like Aa's voice....

No. There's no way it's her voice, what she's here for, it's definitely someone else's voice.

''Wa alaikum sallam'sahut I then went to the door and intend to invite guests who came, no need to open the door because the door was actually open from earlier.

''Let Mas aja ma open, you take care of me in the room'' cried my husband who came out of the kitchen in a hurry.

''Yes mas'' I said manut.

''Who are you looking for?''rasyid's voice asked the destination of the guest who did not know who it was.

''May I see Titi for a moment''

DEGGS..

...The voice was like her right it was A Yudi's voice, I immediately tensed up, I thought that it was A Yudi why did she come here?...

...''Ma... There was a nyari tuh''mas Rashid went into the room and called me. It looks on his face to ask, who is the man who is looking for his wife...

"who the hell mas" I asked while was was was.

"Mas don't know. don't know, already there you met first who knows there is an important thing"

" yes, I'm bentar"

I stared at the person, he smiled at me, his smile was still the same, but that smile meant nothing to me, my heart did not respond well, it used to make me fooled, he said, now it won't be anymore.

''What are you here for, you better leave right now, I said

''I need to talk to you, or all my life I will remain in regret''

''haha.. regret, why regret? what is regrettable? forget that! ease it! ''call me, I don't care if anyone hears my words

''Please sit down, but I don't have much time, my son is waiting for me. '' I said tightly

We sat in the living room chair our position facing the table in our center

''Sorry I Ti! at that time I must have let you down, I know I was wrong but I had to do it, your late mother came to see me, she asked me to stay away from you, because she said I didn't deserve you, and you will be betrothed to your mother's chosen man''

''You can't make it up, it can't be that my mother is rich, even though yes why don't you talk baii just fine with me, why even incise a deep wound in my heart? chiseling you again now that wound still feels the same I turned my face away not wanting to look at her face.

''I had no other way of thinking about it then Ti, actually my heart ached knowing you would leave me to marry someone else, but it was already over,now by seeing you happy then I will feel happy, only one door I forgive me''

''Well go now, I have forgiven you, I don't really care about your reasons, for me you are my past, for me our memories are illusions, to me you are someone who means nothing ANYMORE''

He looked at me, he stood up and extended his hand to me, asking me to shake hands, but I did not shake.

''go away'' I said without looking at him

And I heard footsteps away from me, she left! I don't care about her anymore, the very ridiculous reason she outlined for her apology didn't want me to accept, why she didn't just talk to me either, either, instead he showed his affection with other women, he was so cowardly why he didn't fight for our love first, he didn't ask me what I wanted, ahhh I don't care, mending I breastfeed my son only, and I go back to my room

''Have the guests come home?'' my husband asked, 'Then our son was born he called me his Mama Son is no longer the deck as he used to be.

''it's already!''

''Who is she ma?ask my husband with a full look.

''She was Yudi, my former close friend before I met you mas''

''why is he looking for you again, after all this time?''

''He just wanted to apologize, he said''

''How strange. . here just want to apologize, sorry for what?

''Sorry because he cheated in front of my eyes, sorry because he obeyed my mother's request to stay away from me, he's really funny sorry now, he looks like people just want to die

''Your mother's request to stay away from you? whatdoes thatmean?

''She said my mother came to her and asked her to leave me because I was going to be in a match with a man of mother's choice, and I thought that man was you''

''there is no need to think about it, but he is gone now, the Son is still sleeping as well as you eat first, I take ya'' I nodded my head in agreement.

In the evening Ba'dha Isha prayer aqiqah event is performed with the accompaniment of the prayer when the cutting of his hair Putra, after completion of the meal together and after it is completed, the, the neighbors who helped cook and who helped pray they all returned to their homes.

It was late and we went to our room to rest.