Are You Happy?

A soul mate is not an option

RASHID POV

That little girl why should she?

my heart that was wounded for my wife's betrayal was too tightly shut, new people wouldn't easily enter her, moreover, she is a little girl who although very sweet but whether mother did not choose her wrong for me, look at her, she is still a child.

from my mother I know she is 14 years old, and even my mother advised not to touch her before she was really old enough or got a cycle sign that she was getting along.

I am ticklish myself thinking I have a wife but it's like having a foster child, I have to take care of her but she's a child I can't touch, it's really ridiculous.

when she came to my house with her mother, she kept bowing her head, she only occasionally raised her head when answering questions from my mother, he replied with a embarrassed maplu then bowed his face again, hahh.

But my mother kept convincing me that I would open my heart to the little girl and forget about my wicked ex-wife Dena. but I don't know if I wasn't sure I could love that little girl as a wife, she's petite with a pug nose even though she's so sweet.

The day that was set came, I sat beside her the little girl who was going to be my wife and I just found out her name was Titi Rashawi, she looked beautiful wearing a white brucat kebaya and a golden veil and skirt.

I was stunned that she really looked beautiful today, there was a strange sigh in my heart, but I could still act ordinary, I said kabul smoothly even though my heart was very nervous, although this is my second marriage but it feels very stressful, and he now I have paid cash to SAH.

There was no big party like a wedding, only a small one after that, we just got together and ate with the family.

the party was over, some of the guests had gone home and some were staying over, I took my little wife to the bridal room with cheers and my brother and sister who were staying over, they say I'm impatient, they don't know my mom's been warning me about you not touching her, don't forget mom's giving me eye cues reminding me of that again.

it's absurd, but like this it won't be too hard to hold back because yes.he still looks like a child, not exciting. the twin assets are still small and not very visible,

pyuha...

And sure enough, even though we slept in one room sharing a bed was safe, my knee was not awake, he slept in his cage with a henchman.

good luck.

Day after day we went with him very sweet and obedient, we were always together wherever we went, even when I went to the fields to work he chose to come even though he had to sweat sweat and heat up, he said, she she's like my ex-wife who's afraid of her skin turning black from sunburn.

And when one day she screamed while calling me from the bathroom, I was freaking out I thought she was falling and getting hurt but it turned out she was bleeding and she was getting her monthly guests, it felt like I wanted to prance my prance because I was happy but I kept acting normal, I told him about it and what to do to go through the process.

I sat on the bed thinking, soon after the guest left I will get my right as a husband, my heart is so overjoyed that I always want to smile.

(again fasting Mp Skip first)

after getting my rights as a husband, for some reason now it's my turn to always want to be close to him, I even forbid him to stay at Irma's mother's house, her mother, I am uncomfortable and do not want to sleep without my favorite bolster.

the more she looked more beautiful in my eyes.

until one day the disaster came, Irma's mother died, and I saw her always crying silently.

I always walked up to her and hugged her, stroked her hair so she could stop crying, I remember when I took her to my son Robi's circumcision, he was there humbled by my ex-wife and even Robi didn't want to be in her, she looked sad and embarrassed, but she didn't cry, she was so strong, she was so tough, she was so shy, but he now looked as fragile as losing his life spirit, like losing half of his life.

I knew her mother meant a lot to her, but if she couldn't see and feel me, I promised she would always be there for me.

''Are you not tired of crying? Mas know you are sad because of the abandonment of mother, but there is still mas here, and mas will always be beside you, always,''I said softly as I stroked her jet black hair straight and thick.

''yes, I don't know why, but my heart feels sad and rich that my tears fall on their own, actually I've been sincere with the departure of the mother, but somehow I always cry'''shit while wiping the tears that still continue to fall.

''do you want to visit your mother's grave, let's take between tomorrow'' persuaded me

''is it true that mas would accompany me to mother's grave?''

''yes it is true, what the hell is not for my dear wife'' persuaded me again.

''ih mas mah that, I'm so embarrassed'' he said again with a smile and then turned away his face that met red, he was very adorable, he was adorable, maybe he asked me to exercise so sad to lose hehe.

I pulled her face so that she would look at me, I looked at her face fixedly and I touched my lips to her lips, then I ***** slowly and when he gave a reply to the response then I continued with the sport to forget the sadness.