Are You Happy?

Are You Happy?
Have a sister or not?



Titi pov's


A year is the age of the Son, he can already walk limped and speak some vocabulary, he is very funny, his cheeks are gaunt and his eyes sparkle innocently.


During this year I passed the day with full busy care for my son and our house, I do homework and take care of my own son, Mas Rashid my husband is always busy working to develop our farmland, now that the garden we have is getting wider, said Rashid, who is good at managing finances, he gave me more spending money until I could set aside to save, and most of the agricultural money will be stored by Rashid himself and after gathering a lot of then he will take new land little by little.


Sometimes because my husband was too busy I felt lonely, when my son was sleeping and the housework was all done, I sat pensively looking out of the house through the bedroom window , next to the house is a garden owned by a neighbor who planted various types of spice plants, such as currants, pee, ginger, galangal and others, plants seem to thrive, ijo royo royo.


But when I saw the fertile plants that my heart and my mind wandered to where, I missed my sister Desi, it had been a long time that she did not come to my house, the last time she came in the event aqiqah Putra, he said, after the event finished he said goodbye to go home and say goodbye to go to work to the city, he said anyway to the city of Bandung flowers.


After a long time he never told me, no letters, no messages through other people, or text messages on cell phones.


Yes, this year in 2010 mobile phones have started to use a lot, especially business people or people who live or work in the city, I had time to give our neighbor's mobile number to Desi so that she could contact occasionally, but nil, until now she never gave any news.


It does not feel like I have been pensive for two hours and ended up sleeping next to my son, Son if the nap is quite long it can be two to three hours and now he has not woken up,I came out of the room, out of the house intending to lift the clothesline in front of the house like it was dry,when I was busy piling dry clothes on top of my hands, there was someone passing by calling me


''Ti..Ti.. you are ayem ayem aja in that house, there is no strange hunch like that?"bi Darmi arrived


''What aunt means, I kok ayem ayem, this is me again mengurusin gini loh'' I replied in a low voice full of question marks do not know what it means.


''Yes, you run the same house as a child, right? your husband during the day knows where and what else?


''What does auntie mean in bi? my husband will work in the fields again, this will again be the musin harvest bi''


''you are innocent what gob*ok anyway, just want in your husband's kibulin, noh he was abis way the same son with his ex-wife, you even ayem in living in that house, don't let them be nostalgic, ask for more, keinget fun in the past'bi Darmi nyerocos like pumping, and I was actually surprised when Rashid met Roby the same time Dena didn't tell me.


''What time is bi? why didn't Rashid say yes to me?


''Yehh where aunt knows, so the wife do not stay put to do the task and hope all is well, the actor again ngertrand now mah Ti''


''I believe the same Rashid kok bi mas, he will not be rich that way, maybe they did not accidentally meet''I remain positive thinking it is impossible mas Rashid CLBK is the same uler keket.


''Yes already if you do not believe in the same aunt, aunts often see them go together, they made a deal at the temple there, continue to ride the same bike, the same, ask your husband if he has come home later'bi Darmi said as he went away, he seems very sure, but I feel doubt, the time is rasyid anyway.


Hopefully what is said bi Darmi only exists, maybe mas Rasyid just happened to meet with Dena and Robi, as the afternoon progressed, maybe, The son is awake and I have bathed and I am bribing, I carry the Son as I feed in front of the house while waiting for Rashid to come home, there was not long for the sound of the motor approaching and stopping in front of the door.


"Assynnolayes. . Daddy's coming home.."


"Wa'alaikum sallam.yeah father.this is dede again maem loh yah. father tau not dede maem his pinter loh yah tuh see, it's over"


"Ah yes hero father is smart maemnya, nih father buyin toy loh make ade" Mas Rashid brandishing bag of black crackle filled toys.


"Where do you buy toys? how come from the field got toys?"I asked while astonished and recalled what Bi Darmi said, is it possible?


"So my father went to the market to buy peanut seeds and buy toys for ade" Rashid said no problem Dena!


"Oh buy the seeds, yes, buy the seeds where?


" To dong ma market"


"Which market?"


"Gendot reef market"


"Who's the guy?"


DEGGG


"you ask who the hell? who is the same?


" if you go to the market alone, why not take your mom? once the cake invited mama to the market, tired of knowing well mama at home continues to be almost a year and never go anywhere! " I still haven't asked about what bi Darmi saw, still waiting for honesty from the Rashid mas directly, his face looks nervous and sweat out of his forehead.


I'm afraid that if he's not being honest with me, I look him in the eye, he turns his face away like people are running out of oxygen, my heart and my mind are raging, what's really going on?