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"Ahh yes now is the time to pick up a child mas"Titi reminded her Husband and she looked at Titi as if she refused to leave him with Hendra alone
"But maa." said Mas Rashid
''Assalamualaikum"Seru voices of women say sallam
"Wa'alaikum sallam" the three of them in unison answered the greeting
"Neng said he asked for a cake? so no neng?"Ask bi Darmi on Titi
"So dong bi, yesterday the child asked to make, but my body is still lemes, so please aunty who made yes" Titi said to bi Darmi, this is in accordance with Titi's request called earlier
"Yes, aunt went straight to the kitchen, yes, the material is still in the same place right neng?"
"Yes, it's still where it belongs"
"Yes, come. aunt to the kitchen first, uhhh there is a Nak Hendra.. What's the news, son?"Bi Darmi pretended to realize that there was Hendra there, he approached and shook Hendra's hand which was greeted with enthusiasm by Hendra
"Yes, I'm here again, look at Titi said Robi he was sick yesterday, and I'm good news, how's aunt?" Hendra was in a stale manner asking bi Darmi news
"Good aunt!, it's been a kitchen aunt first yes" said bi Darmi
"Yes bi, please" replied Hendra with a smile
Titi who had been silent listening to the discussion between bi Darmi and Hendra then remembered what the purpose of Bi Darmi was told to come home in addition to making cucur
"It's time for the children to go home, if I'm healthy, I'm happy to pick them up, usually so too, but right now I'm still not feeling well mas"Aphen Titi again, he does not want just because of his jealousy then the child who will be a victim, pity if waiting for an invitation too long
Rasyid sighed resignedly, he had to be willing to his wife he left and at home while there is Hendra, but Rashid was a little calm because there is bi Darmi also at home, Rashid is not suspicious of his wife but he cannot trust Hendra who might be able to touch Titi's hand
Rashid felt unwilling even though only his wife's hand was touched by another man, especially Hendra who was clearly revealed that he had more feelings for Titi
"Yes I'm going to pick him up, you don't get close to him yes" said Rashid half-whispering but can still be heard by Hendra
Hendra also snorted cynically, but Rashid competed innocent and then drove away rushing so he could quickly go and quickly return
"Why is Rashid Ti? why would I say anything to you if you and I were left alone? if I have no good intentions and no real, I've been doing it before, basic.he himself is easily tempted, he thinks you are the same time"Hendra muttered a mutter that was only ignored by Titi
"It has not been discussed, I want to discuss something else that is more important said Titi by looking at Hendra deeply in both eyes
''A. We know it a long time ago, although we had lost contact a long time ago but in the end there is something that binds us into one family, Bob! I don't know that when I was in school at Mts, you like me, right A? dann I used to be the same, like Aa"
Hendra's eyes widened to hear Titi's confession
''A what? do you like me too?''said Hendra stammered
''Yes A.. BUT that was before, my feelings for you were probably so great, that I couldn't forget you so easily, but what I expected was that you said your feelings to me didn't happen, you even disappeared for so long, but what I expected was that you said your feelings to me didn't happen, and even more disappointing it turns out you are related to Robi's late mother, until until you have children out of wedlock, honestly I was disappointed A, very disappointed!
''But I thought again, why am I disappointed in you, I'm not even who you are and it doesn't mean what to you, right?! because if there is a place in your heart then you will not do disgusting actions with the woman, you fornicate, naudzubillah himindzalik''' Hendra looked at Titi with a face that can not be described by the word, he said, between shock, shame and regret, Titi continued her words
''When we met again that time that I slapped you for misunderstanding, thinking you were Rashid cheating, haha. but sorry I don't regret my actions, let's just say it's an expression of my disappointment in you''
Hendra was fixated on not being able to say anything, he remembered all his depraved deeds in the past, he fell into a lifestyle and se x freely since knowing the late Dena
And after escaping from Dena, he continued to repeat this with several other women, including Cicih and other girls
''Let the past pass, whatever the past may be, if in the past you did something bad then in the future do not do it again, but in your past you did a good thing then in the future add the frequency of good behavior''
''We humans live by living a fate that has been written since we were in the womb, the actual outline of destiny can still be changed by ourselves, if we are determined of course!''
''From people who do not know the teachings of religion to know because they want to learn! from people who like to act to be people who are far from being even sholeh''
Hendra bowed to listen to the words of the woman who was always there in his heart, but was ignored because of the momentary lust that led him to the woman who destroyed his life
Titi exhaled her breath to unravel the feeling of tightness that was on her chest
''I know my husband is not the best man in the world but because he is my soul mate then I am by his side, because he put me to be his wife, the thing you never did to me, don't I deserve to be your wife? and the answer is yes, right? because if I deserve it, then that's where I'll be''
Hendra still stared at Titi's face
and Titi continues
''Now I have a place that God has set to be the wife of Rashid, so now you please do not act out of bounds, do not cause jealousy that is fatal,because I have experienced something very painful because of being blindly jealous of my husband,''
''Yes, I understand, I forgive all my mistakes! I will make you belong to Rashid, and I will try to keep improving, later if God will give me a soul mate again, I pray that my soul mate is a woman who is sholeh more than you are, so that I can be a lucky man beyond the lucky Rashid''
Basic Hendra. do'a it's that, but there's a point too, it's up to him what do'a, origin of his prayer about the good for everyone.
Titi nodded her head slowly, Titi felt relieved after revealing the contents of her heart that had felt a heavy burden
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