Akara Longs for the Waiting

75. Proposal Intent.

After the house of Rena. Meysa, who had just parked the motorbike next to the green terrace house, realized that Faza's car was parked there.

“Kak Faza is coming?" meysa asked in her heart while grabbing the keys to the bike.

“What business is he coming for!? Tomorrow is Monday." Meysa stepped into the house while continuing to guess what made her brother come.

Not finding Faza there, Meysa then went to the kitchen to find him. However, he also did not find a father in the whole house.

After cleaning and performing the maghrib prayer, Meysa prepared dinner for father and Faza who had not yet returned home.

As soon as all was settled, the girl headed straight for the small building that was in front of the house. Which is where the bouquet sits.

Meysa turned on the lights that were not yet on. Making the room dominated by pink chat became bright.

Meysa grabbed her phone, then put the laptop on the table. The girl sat on the chair while opening the laptop. Before finishing some bouquet orders, Meysa intends to play her favorite Korean drama. He will make a bouquet while watching his favorite drama that he has repeatedly cursed.

“Mey!" Faza opened the door of the store made of glass.he saw the sister sitting while raising her legs on the cashier table, with the laptop in front of her seemed to light up .

Meysa who saw the arrival of kai immediately lowered her feet from the table. Intentions want to string a bouquet even void because of the continuity of watching. The girl who is now 25 years old then mempause her laptop and turn to the sister.

“Yes?" meysa asked with a serious face.

Faza pulled up the single seat that was in front of Meysa's desk, then seriously looked into the sister's eyes.

“You have the same taste of Anca or not?"

Meysa frowned at the question of the Big Brother. Not only that, rather he was astonished because he had heard the same two questions from different people. Last afternoon Rena and now Faza, her brother also asked the same thing. Wh why?

Of course Meysa shook his head quickly, because He and Anca did not have that special relationship to make him feel for him.

Seeing the nod from Meysa, Faza then let out a long sigh.

“Luckily Dirman tell brother first, otherwise the business could be long!"

Faza's speech made Meysa's forehead more wrinkled, especially after hearing the name Dirman, Anca's first brother was mentioned in this discussion. Making various questions increasingly milling in Meysa's head. What's actually going on?

Not even Meysa asked, Faza had already explained in detail.

“The Puang Addu family intends to come to propose."

“Hah?" sergeant Meysa quickly. The girl gawked in disbelief. What Rena said this afternoon was true.

“Said Anca likes you, but she does not want to date, wants to get married immediately so ask to be disguised. But fortunately Puang Addu thought wisely by wanting to ask first, afraid he had come to propose and was rejected as already."

Meysa looked down lethargic hearing that. Didn't expect it to turn out that Anca really harbored a taste in him.

“If Dirman doesn't tell, I don't know what happened, Mey. Knowing for yourself how their family stood, it is certain that your refusal will be considered an insult."

Faza was very grateful Dirman wanted to contact him first about this proposal. He was willing to come all the way to talk about this. Faza who came with Erza and Rena this afternoon came directly to the Anca family home to talk about this first.

“It is better to talk first with Meysa, do not let there be a misunderstanding if it is rejected, let alone we are family." As soon as Anca's father said wisely when Faza and Mr came to confirm Dirman's speech from the phone last night.

“Be sure first, if it really likes each other so we can immediately come to fulfill good intentions."

After that Mr and Faza went home to ask Meysa this question. With you asking Faza to speak directly to Meysa.

Hearing the story from Faza made Meysa's head lower, the girl could not stem her tears. Until it makes the crystal clear it drips just like that.

Guilt suddenly rippled in the chest. He could not help but cry considering the series of events that occurred recently. Starting from the end of his relationship with Kai until he tried to open his heart to forget the man. However, instead of forgetting, everything even became runyam like this. Intentions open the heart to others always fail and lead to rejection. Every time the people who approached him with serious intentions, he changed his mind and rejected him. Not infrequently it causes new problems for his family and himself. Because of that, Meysa is often a material for people who like to take care of other people's life problems

She is often labeled as a picky woman and likes to play with the feelings of others. Moreover, this time even intend to propose to him, but all this time he considers his closeness with Anca is nothing more than friends and cousins. But in fact the man was even serious with the intention to propose to him.

Faza who saw the sister crying just sighed. He could not lay the blame entirely on Meysa. He knew his brother was at the point of not knowing where to go.

“So I don't know what happened between you and Kai." Faza's outstretched hand rubbed Meysa's lowered back while holding back sobs.

The frail back trembled violently while spilling sobs in front of Faza. Only this time he dared to shed tears in front of his brother. He could always hide his sadness.

“If indeed your relationship ended because of incompatibility, yes you want to say what?! We can't force, you have to be sincere. Maybe he's not your destiny!” Faza tried to speak softly, heart to heart.

He really doesn't know what's going on between him and Kai. Even asking Rena, her best friend did not know anything. This time Meysa completely hid her problem from everyone.

But seeing some chaos behind this makes Faza conclude that Kai and Meysa's relationship is not okay.

“But if you still like to be maintained, you can fight together!"

“You should know Meysa, a man's struggle to justify it is not easy. In addition to having to convince the woman's parents, she also has to struggle to provide dowry and a decent life for her future wife."

"Sister also knows the struggle of the women was no less difficult. Waiting is not an easy thing, having to fight an inner war to convince yourself to wait for someone she will make her husband, she will make, people who will later have to take precedence over parents when your status is legal!"

What Faza said was so in Meysa's heart. Faza could say that because he and Eka had even gone through all.

Faza's words made Meysa think back to Kai. His heart rippled more when remembering the promises and memories that he tried to bury even more dancing on the head.

“Waiting for that certainty is indeed that heavy, Mey!"

“But if indeed your relationship with Kai cannot be repaired, do not make your life more complicated in this way. Don't look for an impingement here and there so you can forget!"

“Try to be busy improving yourself, do 'a with Allah. Ask to be given the best path. Not even open your heart here and there. If that's the case, who's being bothered?!"

From what had been giving good advice, now turned into advice accompanied by anger. Actually Faza did not want to get angry, but the problem with Anca this time could really cause a big problem. Remembering Anca is a slightly temperamental figure. His family could have accepted Meysa's decision, but not necessarily with Anca. Moreover, his family said, only this time Anca was as serious as that to women and asked to be immediately disguised. Unlike some women who have previously been close to Anca. None of them succeeded in making Anca intend to continue to a more serious level after marriage because it was trapped at that time.

“Ya already if you do not want to, I am equally willing to go to the house of Puang Addu first to discuss this!"

As soon as Faza came out, Meysa's hand shifted the laptop and dropped her head on the table. The girl was crying alone there.

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The next day, Meysa returned to her activities as before. Faza who yesterday came with Erza and Rena had left for the city with her husband after solving the problem of the proposal from the Anca family.

Because of this incident, Meysa feels very guilty to Anca and her family. It was feared that after this his family's relationship with the Anca family would stretch. Especially last night he got a call from Mamak who scolded him for the problem.

“You are why Meysa, if it is not ready to marry do not give hope to his son people. The turn was about to be proposed and even changed his mind. Do you really want to be a spinster or is there some kind of disorder in you?"

Once the booming speech of Mamak that made his tears flow more and more.

“Your age is almost 26 but you don't want to be serious with anyone. If you are not ready, do not give hope to people. Who is now the victim of Anca. We don't feel good about her family, Meysa!"

“Just don't want to know, you have to apologize yourself Anca. Don't break up family relationships just because you're too much of a whim, don't know what it wants!"

“Looks like I was unlucky of everything!" lirih Meysa lamenting her fate. Starting from family problems, economics, ideals, work and even romantic relationships he always failed.

With teary eyes Meysa takes off the helmet as soon as she arrives at the luxury home of Anca's. The house with a stage model, the top of which is made of ulin wood, while the shoulder is walled in white.

Anca house does look ordinary if from the outside, but if you go inside. So the eyes of anyone presented with the interior of the palace with furniture and luxurious furniture. Already said, the Anca family is indeed the Sultan's family.

"Assynjetoy!" meysa said as she broke the bell that was beside the brown-tinted wooden door.

Meysa arrives this time with the intention of apologizing to the Anca family. As a child who does not want to bother parents, Meysa took the initiative to apologize directly to Anca after getting scolding from mama last night.

What I said was not entirely wrong. Even after pondering all night. The talk of Faza and Mamak made him realize that the problems that have occurred lately are indeed the source of the problem is in him. If he doesn't spread his charm and open a crocodile farm to forget about Kai, maybe the situation won't be this complicated. People who are close to him so far certainly would not be wrong to think if he also has the same taste, but absolutely not. Because after separating from Kai, he felt his heart was empty and so empty.

Even as the incident last night, the father is like avoiding and being indifferent since he always makes trouble. Maybe you are disappointed because your daughter is always making trouble. It made Meysa sad. It seems that from now on he intends to change and does not want to trouble others. Meysa doesn't want to be a burden to her family.

“Waalaikumsalam!"

It didn't take long, a middle-aged woman crouching Hajj came while holding a cell phone in hand.

“Eh, Meysa!" Haji Nurani smiled welcoming Meysa's arrival.

“Sini, come in, son!" Haji Nurani grabs Meysa's shoulder, embracing the son of the two-time cousin as he walks into the house.

Receiving this kind of reception by her Mama Anca, made Meysa guess if Haji Nurani did not mind her refusal at all.

“Bi, get Meysa a drink!" mamak Anca shouted giving orders to a servant in the house.

“Ndon't bother aunt hajj!" meysa said that felt sad.

Anca's mammoth hand brushed off the wind, indicating that Meysa's presence was not at all troublesome.

“Ndak trouble, Meysa. When will you come here again!"

Meysa smiled at the words of her Mama Anca. Although there is a family relationship, coming to visit the house of Anca may be counted with fingers. Only when lebaran or there is a certain event. Different when small. He, Rena, Anca and children their age used to often become a play gang.

“What's up, Meysa?"

Meysa took a long breath. He suddenly hesitated to convey his purpose in coming here.

However, Mamak Anca who can guess the purpose here makes Meysa a little relieved. Because without having to say at length, Haji Nurani can understand himself.

“Anca's application problem?" guess Haji Nurani with a smiling face.

Makes Meysa nod in agreement. Haji Nurani then rubbed the girl's back.

“Don't take meysa's dizziness!"

“Can't feelings be forced? If you don't like it, it has to be forced."

”Yes even though the family has agreed, keep your marriage going, not us or anyone else."

The words of Anca's Mamak make Meysa can conclude that this time not only Anca who wants marriage, but the man's family and his family also agree if He and Anca are united. Now Meysa understood why Mamak was so angry. Even this news so quickly circulated among the extended family, they all regretted Meysa's decision to reject the goodwill of Anca and the family. Meysa was well aware, only Mr and Faza were on the neutral side.

“Eh, that's Anca's coming."

The chatter of two women of different generations must be divided when the figure of a man entered the house without saying hello or knocking on the door.

Meysa turned to the figure of Anca who looked indifferent and ignored his existence. The young man wearing a black t-shirt combined with short cinos stepped into the house.

“Talk to Anca, son!"

“But, aunt Haji!" lirih Meysa who still feels guilty to the family Hajji Nurani.

Anca's mama shook her head while pulling Meysa into her arms.

“Tente and ommu it's okay Meysa, we're family, can't possibly be in trouble just because of this!"

That's what Meysa likes from the Anca family, though it's often rumored to be arrogant by people. But in the eyes of Meysa, they are a good family despite their famous hedon and luxurious lifestyle. Even from all the rich people who are in close contact with his family, only this family is what Meysa thinks is good.

After chatting with Haji Nurani, Meysa then decided to meet with Anca. He ran after the man. Meysa wanted to apologize to Anca, she did not want the friendship with the man destroyed just because of yesterday's problems.

“Ca!" call Meysa to Anca who is in the backyard, feeding her pet fish.

After searching all over the house, Meysa finally found Anca there. The old man had changed into a black singlet shirt, revealing the Anca tattoo on his left arm.

“Anca!" meysa shouted once more as Anca simply turned her head at a glance and chose to ignore her.

“You're angry?" Meysa was standing right behind Anca.

“Anca!" meysa cried out in annoyance, for Anca was still ignoring her.

“Anca, sorry!" lirih Meysa as she mengoel Anca's back.

Long enough ignored by Anca makes Meysa prepare to leave from there. After all, Anca also did not pay attention to his whereabouts. So why stay there? Wouldn't it be better to leave. As soon as Meysa thought.

However, he returned to his body and in the second step. Anca had prevented his steps with a telling remark.

“I thought our relationship was special, Meysa! It turns out you think I'm nothing more than a cousin and a friend!"

Meysa was stunned to hear the words of Anca while remembering which part of the interaction made Anca think their relationship was special, so she intended to propose to her.

“You should reject a lot of people, it turns out you already have other people and your relationship has been that long!"

Last night after Faza and Mr. Meysa conveyed the reason that he could not accept because he had been in a relationship with others, managed to make Anca surprised. He who was almost angry because of Meysa's refusal to try to control himself, because he felt he had no right to be angry because Meysa had been in a relationship with others first. It's even been that long.

Although frankly Anca was a little disappointed because all this time he never knew if Meysa already had a boyfriend.

“Which person?" ask Anca who finally tried to be self-conscious. There was no reason to anger Meysa any longer.

Meysa. Confused what to answer, let alone his relationship with Kai was long over. However, if he told the truth, it was certain that Anca would be angry and assume the reason that Father and Faza gave was a lie.

“O-people far away."

“Where far?" ask Anca with a squint.

“Pe-weekly!"

Inevitably Meysa did have to say that so as not to cause new problems. And sure enough, it managed to knock out Anca. The man was no longer angry and had even behaved as usual.

Finally Meysa can feel a little relieved, the problem that makes him feel guilty can now be resolved.