Akara Longs for the Waiting

19

“Mey!” Prevent Kai when Meysa is about to step up, Kai immediately restrains his wrist to keep Meysa there.

Kai really wanted to finish everything now. Because if left all will remain this way, especially Kai can not linger there, in this week Kai must get an apology from Meysa, especially, at least he can explain everything because of the leave Kai took to see Meysa for only a week.

“Don't go first," Prevent Kai, Meysa's hand is pulled slowly. With no defense, Meysa falls on Kai's chest. But the girl immediately showed an annoyed face and immediately moved away from the sturdy body that she was really still very hopeful.

“What do you want again?" meysa was angry.

With a face that paled Kai answered Meysa's question. “I just want to explain why I left you at that time, I also want to apologize, Mey!" kai exclaimed as he cupped his hands to his chest, he pleaded with great force.

“Nothing to explain, all is clear!"

“But I think I need Mey, it's not clear yet, I want you to know!"

But Meysa remained on her stance with an annoyed face.

“You don't need to feel guilty, I told you first that I was just pretending to love you, I'm not serious!" What a stubborn Meysa, this time he really looks annoying by continuing to say all the things that are inversely proportional to his feelings. True said some people if the self is controlled by anger, then the heart and mind will be difficult to think clearly.

Either way, Kai heartily tries to take Meysa's heart and still tries to speak well.

“And congratulations, your pretense of that time led me to an inevitable feeling, you did not fail with your pretense. You just fail to stem the feeling of not falling into it. And then, we are both trapped in a pretense of yours that leads to a similar feeling, isn't that so?” Look at Kai full of probes, making Meysa roll lazy eyes hearing Kai's words.

“Makanya please horrify me first yes!" Kai was still trying to persuade.

Meysa really felt out of words against Kai, he was too good at giving the right answer. This pisses him off.

“By the way you are endless!"

“Mey, so try to listen to me first, I want to talk from heart to heart so we can be both calm, whatever your decision I will accept, as long as my explanation first!" kai told Meysa who again tried to leave but the girl's hand was again prevented.

Meysa turned her head while squinting her eyes. “Tau what are you about the heart? Until you say that, do you have a heart?" sergeant Meysa whose shit is starting to go off track. Making his statement about the pretense of loving Kai is a real lie. This answer can prove how he is indeed hurt by Kai's heartless attitude, can do all without thinking about his feelings that have already been in love.

Kai's heart shuddered in pain hearing Meysa's words.

"Maybe I don't know much about the heart, but I do know that the heart can't be lied to.” Look Kai in the eye staring at Meysa with a deep look.

Again Kai's speech made Meysa feel insinuated.

“Know ah, you're too much of a bacot!" Meysa.

“Down, I want to go home! You're not that important, you know! Before you explain everything, you better hear this, I was actually pretending at that time, so you don't have to feel guilty. It's all done!"

“If that's the case, you did it, you didn't fail, congratulations on making me love and love you, and if that's a pretense, then, I will never be angry with you, nor will I feel the slightest pain, for all I know is that I love you too much, and I cannot lie to you, the one thing I ask you to do, I apologize for all the things that have happened so far, I really still love you!” Kai's face looks so sad with teary eyes.

Not yet had he explained all about what made him disappear at that time, Meysa had gone first and this time Kai could not prevent, his body seemed to have no more strength to hold Meysa. His meeting with Meysa this time was really quite emotionally draining, although from earlier he looked patient and calm but deep down he also held the pain, it was painful to hear Meysa's confession. Despite the truth or not all, Kai only tried to strengthen himself to accept whatever the reality was.

Kai flinched when he saw Meysa who was almost riding his motorcycle, he soon caught up with the girl. It's okay for Meysa to ignore it, at least she can see the girl and Kai wants to go home together.

Along the way home, the two people who ride different motorcycles are thinking the same thing. Both of them feel the happiness of finally being able to talk to each other with such a close distance, even being able to look at each other and feel each other's presence in real terms. However, the situation and the presumption make them have to be met in such conditions, even spiced up painful debates.

Kai and Meysa's eyes were both blank on the way home with tears sometimes dripping together, crying over everything that happened.

“I'm stupid, Mey!"

“I'm evil huh, Kai?" both of them while continuing to advance their respective motors.

“I shouldn't have done anything stupid!"

“I shouldn't have said that to you!" look at Meysa again.

“If I hadn't been that quick, maybe I wouldn't have had to hold back from being sad because I didn't hear from you. It might not even happen, we shouldn't be in this situation!"

While riding a motorcycle behind Meysa, Kai unceasingly stared at the back of the girl he had always made a goal for, although he had made the wrong decision by choosing to leave Meysa just for fear of not being able to realize their dreams. Kai regretted everything. He should not have done that, what he should have done first was to ask Meysa to both struggle and be patient to wait for him, but the rice had become porridge. Now he had to fight from the beginning again to melt the Moon's heart.

“I'm glad you're here, I'm happy to see you. It's hard to tell how it feels when I know you still want me!" Meysa rubbed her tears that slowly melted down her cheeks.

Both dissolve in sadness and the thought of each making the journey home so unfeeling, Kai and Meysa have arrived home. Meysa parked the motorbike and entered first regardless of the existence of Kai who until a little later and just parked the Rena motorbike behind the Faza car parked in the carport, connected to the wall of the boarding building.

“Where have you been, Meysaroh?" tegur Faza who glanced at a glance when he was busy staring at the cellphone. Making Eka who was ironing clothes also turned her head.

There was only that couple in the living room, while their children seemed to have slept.

Seeing Meysa enter the room without answering Faza's question, the father of two immediately removed the glasses from his nose. Surprised by his sister's attitude, Faza glanced at Eka.

“Your sister is so obvious!" sahut Eka. “Measuring me lazy wondering.”

Eka's sensitive answer made Faza unhappy. He knew that sometimes Eka did not like the stubbornness of Meysa's unruly head, making Eka lazy to interfere. But according to Faza, the wife should not say that, she knows what Meysa is like. Even so, yet Meysalah who often helps do homework and sometimes take care of her two children. Eka should not constantly bring up Meysa's ugliness without remembering the kindness of her sister.

Lazy arguing finally Faza decided to move to the kitchen, he intended to ask all of Rena. Sebeb if it continues there will certainly be a long debate later.

“Rena, I want to ask!"

Rena who was hand-washing after washing the dishes turned to Faza. The vexed face became serious, making Rena anxious and afraid of the question of what Faza wanted to say.

“What's brother?" rena said hesitantly.

“Meysa what's the problem?"

And sure enough, the question made Rena swallow a rough saliva, confused to answer what. Whether to be honest or lying.