Akara Longs for the Waiting

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Kai and Meysa were still standing awkwardly just above the end of the stairs. Rena herself has gone to secure herself somewhere. The girl was reluctant to become a mosquito repellent between the two men. Although in fact he was very curious to hear Meysa's decision.

The blowing wind gave coolness that afternoon. The city is indeed hot, but the sea breeze that blows ashore seems to be the controller for hot weather. Slowly Kai lowered his head, for some reason he suddenly did not have the courage to look at Meysa. Kai is afraid that his heart will be fragile to hear Meysa's decision.

The blowing wind made Hair Kai with an under cut model, which was only long at the top of it was a little messy in the wind. Because Kai hastily forgot to wear gel for hair. Meysa took control of the meeting this time. Contrary to the situation at the beginning, where Meysalah always avoids.

The girl seemed to be so ready with the answer to be given.

“I already have an answer to your wishes this morning!" Meysa opened the conversation first.

The girl shifted to the side of the fence, leaning there while looking at the activities of other visitors from above.

Kai himself, he's still down. Just a little shift from the end of the stairs every time someone goes up there.

Meysa looked at Kai. Confused to see the man more silent, not as usual. Without Meysa knowing if Kai was being alarmed, he parno to the answer that Meysa will convey. Kai suddenly worried too much. Fear that Meysa will refuse and she will leave without the love of the Moon. I can't imagine how he could live the day after that.

“You want us back?"

Hearing Meysa's words, Kai raised his head. Bravely looked at Meysa amid doubts and insecurities.

“You really want us to continue the story like we used to?"

Although she smiled, Kai felt that there was something behind Meysa's smile. Again Kai could only nod with confidence.

“Let's do the same thing I did before."

Kai's forehead nodded at Meysa's words.

“As long as you leave me, I go through all my own pain. Always pray to let you come back, but it's not! You also have no intention of looking for me while I still hope you come back to explain that you are the same as me, hurt because of your behavior. I want to hear your regrets and statements to fix everything."

“Sesak Kai, crowded so I'm always trying to forget but at that time also my feelings even more expect you back, You don't know what it's like to wait for people who are not clear, but at that time also my feelings are even more expecting you back, either he ever wanted you sincerely or he was just messing around. Every day I don't believe we end that fast. Being in my position is painful, Kai!" meysa said at length. Shedding all the painful feelings as if it never lessened.

“Sorry!" Kai could only say softly. He was not angry at all to hear Meysa reveal everything. Instead it made him feel unworthy to get sorry from the girl in front of him.

“I'm sorry, I was wrong!" Kai's head was getting down.

Meysa threw a glance in the other direction, unable to look at Kai.

The day is getting darker, but visitors are actually increasingly coming to enjoy the view of the sunset from a height. Azan Maghrib's voice began to roar.

“One more time I'm sorry!" kai said getting smoother. He took a deep breath and tried to look at Meysa.

“Not to evade or defend yourself, but don't you also already know what the reason is. Until I don't do that, Mey." Kai's calm eyes showed great regret and hope for Meysa.

“But I'm sick because of that, Kai! Waiting and trying to forget you in one moment is a stifling thing, pain!" Meysa's tears came back. His head lowered, the frail shoulder trembled withstanding the tightness. Trying to control yourself not to overdo it.

Making themselves and their problems into public consumption is not a good thing. It's still in a public place, but the feeling of raging can no longer be held. Make his eyes hot, his tears can't be held.

“Sorry!"

I want Kai to hug the girl he misses so much. Kai knows very well how Meysa feels. She has been in tremendous pain since that day, especially with Meysa. A soft woman's heart is more fragile than a man's. Although sometimes women try to show rigor, but still. They are weak beings. Kai understood that.

“Can I hit you, Kai. I hurt all your behavior!" Meysa looked up at Kai with a nano-nano feeling. Love and hate are mixed in the chest cavity, it feels like wanting to vent anger by rampaging. He was tired of holding it all for a year.

Kai nodded like a fool. Rela his body is used as an impingement of origin Meysa was satisfied.

“I hate you, Kai!"

“Hate!" Meysa was a little screaming.

“You're evil! Why leave me like that?"

“Why don't you ask me, why don't you apologize before we're really lost, why?" Meysa spilled all her misery while lapping a punch on Kai's body that just resigned without trying to protect himself.

Meysa is like an uncontrollable person, he no longer cares about the strange gazes of visitors who went up there but immediately came down when he saw the Korean drama that happened between him and Kai.

“You shouldn't come again! Let my wounds heal on their own!"

Kai still resigned his body to the punch. Kai's hand only tried to refute Meysa's hand to fall on the target. If not in a public place, maybe Kai's tears have dripped.

“I hate you Kai, my heart hurts! It hurts!" Meysa stopped, she lowered her head while sobbing with her hand still on Kai's chest.

“What do you hate so much as me, Mey? Can't you accept my apology?" ask Kai not to lose. Makes Meysa drop her hand off the man's chest but is held back by Kai. He held Meysa's hand in his hand.

“I do hate you, my pain is still there but..” Meysa raised her head, looking at Kai who was also looking at her.

“... But I also can't if I have to be without you a second time, my love is just as great as my hate, hikss"

Meysa's confession makes Kai reflexively pull the girl into his arms. Instantly both of them felt a tremendous sense of calm and calm. So electrifying. This was the first time the two strangers had come in so close contact.

Without knowing, Rena who was sitting right on the stairs climbed to the central monument stared with bulging eyes. ’Can-can they hug in public places!' Rena grumbled in her heart.

While Kai and Meysa seemed to be enjoying a touch that was only a fraction of a second. Kai instantly releases Meysa when he realizes they are still in a public place. Although there are no people up there, but visitors below can still see clearly what.

“Ma-sorry!" Kai held onto Meysa's shoulder and gently kept her away.

Meysa turned her head the other way, she was as awkward as Kai.

Kai himself was so excited. Mesya did not say the absolute decision, but hearing Meysa's answer just now had made it seem to get a gap to re-ignite the spirit.

“So, how?" asked Kai hesitated.

Meysa frowned. “How what?"

Kai inhaled a deep breath. “All decisions are in your hands, bul. I don't want a maksa. I understand that the pain has not healed completely, I know you find it difficult to take me back especially if you have to continue our story that I once broke. It's not easy and I don't want to be selfish either."

“I ...."

Kai had not finished his words. Meysa cut it first.

“Do you still love me or not?" sergeant Meysa, cut off Kai's speech.

“I love you, Mey!"

“Are you serious?"

Kai nodded. “I'm serious Mey!" Kai's finger moved rubbing Meysa's back

“I'm serious about continuing all our stories. This time I will not do anything stupid anymore because from the beginning I was as serious as you, just that my time was not possible and now the condition is better" Kai tried to convince, just that, made Meysa speechless with teary eyes.

“You don't be afraid! I won't act like I used to. I used to be like that for fear of giving you hope, for fear of upsetting you if until we couldn't be together, you know for yourself I didn't have a job."

“Now I dare to promise you all the dreams we have ever built, I will try hard so that we can make it happen as soon as possible. I need faith and do'a from you one more time, Mey. Trust me the same!" Kai put Meysa's hand between his hands. Grasped it tightly, trying to convince Meysa if all her words and actions this time were earnest.

Trying to prove that the old Kai isn't the present Kai. It was as if he had no hope because his life was unclear. But now everything is different. Kai already had a clear life. And that's what makes him want to return with people who have been made a goal in his life.

“But love is not like that!" Meysa's flinch dislikes it, releasing her hand from Kai's grasp. He almost collapsed, the memory of how the pain Kai gave managed to tear his heart apart. Makes him want to vent his anger because of it.

“But that's how I love you, Mey!"

“If your love won't be able to ignore me for that long, you should be trying to contact me!"

“Those who truly love cannot be a day without news. But you can, you don't even try to fix everything! You can ignore me for that long. You don't think about my feelings!" Meysa was still muddled with her stance. She doubted that Kai really loved her. Given how Kai easily ignored her at that moment.

Kai sighed, trying to explain calmly. He grabbed Meysa's hand as the girl looked the other way. Kai patiently grabbed Meysa's hand again.

“Whose words I don't think about your feelings." Kai shook his head, breaking Meysa's uncaring notion of herself.

“This is equally painful for us, the pain you feel is also what I feel. You miss me, I miss you even more."

“Bulsshit!" ketus Meysa's.

“Mey, everyone has a different way of showing their love, and I'm one of them!"

“That's how I love, all this time only able to take care of you through do'a with a long distance. I am grateful that God has taken care of you for me until now and until the time comes when I will, you will try to protect me through do'a!”

Meysa's heart thumped at Kai's words. His feelings evaporated somewhere. He looked at me with a deep look.

“For how can I tell you, if all my social media is a block."

Meysa felt very slapped by Kai's speech. The man looked at her while squealing. Makes him who almost forgot if here he also plays an important role immediately realized. If only he hadn't blocked all of Kai's social media, could this guy have called him back? Ah, Meysa feels guilty.

“Yesterday I told you that I only followed you using fake account, that's a thank you because you didn't block!"

“Sorry!"

This time Kai smiled. For the first time Meysa said sorry, although not a big mistake, but Kai was happy to hear that. Can he return with great hope? Is this a sign that Meysa is giving her a second chance to start all together? Kai continued to ask inwardly.

“So how? Can you give me an answer?" ask Kai carefully.

Seeing Meysa nod, Kai smiled widely.

“I'm also willing to continue our story back!"

Hearing that Kai immediately pranced with excitement, he wanted to hug Meysa again but was stopped when his head remembered how Faza believed him. Kai also did not want to touch Meysa carelessly. Trying to hold back is the best option.

“But there are conditions!"

“What?"