Akara Longs for the Waiting

67. For the Eccesiality of Time

The next day Meysa recovered as usual. Today he decided not to go to Rena's house first, he got some orders that require him to be busy in the store.

Last night Kai no longer kept the promise he said he would call once he got home. Although a little disappointed when considering the condition yesterday really dropped but Kai was impressed to ignore it. Even so Meysa tried to understand, maybe Kai was too tired so there was no time.

Especially when this morning Kai sent an apology chat before leaving for work, he immediately collapsed and forgave. That's how it is every day. Fighting, getting better, fighting, getting better again. Their relationship scheme is.

Star : Today I have a survey yes bee, the phone will be late tonight if I have come home.

Meysa simply read Kai's message without replying. He prefers to complete the bouquet order. He wasn't so hopeful, afraid of being disappointed like last night.

In the evening Meysa who had finished cooking and cleaning immediately laid her body on the bed.

No other activities make Meysa intend to continue the work he made, mumpung mood is good and got an idea. It just so happens that he currently has two pieces of ongoing, one on a blue platform that is on an exclusive contract and another on an orange platform.

But before I start writing. Meysa is interested in opening a notification that is quite a lot.

Reader 1: The Alden chubby nyia-nyiain chick cake Auris.

Reader 2: Yuk Kak MeysHa, Auris for just Space. I'm a hard-line AurKa team.

Reader 3: If I really believe the ending of the Auris will be the same Space. As the title "Space Defense". Auris in Angkasa🤭

Reader 6 calls Reader 3: Eh, is that so?😱 Tau where's sister from? Spoilers dong. I'm a fan of AurKa hard-liners too.🤗😘

Reader 3 calls the reader 6: Wkwkw, But do not know also about me ngarang. hahaha.🤣

... And next.

Meysa smiled reading some of the comments of readers who also drifted in the story of the teen genre that he made on the orange platform. While on the blue platform, he made a story of the wedding romance genre. It is loved by many mothers.

Meysa uses the pen name MeysHa where the last two letters are an extension of her first name. Haneendya.

Meysa, who is writing the second chapter, immediately stopped writing when she saw a notification from WhatsApp.

Definitely Kai! Guessing the message from Kai made Meysa rush to open it. He is indeed as fast as that response when it comes to Kai who rarely has time. Even though he was upset last day and didn't expect Kai to actually contact him tonight. But that feeling changed very quickly. His feeling alone can guess if the message is from Kai, making him rush to open, even to cancel typing.

However, how disappointed he was when Kai only sent a message to tell if he wanted to go to bed because he was tired all day surveying.

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Star : Bee, sorry tonight can't call first. I'm tired, tomorrow again baby! ⁇ ️

You go to sleep, don't stay up!

Love you😘

Meysa read Kai's message while laughing discordantly. Disappointed because the person he always prioritized even treated him like this.

^^^Meysa: Good yes so you, always prioritized but can never be a priority person.^^^

^^^^You know how sad someone who is waiting for you to finish from all the busyness every day but once active directly ngajakin sleep with the reason tired and already midnight.^^^

^^^You don't know what I miss you?^^^

^^^You don't know that because you never miss me?^^^

^^^That is if the person we prioritize does not prioritize back!^^^

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So did the series of replies to the message Meysa sent. Which immediately made Kai who had just laid down his body while opening the phone surprised to read the message from Meysa. He breathed trying not to get emotional.

Kai who was really tired and was about to sleep immediately decided to contact Meysa.

“What a bee, please don't start again! It's I'm really tired! I don't want to make a fuss!" kai jolted as Meysa answered her call

“I don't want every day we have a problem with the news, this problem. You will know I've been doing all day!" continue Kai again who tries to give me understanding so Meysa wants to understand. They are not children who have to worry about small things.

“I won't have a problem with the news if you can figure out what I want!" meysa won't lose. Feeling all this time Kai has been very outrageous with He who always tried to understand the busyness of the young man.

He has as much as possible understood a mistake that even repeated every day. Then when he was angry and felt not prioritized, Kai even said ketus like this. Meysa felt Kai was being too selfish.

“What do you want me to know?" joked Kai who felt absolutely no guilt. Tiredness makes his emotions even ignited. He is tired, tired and bored of constantly fighting every day just because of the same thing. He just wants to be understood a little, but Meysa instead says things that are not-no, as if he does not prioritize it. Kai felt meysa's attitude was too excessive.

Kai loved the girl, and he worked hard to justify Meysa. Always trying to keep heart and faithful in the midst of a storm of trials to be duplicitous.

“See, instead of feeling guilty you get angry." Meysa smiled bitterly from behind the phone.

“That I am tired of you!" meysa Sent. He gave up and could not afford to fight.

Every day should try to think positively about Kai who is getting less and less news. Instead of changing or feeling guilty, the man behaved this way. Makes Meysa more and more unable to think clearly. Kai changed a lot..

In fact, he often found quotation fragments scattered in IG reels whose words are always related to their relationship. Which he said if a man no longer prioritizes then there must be something else, maybe his feelings start to change. Not infrequently all that makes Meysa overthinkking.

And seeing this, Meysa grew even more heartbroken. Kai's attitude made his heart ache.

“Mending us hopefully this way. I'm tired of eating liver every day!" The next thing that immediately made Kai close his eyes, he tried to control his emotions.

do not want the relationship that has been established all this time destroyed just because of their selfishness, no one wants to give up.

Kai let out a languid breath. Meysa's words really made her realize from the anger that was almost mastered. Kai doesn't want anything to happen in this relationship, so he prefers to give up and lower the ego.

“Do not do this!"

“I never want gini, you don't know!" sergeant Meysa quickly. Her tears have started to fall.

“If you are bored or tired, say! Don't do this! Or maybe you're close to someone else, tell me. Don't torture in this way!"

“Do not make me like a fool who always begging for news every day, even though you already have no taste to me anymore. If so, then we're done. I'm tired of Kai, tired of it!" meysa jolted out her entire heart.

Making Kai appear to shake behind the phone, the man rubbed his breath roughly.

“Ih bee, where there is a pulp I'm not dear! I love you so much!" seloroh Kai who tried to dismiss Meysa's negative thoughts. He really can't be like this. Kai doesn't want Meysa to think no.

“Iya I'm sorry, I was wrong bee. I don't understand you, I don't always have time for you" said Kai, who felt guilty. He looks to be massaging the base of his nose.

“I'm too busy to be able to for a while, I'm aware of that, bee!"

“Honestly I love you bee, I also work for you baby, work for our future!" kai said, taking out his whole heart. Hope Meysa stops mentioning things that never crossed her mind at all.

“I rarely ngabarin not because it is not your mriorritasin, or not dear, especially until there is a new person. It can't be bee, you're still the only one and you'll always be the only one. Please don't think anything!"

Meysa breathed a furious sigh at Kai's convincing reply. However, he who had already found it so hard to believe. He also answered Kai.

“You know for yourself we are far away, we are LDRan. You should have time for our relationship. I've tried to understand, but if you can't understand I can also be tired!" Meysa's jitters are upset. Emotions on Kai.

“Say busy people don't exist, it all depends on priority!" smirking Meysa with a roaring voice, she was still crying.

“Not everyone is the same bee, and maybe I'm one of those people!" lirih Kai realized his shortcomings that could not be what Meysa wanted them to be.

“I'm busy but I always think of you, you're always my priority, it's just that I can't for my time."

The two fell silent after a long, emotionally draining debate.

“Bee if you are angry please don't say a little break up!”

“If there's a problem it's the problem we solve, not the relationship!" lirih Kai gently, not wanting to make things worse. If he does not relax the ego, it is certain that their relationship will really end here.

However, Meysa did not answer at all. The girl seemed pensive with thoughts that were somehow drifting where.

He loves Kai, but he can't keep doing this every day.

“Thank my vc yes, we're sleepcall!" pinta Kai when Meysa did not reply to any of his words. Her heart was like it was sliced when she heard the sound of crying that Meysa was holding.

Meysa then picks it up, making Kai feel even more guilty. He wanted to embrace the body he had made to cry.

“Sorry I'm yes bee, I'm wrong!"

“I'm so sorry about you, bee!"

“I'm tired!" smirking Meysa with her face bent held back tears.

Kai nodded in understanding. The pressure has made Meysa sad. “Iya bee, I was wrong, I'm sorry yes, baby!"

"I'm not strong if I have to be this way no day. I'm strong waiting for you, I can be patient and miss even if we can't meet all this time. I always take care of my heart for you! But if I have to go every gini day, I really can't afford Kai, my heart is tired!" said Meysa with a sad face. Makes Kai bow his head.

“Once again I'm sorry bee, I was wrong and I will try to be what you want but please don't end our relationship. I love you so much!"

The quarrel was finally finished, Kai managed to get sorry from Meysa who was so quickly destroyed because of his love for Kai is very big. That night they went with Kai who accompanied Meysa sleepcall. Although fatigue so hit the body, but Kai tried to hold it in order to prove his love to Meysa. He did not want Meysa to be sad and feel not prioritized as he said earlier.

However, the intimacy did not last long. The next day Kai again makes a mistake that makes Meysa upset. The young man who usually gave the news every time he would go to work since morning did not give any news.

Because, early in the morning Kai had to rush away. There is an obstacle to the residential interior project that he is currently handling. Where the workers run away, even though their work has not been completed in its entirety. Makes Kai and team overwhelmed. Not to mention that the workers have been given DP before.

Kai was really busy looking for a handyman who could continue the project before entering Ramadan, according to the deadline. All that made him not have time to contact Meysa so dizzy thinking about the problem. Because here is the responsibility.

“Kai, tonight we can invite the birthday of his son Mr Rajas!" said Ojik when they were having lunch together.

Kai was still busy contacting some handymen who could continue the project.

“You go, I'm dizzy thinking about the problem in Permai Indah!" kai rubbed his face rough and refocused on his laptop. It felt like his head wanted to explode, too much he thought.

Satria clucked, annoyed to see Kai who had always been the busiest person. Yes, even if that is the reality.

“If you don't go, it's not good for you Rajasnya sir Kai! I'd guess you were really upset because of the trouble that day!"

Satria's words made Kai sigh in anger. What Satria said is true. If he does not come, it could be Mr. Rajas, the owner of a company that a few months ago used his services in the interior design project of his new office room so at that time. It is certain that the middle-aged man will think Kai is angry because of the incident a few months ago.

Where Mr. Rajas intends to match him with his daughter, Isita. A woman who works as a general practitioner. However, Kai rejects Mr. Rajas' good intentions well. He is honest when he has a partner. Even so his relationship with Mr. Rajas is still good. Although several times Mr. Rajas still often discuss this. And several times Isita often shows interest in him, although not too conspicuous.

Even Meysa knows about it. He was angry and jealous at the news of his lover getting an offer from a father who asked to marry his daughter directly. Even an irritated Meysa urges Kai to show her the photo of the girl Kai is referring to. Making Kai overwhelmed, complicated face women who are jealous. He has no photos of Isita but Meysa continues to insist just out of curiosity.

“Beauty me anyway!" as soon as Meysa said to her after seeing the photo of the girl Kai meant. “But he's the boss's son, if you want to be with him, then marry him!" However, Meysa gets angry and asks him to marry the girl.

"What a marriage, people don't love!" sela Kai at that time. He knew Meysa was jealous, but he was also upset that Meysa responded that way, but he refused for her sake.

Kai's memory of the problem a few months ago made him also remember Meysa who was very upset with the father named Rajas and his son, Isita.

“Later see if I had time," replied Kai confused. If he is not confirmed Mr. Rajas will assume if he cut off the relationship because of the problem some time ago.