Akara Longs for the Waiting

23

A few days can be near the Moon, even looking at it directly at this close distance makes Kai's heart like in a flush of thousands of flower petals. One resolution this year was reached, namely coming to the Moon.

Since graduating from college and got a good job, he started saving money to be able to go to the moon. Already like an astronaut who will carry out a mission, his ideals are very beyond reason. He collects rupiah coffers only to be able to meet the soulmate. Not only is the Pseudo Promise as it used to be when it was still poor, now everything can be achieved thanks to its hard work.

He wakes up, but Kai doesn't give up. Because he has many dreams. Now one by one can be achieved. Whether the move this time will bring victory or even defeat, Kai does not care. At least I've fought! He tried to encourage himself.

After the departure of the future sister-in-law, he still sculpted. Stare at each other with the figure of the Moon from a considerable distance. Meysa in front of the dishwasher sink, the end of the room. Kai in the middle of the room, standing on the side of the dining table. The eyes of both of them were so deep.

“I can talk?" Kai opened the chat.

“I want to talk too!" Meysa said she didn't want to lose.

Kai smiled, he was happy that Meysa finally wanted to talk to him. All thanks to the future sister-in-law, it seems that if he did not give such a warning, maybe Meysa would still avoid.

“Where have you been all this time?” sergeant Meysa got straight to the point.

“Why is it coming again now?"

If last night Meysa was still a prestige and continued to convict making excuses just to give pain to Kai. This time it was more open. Meya chose it because she did not want last night to happen again, she regretted telling Kai everything. He was completely overwhelmed by anger that night. Last night after Faza came out, he reflected on all his words to Kai. Kai was wrong, but he should have heard the man's explanation first.

“Why shut up? Not that you want to talk! Come on, I want to hear!" Meysa challenged again, Kai lowered his head earlier.

“It turns out from the past until now I am not that important to you!"

Kai looked sadly. “Who doesn't matter, you're that important, you're precious to me!"

“If it is valuable and important you will not do the thing that makes us in the situation like now!"

Meysa's heart aches, it wouldn't be like this if it wasn't Kai who started. It used to be rare to report and seem ignorant, even to ask Meysa the situation Kai could not. Meysa is heartbroken.

“You can do anything, you can stay away, but don't leave. We can be friends, we don't have to be like this!" As soon as Meysa pleads when Kai shows an incredible change of attitude. Rarely give news. Never mind calling or VCs, replying to messages from Meysa alone is very rare.

The relationship was really bland, nothing fun, Meysa felt so empty.

“Sorry if the effect is too maksha and begging." Meysa struggles to maintain her relationship with Kai. Meysa was confused, he was tired and wanted to stop but his heart had stuck in Kai since the first night he knew the foreign man.

“Sorry Me. I'm honestly confused too, I can't even be without you! It's too complicated." It was Kai's first reply after a dozen messages and a few calls that Kai ignored.

Meya recalled, back then she was sad because of Kai. “You can, the proof is that you always ignore me. If you were really serious and dear, you wouldn't be able to leave me like this!"

And for Meysa, it was only in this way that they felt each other's existence. Their homesickness can only be treated through video and phone calls or exchanging messages. But Kai instead changed after uttering many promises and dreams. Exactly like officials who spread sweet promises when nominating, after rising even suddenly forget memory.

Meysa's eyes were still staring intently at Kai. Memories of events during the breakup moments are painful. But he always remembered like a hero.

“Not that I hate or grudge, but after we've been apart for a year now I've come to realize that you can be happy without me." Meysa's eyes began to glaze over. No longer as hard-hearted as last night just to cover everything. This time he really revealed what he felt.

Kai shook his head with a sad face, guilt spreading in the chest cavity. But everything Meysa said wasn't what she felt.

“Then why can we be like this? You're not trying to contact and fix it can prove that I'm not that special." Meysa rubbed her nose which began to water. This morning she was back in tears. So horrid.

The foreign man managed to make her cry for the umpteenth time. A few days after ignoring Kai's message that only said one word, which is “Sorry' without trying to explain what happened to make him behave like that. Meysa decides not to reply to Kai's message, she is upset.

Instead of being chased or trying to explain, Kai also silenced. Kai's attitude that does not contact if not contacted first makes Meysa upset and hurt. Until a few weeks after Meysa decided to block all of Kai's social media just to vent his frustration, he was very angry. But after that, instead of forgetting, his life was even more miserable. Like someone who has lost his spirit. So overdone! Love can be both debilitating and strengthening.

“I'm sorry, Mey!"

“Sorry!"

A year of not communicating did not make Kai change. He still likes to say sorry without giving a clear supporting sentence. Meysa not only wants to hear the word sorry, but also wants to know the reason, what and how the cause.

“At that time I was stupid, Mey, I was confused by my obscure life!"

“You know how my life was at the time." Kai stared with nanar.

“Everything is too difficult and complicated!"

“I really want to be with you, I want you, Mey!"

“If you really want why you should hurt and choose to leave, do not we both agree to fight." Meysa squeezed the end of her shirt, venting the existing annoyance.

“I'm afraid I can't fulfill everything, you know I didn't have a job at the time. My lecture is also not finished, make daily costs aja difficult, especially Abang shop was close! I didn't have the strength and courage to convince myself that everything would be fine by then."

Meysa was sad to hear Kai. It turned out that was all the man was afraid of. He knew Kai begity thought of everything carefully.

“If that's the case, you should not even mendam story yourself and act like it! You think I'm not sick?" Sergey Meysa, he also wants Kai to know how he feels crushed by his attitude

“I'm also confused with myself!" Kai replied lethargic, the figure of the man who looked tough it turned out to be Rapur as well.

“I always think of you, especially every time you say you want to stop!"

“I've lost something precious in my life, Mey!”

Meysa's head lowered deeply, Kai's words making her nano-nano heart.

“But at that time I also did not want to be selfish by continuing to hold you together with an unclear person like me. I want you to be happy, even if not with me. I can live without your word, but it doesn't prevent me from thinking about you, I still want you." Kai also poured out his heart. The two of them were still revealing each other from a completely unchanged distance. Still apart.

“Jeez, I'm slow!!"

In the middle of the blue raging atmosphere Kai and Meysa were made fixated with the sound of screaming from the middle room. It must be Rena who just realized that she was bad luck.

Kai and Meysa looked at each other, they still wanted to finish it all by telling a long story. Both are seen preparing to ask Rena to remain silent in the middle room to not interfere with the sound of steps sounding closer.