Akara Longs for the Waiting

70. Ignored.

Upon arrival at home, Kai hurriedly grabbed his phone. Although his body feels sticky and tired feels attacking, but he prefers to contact Meysa first. He delayed cleaning the body, fearing Meysa would be angry and misunderstood after seeing the story that Satria uploaded earlier. That's not good for their relationship.

“It's my fault for not telling him." Even so Kai still blames himself who did not have time to inform Meysa even though the goods for a moment.

“Huh!" Kai let out a long sigh, waiting for the loading process on the phone after it was switched on. He closed his eyes many times, in addition to feeling tired in the body, his mind that was dizzy thinking about work problems now must increase thinking about the quarrel that will occur after this. I don't know why she feels so bad.

After the phone was turned on, Kai immediately activated mobile data. Two missed call notifications from WA. Kai can guess if the call must have been from Meysa. He immediately opened the app.

Kai frowned seeing none of the messages Meysa sent, the last was just a reply to a chat this morning when he was allowed to work and overtime, he said, the rest were just two missed calls at eight.

He then began typing a message for Meysa .

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Kai : Bee, sorry, just had time to tell.

Last day of work did not have time to hold hp, it was immediately invited to the birthday event of Mr. Rajas's son.

Don't be mad, bee, I don't have anything to do with him. Just came to fulfill the invitation.

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Long-drawn Kai explains what really happened. Then he sent the message, unluckily just tick one. Looks like Meysa's not active in WA. It made Kai take a long breath. His feelings are getting worse.

Knowing the message sent to Meysa only ticked one, he then chose to call Meysa via a regular phone. Because it will be free if you call through WA, it is sure not to be connected.

After trying to make a call. It was not Meysa who answered, instead the voice of the operator was heard.

“The number you are going to is off or out of range, try a few more moments..."

Kai immediately disconnected the operator's voice and re-opened the WA.

“Any, he doesn't usually go here!" Kai's feelings are getting worse. Usually Meysa will get angry by sending a series of chats to him. Moreover, said Satria Meysa who became the first audience story. However, this time Meysa did not react as usual. It speaks a thousand languages.

Instead of feeling calm, this actually makes Kai feel more guilty because of Meysa's attitude. Usually Meysa is so possessive and angry if he has no news, this time he was caught visiting Isita's birthday party without meberi yearya.

“Why don't you get angry as usual, bee?" lirih Kai with a directed hand saw the story that Satria uploaded. Even the story was uploaded a few minutes after the call did not occur from Meysa entered.

Kai's heart shuddered painfully at Meysa's reaction to the video, where he was seen smiling as Isita stood right next to him. Meysa's silence makes Kai feel guilty. If he could choose, he wanted Meysa to get angry and send him a series of messages as usual every time he made a mistake, not like this. There was no reaction and no protest messages were sent.

Is Meysa no longer jealous and caring, or is this one of the ways Meysa appreciates it without wanting to increase the problem?

A row of questions began to mill around Kai's head. His head was about to explode.

Fatigue finally makes Kai sleep without cleaning the body. Hopefully, Meysa can be contacted tomorrow.

.....

The next morning, Meysa, who had just woken up with swollen eyes, had no intention of checking her phone. The girl stepped into the bathroom, washed her face and prepared breakfast for him. Luckily Mr. Meysa was not home, he was away gardening. It can make him feel safer, without fear if only you see his condition with puffy eyes.

Meysa does all the housework like a housewife. Starting from cooking, sweeping, cleaning the house, washing dishes and even the grandson of clothes he does all. The girl has been trained independently since sitting in MTS, school in the boarding school makes him who was once a spoiled child immediately become a tough child who can do everything. Especially after the divorce of his parents and living with the Father made Meysaa inevitably have to do all alone.

Meysa's tears often shed lamenting fate. Plus right now the problem with Kai is really serious.

It hurts to remember how Kai could repeatedly scratch the same wound. Never understood and understood he always wanted to be informed, but Kai instead chose to ignore it under the pretext of busy work. All this time he was trying to understand, but seeing the incident last night, where Kai could have the opportunity to attend a party but there was not a little time to give it to make Meysa's heart hurt.

He was tired of every day arguing about the same thing.

“I get it every day but you don't change even more!" lirih Meysa's. He no longer wanted to be there like this.

Every day thinking about and worrying about others who are not at all worried makes Meysa give up. This time he was really at the point of surrender and gave it all to God.

“If you were my soul mate, God would have united us, but if not all I would have given to God. I'm tired of having to be like this every day. I need calm, not worry!" I looked down at Meysa while wiping away her tears that came back to drip. Although fragile, he still tried hard.

Meysa goes into the room to get a towel, she's going to take a shower. After bathing and preparing he intends to go to Rena's house, the next day his best friend's wedding will be held.

At exactly nine o'clock Meysa was already at Rena's house. There are many people who come to fight to help prepare everything for the event.

A five-bed tent is already installed in front of Rena's house. Even the wedding organizer has started the decoration process.

Meysa stepped through the mothers who formed the association, some blending spices for cooking. Some make cakes, and some are busy cooking. Meysa goes through working mothers while wrapping cakes using banana leaves.

"Eat first, Meysa!" reprimand Bu Fatma. He passed by Mamak Rena who was about to go to the lower living room filled with mothers.

"Aunty, then again!" meysa is lying. He has no taste for food. If you do not use that excuse, it is certain that Ms. Fatma will continue to force until she wants to eat. Mama Rena is very attentive.

“Meysa go to the room first!" Meysa moved to Rena's room near the middle room, next to the stairs.

“Mey, it's your slippers!"

Meysa only showed a smile when Rena immediately greeted him with such enthusiasm. In that room there was not only Rena. But also some of Rena's college friends while still in college first, and there are also some of their childhood friends who are still on good terms until now.

Even so, Meysa is the one and only friend who is most special to Rena.

Meysa sat on the floor in front of Rena who was examining the bridal sandals to be worn for the H-day.

"I told you not to, you bought it. There's also a lot of sandals that haven't been used, Ren!" meysa Grunts. Rena actually bought her party slippers, the color is even exactly the same as the sandals that Rena will wear, just different models.

“Take it why!" rena protests while pulling Meysa's legs. Pairing flatshoes with one strap on that heel on Meysa.

“Beauty!" Rena was satisfied to see her choice fit at Meysa's feet.

“Take Mey, mumpung free!" exclaim Ika, one of their High School friends who also chose Rena to be one of the bride smide.

“Rena, get your friends to eat!" Rena's sister number two appeared behind the door. After that Rena's brother immediately left again.

Rena turned to her two college friends who had just arrived a few hours ago. “Husnul, Dani, you guys eat first!"

“Come, Dan!" husnul said he took Dani to eat. Rena, who was not allowed to leave the room, asked Ika and Risma to accompany the two distant guests to eat.

Rena intentionally did that because she wanted to interrogate Meysa. He could see that his best friend was thinking a lot.

"May!" rena exclaimed after moving to lock the door so that no one could enter just like that.

“Meysaroh!" re-sitting Rena shouted, patting Meysa's sleeping thigh with her eyes staring at the ceiling of the room decorated with white and red cloth.

“Hmmm!" sahut Meysa, he turned his body to look at Rena.

“You have a problem?"

Hearing Rena's question, Meysa immediately changed her expression as quickly as possible. He did not want to share his problems with Rena who will soon have a wedding. Meysa doesn't want to ruin Rena's happiness.

“What problems?!" kilah Meysa is lying.

“That's why your face is so tangled. Like a lot of burdens!" rena's jolt is already like a microexpression expert.

Meysa rolled her lazy eye hearing the subtlety of Rena which in fact is true. “Sok knows!" tease Meysa while hitting Rena's arm.

“Not knowing, do know! Your face can't lie!" rena Sentak sure.

“Ck, if you can't believe it already!" jawba Meysa who refused to extend. Because maybe Rena will continue to search for it until she confesses. ”Last night I stayed up watching The Glory season 2."

Luckily the answer succeeded in making Rena stop looking for it. I am more interested in discussing the drama.

“Eh you've been through to what episode?"

“It's over!" exciting Meysa. Didn't expect discussing the Glory drakor to make it safe.

“Ck, I missed far, new until episode 4. I can't watch anymore!" Rena sighed resentfully considering how she had not been able to finish the drakornyaa spectacle since lately.

“Elleh, if you want to get married don't watch!" cebik Meysa who made Rena back to throb.

“There is a ban."

Meysa who is lazy to reply to Rena's speech prefers to lay down the body. Vaporizing while sighing behind the pillow, the girl who tried to look fine in the presence of others was harboring a lot of trouble.

“Oh Yes, Mey. Kai is coming?" ask Rena who re-opened the chat. Asked Kai's promise, which at that time said he would try to be present at Meysa's best friend's wedding.

“Congratulations yes, Rena. Good luck until D-Day. God willing it will be tried to come if not busy, all loose with Meysa!" So said Kai who is still in recovery when he was in VC with Meysa a month ago when Meysa told if Erza had just made a proposal with Rena.

Of course Rena who was given such a greeting by her best friend's boyfriend felt happy. It's an honor if Kai wants to attend his wedding ceremony later.

"Yes, Kai, I'll take your promise!" answer Rena expectantly.

And now the girl billed Kai's promise back then to Meysa, to deliver it to Kai.

Meysa sighed hearing Rena's question.

“Don't expect Kai to come, he's busy!" Meysa tried to give a good reason, she did not want anyone to know about her relationship with Kai who was on the edge.

“Hmmmt, what's wrong." Rena is trying to understand. In addition to the busyness that makes Kai unable to come, the cost and distance must also be taken into account. He does not want to force. “Let him come to justify you!" Rena smiled happily imagining if that moment arrived later. Surely Meysa will be very happy because the long wait can find a happy point.

Don't expect more Ren, I don't want to get sick anymore. Let God decide everything! lirih Meysa who seems to not want to expect anything more. Her heart was too sore to remember Kai's treatment all along.

....

Kai, who's been trying to call Meysa all day, but the girl's number hasn't been active since last night, seems so worried.

It seems that this time Meysa was really angry and disappointed to cut off all communication so that he could not contact her.

Meysa's treatment this time makes Kai realize if all this time he was too selfish and selfish without thinking about Meysa's feelings. The girl just needs to be informed, she never asks for more than she gives a little attention and news in between her busy life. However, he acted like a selfish person. Do not want to be bothered if you are busy, do not even try to contact even though you have time to hold a cellphone. Kai does all that because he needs calm, he is not the type of person who likes to be disturbed when he is working. However, it seems like the actions he took really disappointed Meysa.

Even today, he keeps trying to contact Meysa while working. His feelings of anxiety made him unsettled, afraid that this time Meysa could not forgive him.

“Tumben main hp fit again work!" once he was reprimanded by one of his colleagues earlier. But kai was completely indifferent.

He loves Meysa very much, Kai is afraid of losing the girl. He only realized all his selfishness now that Meysa had closed all access to communication.

Even the day has changed the night. Kai decides to go home just to calm down and keeps contacting Meysa. His feelings were made sour by the girl.

“Please bee, don't punish me this way! I know I'm wrong, but please don't fuck me!" Kai said shrewdly. He threw his body into the bed.

Instantly he remembered the events of a few years ago, where he had first disappeared from Meysa by not giving any news to the girl. It turned out to feel so stifling, now he feels the same way Meysa felt before.

Some say silent treatment is one of the most cruel forms of punishment. Silence someone without telling where the fault lies really makes someone think hard and lead to self-introspection by reflecting on what he has done wrong until it is silenced like this.

And that's what's happening to Kai and Meysa right now. Although not entirely can be said Meysa silence it for no reason, because Kai clearly knows very well where the fault lies. Meysa's neglect made her regret and aware of her attitude all along.

Just now Kai is thinking of contacting Rena, asking for Meysa's whereabouts. The sound of a connecting tone began to echo on his phone.

Tut's....

The sound of the continuous tone made Kai hurry up from the bed. Meysa has activated her phone, she sits down waiting for answers from the people she loves. However, Meysa did not answer the call at all.

“Arghhht!" yelled Kai frustrated. He does not blame Meysa, but rather blames himself for making things this way.