Akara Longs for the Waiting

Akara Longs for the Waiting
3 (Remember You)


π‘΅π’‚π’Žπ’–π’, 𝒑𝒂𝒅𝒂 π’‚π’Œπ’‰π’Šπ’“π’π’šπ’‚ π‘¨π’Œπ’– π’Žπ’–π’π’‚π’Š π’Žπ’†π’π’„π’π’ƒπ’‚ π’•π’†π’“π’ƒπ’Šπ’‚π’”π’‚ π’…π’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’Œπ’†π’‚π’…π’‚π’‚π’


𝑴𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒐𝒃𝒂 π’–π’π’•π’–π’Œ π’Œπ’–π’‚π’• π’…π’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’”π’Šπ’”π’‚ π’π’–π’Œπ’‚ π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Œπ’Šπ’π’Š π’Žπ’‚π’”π’Šπ’‰ π’Œπ’–π’“π’‚π’”π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’


π‘΄π’†π’”π’Œπ’Šπ’‘π’–π’ π’•π’†π’“π’Œπ’‚π’…π’‚π’π’ˆ π’‚π’Œπ’– π’Žπ’‚π’”π’Šπ’‰ 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒖𝒔 π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’ƒπ’‚π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆπ’Œπ’‚π’


𝑺𝒆𝒃𝒖𝒂𝒉 π’„π’†π’“π’Šπ’•π’‚ π’Œπ’π’‚π’”π’Šπ’Œ π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒍𝒖 π’Žπ’†π’π’‚π’“π’Š π’…π’‚π’π’‚π’Ž π’Šπ’π’ˆπ’‚π’•π’‚π’


𝑾𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒖 π’Œπ’–π’•π’‚π’‰π’– π’Šπ’•π’– π’‰π’‚π’π’šπ’‚ 𝒔𝒆𝒃𝒖𝒂𝒉 π’Œπ’†π’π’‚π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Žπ’‚π’”π’Šπ’‰ π’”π’–π’π’Šπ’• π’–π’π’•π’–π’Œ π’Œπ’–π’π’–π’‘π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’


π‘»π’†π’“π’Šπ’Žπ’‚π’Œπ’‚π’”π’Šπ’‰ π’šπ’‚ π’–π’π’•π’–π’Œ π’Œπ’†π’π’‚π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’ƒπ’†π’“π’–π’‹π’–π’π’ˆ 𝒑𝒂𝒅𝒂 𝒔𝒆𝒃𝒖𝒂𝒉 π’‘π’†π’“π’‘π’Šπ’”π’‚π’‰π’‚π’


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The new clock was shown at 7:30, but the quiet atmosphere had welcomed Meysa's arrival when she had just set foot in the living room. Usually his sister-in-law still swings the child while watching tv there. But now the house looks so quiet, it seems like his brother and his little family went to the house of in-law, Inner Meysa.


Meysa turned on the lights as soon as she entered the room. Not directly to the bathroom, for a moment he lay down in a bed layered with sheets of porous images. So fond of keroppi, almost the whole room was shades of green permoppi, exactly his room in the village. Starting from the wall wallpaper, curtains, even to all the details that exist using the motif of the big-eyed frog, except the wardrobe.


After finishing the bath, he began to make the Snack bouquet order after preparing all the ingredients and equipment. With the accompanying music, Meysa's hands look so painstaking and shrewdly stringing each ingredient into a beautiful bouquet.


Meysa seemed satisfied to see his work. With a smile he then took pictures of the origin of the two bouquets in turn. No need to edit Meysa's portrait is very satisfying. He then posted the picture of the bouquet in Ig and WA.


β€œAlhamdulillah done for order tomorrow! Thanks God!" Write Meysa on the caption, do not forget to mark the official account of the florist shop where he worked.


After cleaning everything, Meysa immediately washed his face to relieve drowsiness. The night was not so late, he intended to write some parts for his story. However, while removing the remaining water melts on his face. Meysa who was standing in front of the mirror was immediately fixated when she heard the lyrics of one of the songs.


🎢


Hey, are you thinking about me?


Sometimes I cry when I remember you


It used to be so happy, I thought you were last


And I gave it everything


And time goes by


I missed you so many times


But you didn't hear


They even want me to stop


I don't hear from you anymore


I'm afraid I can't afford not to think about you


Songs that represent his feelings for the Stars. Damn, that guy again! His feelings are back in ruins. The memory of the simple story with the Stars returned to make him sad. He was really tormented in this situation. With tears almost dripping down, Meysa dropped herself on the bed.


β€œWhy haven't I been able to erase your name from my heart and mind?” Meysa began to monologue while staring at the figure in the photo smiling while holding a guitar. In the past the man was always telling every activity that was done, if not through a video call, sometimes also just a photo.


β€œI am also tormented if I have to keep this up!” lirih Meysa's. His finger continued to be moved reading every series of messages that the man had ever sent. Everything is complete, nothing is removed.


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Star :


At the end of the equator I waited, waiting for you who were far away in the middle of the archipelago, though the distance felt so far, but I believe, through our humble home, through our little virtual space, through this little space of ours, I can feel your presence near me, so real. Just fine on the other side!😊


From the heart of Andalas, I will send a piece of longing through the night wind, for you who are far away in the land of celebes there.


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β€œWhy disappear!” Meysa could no longer hold back her tears. He remembered how his heart used to beat while reading the message.


β€œYou're evil, Kai!" meysa mentions the Star by its real name.


β€œIf I wasn't the destination you shouldn't have made me wish this far!"


After wiping away her tears, she looked down again. Now the fingers arrived at a verse that again can ravage the taste. He was so sad to be alone, especially when he remembered about that man! A simple relationship without ever meeting in person but able to make his heart fall.


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Star :


Tonight the rain is back on the ground...


Slowly but able to form a puddle of longing...


Each of his stubs is not able to wet


But it is enough to recall all the thoughts that still dance in memory...


When all the street lights went out


I was locked up alone in a scene.


Befriend the silence and the sound of the rain stubble...


From behind this little space, I re-imagined the dream and all expectations...


As if hallucinating wrapped in a dream word...


I wish it would all happen...


You miss the far side..


I miss everything we want to go through...


A simple poem of kurangkai is special for you in the middle of the night martyrdom and a rain stub...


Be good there, baby! I love you😘


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Meysa again bowed her head on the pillow to muffle her crying voice. His feelings for that man were indeed this deep, he was made like a mindless madman. It has been a year but the taste is still eternal to this day. Though he had tried as much as possible to forget, but still in vain. To accept people just now feels so hard.


Still in a prone position, Meysa turned her head when she heard the sound of the door opening. Making his party of grief to be destroyed, he must immediately wear a mask to cover the face of his heartache because of his love.


β€œYou why?" the figure of a man with a facial line similar to him was suddenly surprised when he looked at the face. His name is Faza, he is Meysa's only brother. Married and have two children.


β€œCrying why are you Mey?”


Damnit damnit! Meysa forgot, as much as she changed her face in a split second, it obviously could not cover her face as a result of crying. He was still trying to squeak under those swollen eyes.


β€œHehe, this was out watching drakor, brother." Meysa lied to her sister.


He should have locked the door earlier, so the gala event did not have to be disturbed like this. Hmmm!


β€œUntil crying like this?"


β€œYes, how else, will you be sad!”


Faza, Meysa's brother is flinching. He pulled a chair near the closet and sat there.


β€œNot Brother is at Aunt Ida's house?" Meysa tried to divert the conversation.


Faza rattled to hear the sister's question, β€œWho said who's there?" said Faza who asked back.


β€œTake a guess yourself!"


β€œNo, we ate outside. You are waiting but not coming home!”


Meysa who had thought Faza and his family went to the house of in-laws only bearded to hear the words of his brother.


β€œYou've eaten?” ask Faza who only answered the trunks by Meysa.


Yes, if you remember the girl with the hair pigtailed from the origin it has not eaten since lunch. Erza had brought food for her, but there was nothing she tasted.


β€œEat there first, we talk for a while!”


β€œDeplace sister, not hungry.” Meysa who was still lying immediately fixed the position when she knew Faza wanted to say something.


If it had been like this, there must have been something important that her brother wanted to say. Usually about her that has always been the main topic in the gibulahan of complex mothers just because Erza's mother who does not like to see her son approached Meysa. Yes, the mother of the man who likes it is not willing to see her son close to Meysa. The reason is only because meysa is not educated nor has a job equivalent to Erza who is a young PNS. This is also one of the reasons Meysa is reluctant to give certainty to the man.


The rumors that circulated usually reached the ears of Eka, her sister-in-law. However, Faza's wife was reluctant to convey directly to him because he had been at odds just because Meysa ignored all and did not want to bother at all.


β€œKak Eka heard what other stories?" guess Meysa. Actually, Eka's sometimes indifferent attitude makes her not at home. But the girl who has instilled the habit to not take a headache and choose not to know themselves to stay there. This is also her sister's house. As soon as Meysa thought.


Faza. β€œNot about that, Mey!"


β€œThen?" Meysa's forehead shriveled curiously.


β€œSo Mamak called, said you never pick up the phone?" look at Faza with full investigation. Makes Meysa look in any direction.


β€œDek!” Faza approached Meysa, as soon as he sat down next to his sister. The eldest of the two brothers immediately embraced Meysa. She knew very well what made Meysa reluctant to answer the phone from their mother.


β€œOnce lift, Mey. Poor mamak, he wants to know how you are too!" persuade Faza. Although sometimes fierce and firm but he still knows the situation. If Meysa was in this mode, Faza immediately treated her so gently. That's what makes him so admire this one brother, behind his firmness Faza still holds this kind of tenderness.


β€œTry tomorrow you phone mamak, ask her how it is! She's still our mother anyway, Mey!"


Since her parents officially separated, Meysa who was disappointed in both parents showed her protest in this way. Turned into a bitch.


β€œIf you don't want to, I'll return you to the village. Stay at home let someone take care of you!"


β€œIsss!" Meysa breaks away from Faza. He surrendered, every time he tried to resist, Faza always threatened to return him. Actually, if you remember the father who lives alone Meysa always felt sorry, but he could not put aside his ego. Not getting the harmony as before where both parents are still united makes Meysa not at home.


β€œYou want a mamak phone or not?" ask Faza once more.


β€œAih, sis!" whining Meysa who tried to resist.


β€œYes tomorrow I'll take you to the village!"


Seeing Faza has made up his mind and preparing to move on, Meysa must agree to her brother's wishes.


β€œCk, yes, tomorrow I'll call!”


β€œWell, this is my new adek! If you don't hear me, I'll drive you!" Faza chuckled as he ruffled Meysa's hair.


β€œOne example of zolim sister is like this, adek himself want to be expelled!"


Faza chuckled at his chirping. β€œSuch a model is indeed worthy of zolimi!"


Being able to joke like this made Meysa for a moment to forget her sadness.


β€œSleep Mey, sleep! Tomorrow Eka has health counseling in Doda, so you have to prepare the energy to take care of Gia!” said Faza while mentioning the name of his second child who was only six months old.


Meysa could only accept her fate hearing Faza's remark. She is always an impromptu baby sitter every time her sister-in-law makes a business trip. At home and at the florist store Meysa always gets extra tasks! Even so he still accepts with a chest roomy, after all, keep the baby or make a bouquet is something fun.