Akara Longs for the Waiting

Akara Longs for the Waiting
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Meysa could only duck while squeezing the end of her clothes. His heart was as if it was sliced hearing Erza's words. Especially when he saw the man walking away with sadness.


But Meysa froze, she couldn't do anything. More precisely confused what to do. Her tears just escaped, feeling like she was already the worst person. Erza was hurt by it.


While Kai who saw Meysa like that immediately moved to approach Meysa. Trying to calm down.


“Bee." Kai stood holding onto Meysa's shoulder, making the girl turn her head with a guilt-ridden look.


“Don't feel guilty for your choice." Now Kai's fingers are moved gently rubbing Meysa's head.


The mixed feelings that were felt made Meysa confused.


“Or are you sorry for choosing me, you changed your mind?"


Kai's question made Meysa look up at Kai, the girl shook her head quickly. Regretted? Sure didn't. For Meysa choosing Kai is not a mistake to regret. It's just that right now he feels guilty for making people as good as Erza hurt.


Meysa's reply made Kai smile. Grateful to have Meysa who also has great feelings in loving her. Never waver in others, especially to look away, when you can say Erza is a perfect figure.


“Thank you bee has chosen me." Kai moved.


Meysa answered Kai with a nod. While Kai's hand was instantly moved to wipe away Meysa's tears that were still dripping.


“Come on bee, you haven't changed from morning, have you? Not taking a shower, right?" Kai tries to cheer up, reminding Meysa not to be this sad.


Lucky Meysa immediately obeyed the words of Kai, He had not been bathing since morning.


“You haven't had dinner?”


“I'm safe!"


Meysa gave a whimper, Kai replied like that. Who asked what, what answer. Not connecting according to Meysa.


“Ih, I didn't ask if you were safe or not!" meysa Protest. “I just have you had dinner or not?"


Kai sighed, happy to see the Moon's bawling attitude. “Udah was noon, bee. Safe!"


“Aman-aman just keep saying it when it hasn't!" sergeant Meysa doesn't like it. “Let's eat!"


Kai chuckled, funny to see Meysa like this. In the past, he could only feel being told to eat through HP. This time Meysa forced him directly. That fierce-ass face looks adorable.


“You go in first! Shower, change clothes, that's my brother. We eat together.” Kai tried to negotiate. Lucky Meysa agreed.


“Yes, I wait!"


“Yes, give me the code when you're done!"


Kai blinked his eyes, making Meysa who knew the intent instantly hit Kai on the shoulder. He seemed happy, as if forgetting the sadness of his choice that hurt Erza.


“Double bee!" sahut Kai rubbed his shoulders, the victim of Meysa's violence.


“Ink gih!"


Meysa then entered with a grin behind her face. Without knowing if Erza who had not left earlier, still watching their interactions from behind the fence. The man stood on the side of his bike while enduring the pain of seeing the woman who was expected to look happy with her choice.


After Meysa actually came in. Kai immediately turned to the place where Erza was still standing.


Kai took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly as he stepped towards Erza.


Kai threw a smile, He sat down with Erza. The injured eye still returned his smile. Kai could guess if Erza was indeed a good and sincere figure.


“Can I talk to you for a minute?”


Erza took a deep breath, adamantly agreeing to the request of the man who wanted to talk to her.


“Bby." Erza nodded. “Where?"


Kai who does not know the place around here looks confused when to answer where.


Until finally Erza realized if the man in front of her is a new person who does not know the ins and outs of the place around here.


“How about it over there!"


Kai scowled at Erza's index finger.


”At the end of that alley is where young people used to hang out.”


Kai agreed, finally they both stepped there. Initially Kai thought close so he chose to reject Erza's invitation to shake hands. It turned out pretty far. Kai had intended to walk while breathing the night air in the area where the Moon lived. Fortunately Erza wanted to accompany him on foot, the young man was willing to push his bike just to be able to go hand in hand. Looks familiar to each other, but not yet officially know each other. Just know each other's names from people's stories.


“Hmmmin, there are already residents,” Erza chirps when from a distance saw a bunch of young people had gathered while playing guitar in the place in question.


Kai could see that too.


“Oii, Erza!"


“Oi!" Erza greeted back when one of the young men shouted.


“Den who?" ask one of the others, they look familiar because it is a little friend of Erza. It's just that it's different paths, Erza is rarely hanging out with the circle. He will join when he gets patrol duty only, the rest of Erza hangs out with colleagues at work.


“Oh this, with his guest Faza!" Erza says what it is.


“Where are you guys walking?"


“Why is the motor not used?"


“This, the tires are deflated so badorong we used to."


Erza's confession made the young man's friends offer help to drive her to the workshop. But it was rejected because they did not really want to go to the workshop, but wanted to find a place to talk.


After walking far enough, find a safe place around the complex, but nothing, because they are at the back end of the complex, so there is nothing special there.


Because it was tired finally Erza invited Kai to stop on a bridge, near a dead end. It was quite quiet, suitable for chatting.


“Speaking here is okay, isn't it?" Erza asked after standardizing her sister's automatic motorbike she was carrying.


“Huh, yes, where else to go. This is just boring." The exhausted Kai immediately sat leaning on the edge of the bridge.


Erza wants to laugh softly at Kai who is exhausted, how are you going to walk while pushing the bike? Erza is implying, Kai is weak!


“Wait a minute, I bought a drink!"


Kai flicked Hoodie's collar as he looked at Erza who stepped into the stall not far from there.


“This!" Erza gave Kai a can of soft drinks.


“Open your hoodie not to be hot!" Erza gave me advice. Pity the hot stranger.


Kai shook his head. “Not really!" He was just thirsty, from talking to Meysa he never drank, plus had to walk far enough to drain his power.


Erza's forehead flinched as Kai thrust out 20 thousand dollars from his pants pocket to replace Erza's money.


“No need, you're a long way away, just use it for the fare to go home."


Erza's words made Kai laugh discordantly. Erza was quite considerate with the thought of the plot for her. Yes, the traveler seems to have to save. Remembering to collect money to be here takes a long time to make Kai chuckle in his heart.


“I'm sincere, just think of it as a small alms."


Again Kai just smiled hearing Erza's words were quite changeable.


“Thank you for giving!" Kai held up the drink can in his hand.


Making Erza who was sitting on the motorbike lift the drink can back up, as if she was toasting. They both smile.


After that, the two kept quiet for a long time. Kai finally opened the conversation first.


“Sorry!"


Hearing the apology that was said made Erza turn to Kai.


“Sorry for choosing me, for making Meysa hurt you!"


Erza smiled hearing that. He took a deep breath while improving his position on the motor.


“Indeed yes, the ones that are always there will lose the same ones that she likes!” Erza got off the bike. He stood up and walked to the side of the bridge next to him.


“Why do you have to come when my struggle has come so far?"


The question Erza asked made Kai take a deep breath, he lowered his head while throwing cigarette butts after sucking up to the last straw. Smoke was blown from Kai's lips, looking sexy.


“Sorry!” That's all Kai can say.


He doesn't know what happened between Erza and Meysa. But Kai is well aware that his appearance is the biggest cause of heartbreak for this man before him.


Erza smiled back grievously.


“I am aware, my presence is causing all this.”


“But I can't lie to myself that I still want him and this love for Meysa never decreases one bit!" said Kai.


“If that's true, then why have you disappeared without thinking about her feelings?" cecar Erza while continuing to stare at the face of the foreign man before her. Not a stranger, rather he only knew Kai from Meysa's story that night.


“I have a reason!” answer Kai grimly. He needs to reveal this to Erza.


“Whatever the reason is inappropriate!" sergeant Erza again.


Erza's words made Kai inevitably have to tell him the reason. He doesn't want to be mistaken for playing Meysa without knowing what's going on.


“I'm forced!"


“I was forced to do that because I was confused. I was afraid to give hope and reassurance to our relationship, while at the time my life was still unclear, I did not have a good job. Even to promise a decent life I dare not. While we both have high dreams to be together.” Kai no longer cared if he had to express the bitterness of his life. Kai just wants other people not to think him evil for doing that. In fact, he was equally wounded.


“That's why I chose to leave, Moon."


Erza was stunned to hear the word Moon. He was quite moved to hear a heartbreaking story. The atmosphere was suddenly silent for a moment, the sound of animals around the grass on the edge of the bridge was clearly heard.


Realizing his name to Meysa, Kai quickly confirmed. “Ehmmmin, I mean Meysa!"


Erza rolled her eyes hearing the name pinned on Meysa. It was quite lebay. But Erza understood, if he was in the position it might make a more romantic call. Erza chuckled realizing her wish. His gaze was changed again as Kai continued his speech.


“I was forced to retreat and disappear just to put my life in order! Prepare for him!"


The long story version of Kai enough to make Erza slashed. After last night I heard Meysa's version of the curse. As a male Erza is made more nano-nano by the story of Kai'ulani. This makes him like a love consultant, mediating between the two people. Though the situation and condition should be on the side of him who suffers inwardly because his love claps one hand since ancient times. Ahh, Erza feels so bad.


But come to think of it, Kai's struggle was indeed bigger than his. They had been together for a long time, before he liked Meysa, even Kai's struggle to get here was able to make Erza salute.