Akara Longs for the Waiting

65. Time, can it be faster?

Kai and Meysa's chatter continued until Maghrib's time arrived. Especially when all the Kai family went out to pray. Makes both of them more free to talk. Miss each other.

“Bee, I love you so much, bee!" said Kai who suddenly shouted while stretching his muscles that felt stiff because he could only lie down. Realizing that the movements that can be done are limited, Kai tries to move very carefully. His body feels like a crumble.

Meysa glared anxiously at Kai's behavior. He loved this man too.

“Ih, someone will hear!"

“Any shame? meysa asked with a shy face. Afraid that someone might have heard Kai's words just now.

“This is no one, quiet!" Kai showed a fairly large nursing room.

Bang Alby did choose a private room in order to accommodate the family who came to visit. Although not an expensive room, but the facilities are quite okay.

Meysa mustard heard that. Both of them were silent, no more chattering. Even so, the eyes between the lovebirds look at each other. As if talking through the eyes, deep and full of love.

“Bee, kiss first! Wanted to be hugged too!" After quite a long time looking at each other, Kai instead whined spoiled like a child. Ask for a little intake in order to get additional spirit.

Really Meysa was made anxious with Kai's attitude like this. He then moved his lips and kissed virtually again. This is the fate of LDRs!

“Muuaach!" meysa's kiss sounds loud.

Kai who got what he wanted immediately smiled happily. Not to forget he did the same to Meysa.

“Muuachh!"

That made Meysa feel ashamed.

“I love you know, bee!" With a serious face Kai looked at Meysa with a loving look. If time could be sped up, it felt like he wanted to speed up to the day that he could make Meysa his whole possession.

Meysa nodded as she softly blinked. “And I love you more!" the ball which made Kai look at the smile.

“Wait for me baby, do'ain I so as soon as possible to carry out our good intentions!"

Meysa's heart really can't avoid grief if Kai starts talking about this. They both want to as soon as possible, but fate seems to have not approved. Make them have to survive by continuing to rely on hope to be given ease.

“Sorry Because I had to make you wait this long!" Even Kai couldn't hide his sadness every time he talked about the same thing. They can be more sensitive and mellow.

Not wanting this sadness to drag on, Meysa finally tried to divert by discussing other things.

“Eh bee, know I'm abis scolded brother Faza!" seloroh Meysa while showing a sad face made up. Bringing up last night's events in loved ones.

“Dimarahin why?" The curious Kai looked a worried face. He wanted to know why his heart was scolded by his future sister-in-law.

“So yesterday I almost went to see you!"

Kai frowned while tilting his body to the left while looking at Meysa seriously. “Here?" ask Kai who doesn't understand.

“You want to take care of me?" the question again made sure when Meysa who was asked even grinned the horse, then the mangosteen, making Kai's forehead wrinkle.

“Means brother is angry because of that?" ask again.

Which makes Meysa immediately tell all the events in detail.

“I lied to my father, make an excuse to stay at the home of a friend who wants to marry so he can go there without suspicion."

”Ih, bee! There-there's you!" jolt Kai with a look of annoyance heard Meysa almost did something he shouldn't.

However, Meysa just looked grim, telling stories with Kai was indeed like a moodboster for her. Kai can always be a good listener whenever he tells a story. Although sometimes Kai suddenly became like the fathers who advised his son when Meysa did wrong.

“But it's been until Faza airport appears!" he continued the story.

“Faza, Plaza. It's your oldest cake!" cut Kai while showing a flat face. I don't like it when Meysa calls an older person that name, it's rude. Moreover, Faza was his Brother.

Reprimanded Kai made Meysa chuckle. “Hehe!" He threw his body into the bed after tired of sitting on the head of the bed.

“Dengerin first, I haven't finished the story!"

Kai nodded while pursing his lips then smiled widely. Permit the princess to return to storytelling.

“Uda try to hide so as not to be found out. Uh, there was even a voice of annoucment that made it known!" Meysa breathed a rough sigh considering the misfortune that befell her last night.

Kai smiles and hears the story, then tells Meysa. “Part of the support times yes mbak!" Kai rolled his lazy eye. “Sok-sokan want to go alone without a bad permission, continue to lie to parents. How would you like to be given the ease if it was wrong at first?!"

Making Meysa sigh sluggishly at Kai's sudden speech like fathers. Even so he could not deny if he was wrong, so Meysa was just resigned to hearing a lecture from Kai.

”It's not good to be so bee, let alone to lie to parents!" seloroh Kai never thought. He didn't even agree that until Meysa did that. Although his longing for Meysa was very big and wanted to meet as soon as possible. But Kai doesn't want it until Meysa comes to see him. Because according to Kai meeting Meysa is his duty. Although this year he really had no time to come to visit Meysa.

“I'm so worried to know!"

Kai nodded in understanding hearing Meysa's words. He knows how that girl feels.

“Almost four days you have no news, once you get news of another accident. How can I not panic try?!"

“I'm worried, I'm afraid you're why-why!" meysa said with a sad face. He exhaled heavily, remembering how he collapsed upon hearing the news of not wearing it.

While Kai who feels guilty can only shut up while opening his eyes. He felt very helpless in the middle of this long distance relationship.

”You know, hear from you why-why is it the same if my world is collapsing, because you have made it my world!" smirking again. Makes Kai close his eyes to hear meysa's words that make him touched and feel very loved. He was lucky to have a woman who made him the center of the world like meysa.

“I love you bee!" shiver Kai gently.

“I love you more, Kai!" reply Meysa.

Then both of them fell silent and looked back at each other. The minds of both of them were equally filled with the feeling and sense of luck to have each other.

“Sorry for my helplessness that until now has not been able to come to fulfill my promise, bee!"

“Sorry because I can't be the one you need!"

“Sorry for keeping you waiting this long!" suddenly guilt seeped into Kai's heart. As a man, this situation made him feel useless.

Sometimes he feels selfish for having to ask Meysa to wait this long, but on the other hand he did not want and would not be able if Meysa to choose someone else and leave it when their love struggle has so far.

The long-distance test was extremely difficult. In addition to just a matter of trust and communication, not infrequently the loyalty of both is tested by the presence of people who can sometimes shake. However, it is fortunate that He and Meysa both choose to keep their hearts and strengthen each other to face such a thing.

“You must be tired waiting for me?" kai's face looked lethargic, he looked at Meysa seriously.

Meysa shook her head, a sign that she was not tired at all.

“Out there's a lot more than me!"

“But all I want is you!" sergeant Meysa cuts off Kai's speech. “You know, all I want is you!" his jolt didn't like every time he heard Kai say that.

“I'm afraid of losing you, bee!"

“Don't say that!" Meysa nodded in disagreement.

“You said we'd fight together until fate brought us together!"

Kai smiled faintly, what Meysa said was indeed true. But at times like this he sometimes feels weak and very helpless.

How many shortcomings He had but Meysa still wanted to survive until now, even the girl wanted to wait for him. However, the guilt of having made Meysa wait for a long time always approached. Make it look like the person who doesn't know what direction should act like anymore.

All this time he didn't even just stay silent. He tried as much as possible, worked and even set aside savings for all that. However, Kai has a responsibility that requires him to first resign his good intentions.

In the past the cost of his lectures was assisted by his brother, now is the time he changed to help finance the school of the sister, as Alby did to him first and now it is time he changed to take up the task. Syaqila had to go to college in a few months, so he had to give up his good intentions until Syaqila's business settled first.

Kai's parents actually can't take responsibility for their children. It's just that Kai and Alby are so responsible, they want to blend in to help each other.

Even Dad has asked about Kai's serious intentions to Meysa, but for now Kai still wants to focus on collecting fees to help his parents, collecting Syaqila's education costs. Kai is indeed a filial child, he is not a burden on the family. All the hard work he did to make the family happy.

Kai looked down lethargicly aware of everything that made him helpless. ”Out there a lot better than me, bee!" with a heavy heart.

“Out there is also a lot more than me!Meysa replied to Kai with the same sentence. Made the young man sigh heavily.

Right, there's a lot of good out there. But Kai can't lie to himself if it's Meys who he wants. Vice versa.