A Hope Above the Wait

35. Wretched

The day is getting night, the party is getting lively with a baluran of singing and romantic dance from every couple who were present at the event.

When they were tired of dancing, the guests began to sit on the chairs in the show holding a glass of water in their hands.

Then, Ayan saw holding an empty glass and a spoon.

Ting! Ting! Ting!

There was a glass on tap with a spoon to attract the attention of the guests. Hearing that, the guests immediately looked towards Ayan and noticed Ayan.

"Hear everything. I thank you, because all of you have attended my little event. Tonight we have done a lot of activities, from singing and dancing. But this time we got to the end of the show. And, actually, my goal is to make this event not just for fun. However ... " Say's words stopped for a while, then he looked towards Syakira.

"However, I want to tell someone about the feelings I've been feeling for her all this time."

Hearing that remark, Samira and Ayan's parents look miserable happy to realize that Ayan will propose to Syakira. They smiled and looked at the man.

Unlike Samira and the rest of the family. Syakira actually looks sad, he was sad because he saw the closeness between the Word and Nova very closely.

He did not even listen to what Ayan said at that time.

"I want to propose to someone I've loved so much!." Ayan said with a look of eyes still looking towards Syakira.

However, at that time Syakira did not realize that she would be proposed by Ayan.

Not waiting long, Ayan finally decided to rush to Syakira and he proposed to Syakira in front of everyone. Realizing that, Syakira who was sad at that time was immediately silent about what Ayan did. He looked dumbfounded with wide-open eyes

"Will you marry me?" Ayan asked by sitting in front of Syakira by showing her a ring box she was holding.

"God, what's going on? Why did this happen?" I said, Syakira with a surprised face.

When my eyes were filled with tears, there was a newness that I felt in my heart when I saw the man I just knew proposed to me. But there is a fear I feel.

At that time, my hand held by Ayan shook very strongly. I took my hand off Ayan's hand slowly. I thought that the application made by Ayan was just a joke intended for me to be a mere joke.

"What is Syakira ?" Ask Ayan .

"Mas Ayan, Syakira please stop this joke. Syakira doesn't want to be hurt again because of this love again, Syakira please stop."

Hearing that, I sighed and I swallowed my own saliva. My tears are flowing more and more, I really can't believe it. I turned my body upside down and I lifted my dress to knee-deep and I walked away from the event with tears in my eyes.

Seeing that, everyone looked surprised. At that moment, Samira who looked happy arrived saddened by what happened. He chased Syakira and was followed by Ayan.

At that moment, I kept running away from them. My tears continued to flood at every step. Suddenly the rain fell, making Syakira's sadness felt more and more by him. The dress, which at that time only weighed about 5 kilos, now gained weight as if wanting my steps to stop.

When tired had mastered my body, I fell to my knees under the swift rain that fell soaking my body. I looked up at the sky by asking God in my heart about the fate he wrote about in my life.

"Why God? Why not believe in love? You gave the true person sincerely love me. Why God? Why?!!" I shouted to the Creator.

"Tante Syakira." Call Samira to Syakira, and she runs up to Syakira and hugs her from behind.

"Auntie why are you leaving?"

"I'm sorry Auntie is not a good mother nor can aunty be your mother's substitute." After I said that, I gave Samira a boost to make Samira pushed a few steps and he was knocked by a motorcycle that was passing by.

Everyone who saw this looked surprised. No exception to myself who was pushing Samira at the time. Seeing Samira fall to the ground and hit her head on the asphalt of the road, Ayan rushed to help Samira.

At that moment, I turned around to see what was happening. When I turned around, I saw Ayan trying to wake Samira up. Samira did not wake up. Realizing that, without hesitation Ayan lifted Samira's body and took Samira to the hospital. At that time everyone was very worried about what happened to Samira.

Arriving at the hospital, wearing a soaked one. Ayan brought it to IGD's house. Seeing the critical state of Samira, Syakira looks sad mixed with regret for what he did.

He tried to apologize for what he had done to Samira, but at that time Ayan did not press an apology from Syakira. So did Ayan's parents.

Seeing Ayan's attitude and her parents change when Samira is hurt by him. Syakira was helpless, she turned away from Ayan's family with tears.

Inside the operating room, several doctors were treating and trying to stop the bleeding that occurred in Samira's head.

Just then sweat poured down his body. Heart detectors continued to ring every second the doctors acted. Anxious and worried about the Samira family, Ayan walked to and fro occasionally looking at the operating room.

On the other hand, Ayan's mother continued to cry by chanting prayers for Samira's recovery. Hearing that, Syakira who felt that the main cause of Samira was hurt, finally he apologized to Ayan's mother. He seems to hope that Ayan's mother forgives him, but it is in vain, Ayan's mother does not care about him and does not care about Syakira who cries in front of him.

Syakira who realized that, her heart seemed to be sliced and injured. But what can I do. This was his mistake, and he had to suffer the consequences.