A Hope Above the Wait

29. Knowing and sorrow the Word

At night, Samira was studying in her room, seeing that Ayan's mother came to bring milk and dinner for Samira.

Seeing that Ayan's mother had come, Samira got up from her seat and received the food that Ayan's mother had brought. After receiving the meal, Samira asked Ayan's mother to sit on her bed. Realizing that he looked confused, but at that time he obeyed what Samira wanted.

"What's Samira?" ayan's mother asked Samira after she sat Ayan's mother on her bed.

At that time Samira was still quiet me, he just went up to the bed and put his head on top of both thighs of Mother Ayan. Seeing that, Ayan's mother smiled and her eyes glazed with glass by stroking Samira's hair she broke into tears.

"Samira, even though you're not my biological granddaughter. I will love you even when your mother is alive. I did it because I love you and your mom. Moreover, since your mother Ayan can still walk, despite the absence of Jasmin!" ayan's mother said sadly and gently stroked Samira's head like a grandmother and granddaughter.

When he heard these words Samira looked sad and her tears also flowed down her cheeks. However, at that time he tried to cover the sadness he felt in the presence of Ayan's mother.

After saying that, Ayan's mother began to tell about Ayan's meeting which was none other than Ijaz, he told them in great detail about their meeting. Hearing the story that Ayan was not the biological child of the woman who was stroking her hair, a surprised face was clearly visible on the look of the child's face. He immediately woke up from his seat and he sat next to Ayan's mother with a look of wonder.

"Oma, so that means Om Ayan is not the son of Oma, and means Om Ayan is Om Ijaz, the man who once betrayed Mama for the sake of other women?!?!" samira said in confusion. Seeing that, Ayan's mother also looks surprised, she looks astonished to see Samira's expression that looks like someone who does not know at all about Ayan.

"Did Jasmin never tell you this quiet truth? Or did Ayan never say this to you?" ayan asked in confusion.

Hearing that question Samira shook her head, then she got up from her seat to get out of the room and approached Ayan who was sitting on the sofa with her father.

When Samira was near Ayan, Samira was silent by looking at the man. Realizing that Samira was beside him acting strangely, Ayan looked at Samira and asked Samira what had happened to him.

Hearing the question, Samira just kept silent and kept looking towards Ayan.

"Om Ijaz" said Samira softly to call the man in front of her.

Hearing the call, Ayan looks very surprised and he looks immediately woke up from his seat and approached Samira, but when Samira approached by Ayan, he stepped back away from Ayan.

"Samira, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry about you, please don't be like this!" pinta Ayan sadly drew closer to Samira.

Moments later Ayan's mother came, asking Samira to hear what Ayan wanted to explain, but at that time she did not hear anyone. He was just sad because he loved people who hurt his mother.

"Why did Om never tell Samira Om this?" samira asked with tears to Samira.

"Samira, actually Om wants to tell you this. But, your mother forbade me to tell you. He doesn't want you to stay away from me, because of this hatred. If you can't believe you saw this video," said Ayan, then he pulled out his phone in his pants pocket and then he played a video that contained Jasmin's words.

"Samira, my dear. I'm sorry, Mama couldn't tell you directly. But, maybe if you see this video you see this video you will understand what you want.

Samira, Om Ayan is Om Ijaz, the man that Mama once loved.." hearing that remark, Samira looks very surprised and does not believe what her mother made. After that Jasmin continued "Mama, don't want you to hate her. Mama wants you to still love her even though you certainly will not easily accept that Om Ayan is Om Ijaz. Mama, ask Om Ayan to hide this from you because Mama does not want, if you hate Om Ayan. Moreover, we do not know how much longer the age of Mama. Mama please with you, please you never hate Om Ayan, this thing Mama did because according to Mama the best man in Mama's life is Om Ayan!."

Seeing the video, Samira's tears are seen creaking down her cheeks. He looks sad for what has happened, then with a slow step he approached Ayan. When he was near Ayan, he hugged Ayan tightly, crying over his cheeks.

He continues to apologize to Ayan because he is already angry with Samira for this. Ayan who realizes that, he just gently caress Samira like a father and son. She is seen calming Samira by stroking the delicate Samira who is crying in her arms.

Seeing this, Ayan's mother looked moved and sad, after that she left the two men together and her husband.

"I'm sorry Om, for hurting you by not telling you this. But, Om did this because of your Mama's wish, this is not Om's wish!" ayan said well while releasing her hand from Samira's tight embrace.

Samira, who heard this, nodded her head with tears still flowing.

Upon seeing that, Ayan asked Samira to go to sleep immediately but suddenly the sound of knocking on the door was heard from outside the house. Then, a faintly faint sounding voice of a man. Hearing that Ayan let Samira go and he got up from his seat to open the door, he looked astonished to see a guest in the middle of the night like this. Moreover, at that time the atmosphere outside the rain fell with very rice.

After Ayan was near the door, he opened the door, but his countenance looked surprised after what he saw when he looked soaked. Shabby clothes and the shivering body of Word stood in front of Ayan's house.

"Firman, why are you here tonight like this?" ask Ayan to the Word.

"I beg you to let me meet Samira, please" said the Word to Ayan well and sounded very cold outside the house.

Realizing that, Ayan thought for a moment. He did it because he thought Samira wanted to or did not meet the Word. Seeing that Ayan opened the door too long, Samira finally approached Ayan and saw who the guests were coming. When he was near the door, his face looked surprised because he saw his father standing in front of him with a drenched state and a body that shivered with cold.

"Papa," called Samira slowly and looked surprised. He then remained silent for a while before he invited Firman into Ayan's house. Ayan who sees Samira still wants to meet her father, he looks happy and he allows Samira to invite Firman into the house.

At that time Samira was very worried about what had happened, he immediately looked for a towel for the Word and he seemed to care about the Word. At the same time as what was done by Samira, Ayan took the Word of his clothes so that he used it to change clothes so as not to make his body more cold. Finally, Firman also took the clothes brought by Ayan, he then changed the wet clothes by wearing clothes that can be obtained from Ayan in the bathroom. When Ayan had taken clothes for the Word at that time he was seen just silent.

However, over time Samira realized that Ayan was just silent after seeing his concern for the Word. Samira looks bad and slowly he changes his attitude to the Word, he approaches Ayan slowly.

When he was near Ayan, he called Ayan Papa. Realizing that, Firman looked surprised and he seemed unable to say the word hear his son calling others called papa.

"Is Papa angry with Samira, because Samira cares about the Word?" samira asked Ayan in a low tone and could not say a word.

Ayan who heard that he immediately fell silent, then he moved his hand towards Samira's cheek slowly and lovingly.

"For what Papa is angry with you, you didn't make any mistakes" Ayan replied kindly. He then stopped for a while and continued saying "the father is happier with your attitude, even though the Word treats you like that but you still love him. Papa's happy with it."

Samira who heard that he just kept quiet with a happy facial expression. On the other hand, it is seen that the closeness between Ayan and his son makes the Word jealous, but what can make him feel that he is not a good father for Samira, but what is it, and in addition, he also felt that Ayan was the best father for Samira even though Ayan was only a surrogate father in Samira's life

Realizing that, Ayan asked Samira to make tea to the Word, Samira who heard the speech he seemed to be very obedient to what Ayan wanted. When Samira had gone to the kitchen, in slow steps, she approached the Word. When he was near the Word, Ayan saw the Word with a sharp eye.

"You saw that, even though he had hurt you by saying that he was an illegitimate child. He still cares about you, he still loves you. Did you say that you were sorry? Do you regret now, losing Jasmin and now Samira also away from you," said the father firmly to the Word who stood before him.

At that time the Word just silently heard what Ayan said. He could not say a word, he just lowered his head with a look of shame mixed with sadness.

"I hope, after this opportunity you don't repeat what you did first!" ayan continued with a firm tone and a sharp mat gaze. Then he saw Samira coming with tea for Firman and Ayan. Seeing that right, with a slow step Ayan away from the Word and seen at that time the Word looks just silent with the head that continues to bow.

After all this happened, with sadness and tears. He apologizes to Samira the child because he has said bad things to himself, Samira who has a good soul taught by his mother, Samira, with tears flowing down his cheeks, he looked at his father with tears flowing. He told the Word that he had forgiven the Word, but he said that he could not stay with the Word not because of cause, that he did because every time he stayed with the Word he always missed his mother who accompanied him.

Hearing that speech, the Word does not matter and he will not force it on his son. He will allow his son to stay with Ayan as long as he wants, realizing that Samira thinks the Word has changed but that is not true, where actually his kindness and attitude change has the aim to separate Ayan with Samira by force.

Seeing his father had changed a warm embrace was given Samira to the Word, when it was seen Ayan or Samira did not suspect in the least. Ayan thought that the Word had indeed gained enlightenment where he had changed after what happened today. At that time, Ayan who saw it he just smiled, he was happy because Samira and the Word were good and they did not hurt each other.