A Hope Above the Wait

10. Jasmin and Ayan

The next day, Ayan, Samira and Jasmin are seen already at the school. At that time, Jasmin and Samira were already in front of Samira's class. Ayan is seen waiting for Jasmin at the school gate.

"Honey, you are a smart school and don't be naughty, yes" Jasmin told Samira by stroking Samira's head gently.

"Yes, Mama" answered Samira and kissed Jasmin's hand and continued into her class, after Samira entered the classroom. Jasmin turned around and wanted to go home, but when he had turned around he saw Nova standing before him with a faint look in her eyes.

Realizing that, Jasmin was immediately speechless with a look of eyes that seemed to keep looking at Nova.

Seeing that, Nova approached Jasmin and when he was near Jasmin, Nova looked at Jasmin with eyes that still looked sad.

"Excuse me, you're blocking my way home!" jasmin said firmly and looked like a person who was still upset by Nova's presence.

"Mom Jasmin, I'm sorry. I asked permission from my mother to take Samira to the park after school hours, "nova replied with a low tone and fear to say it.

Jasmin who heard Nova's words immediately, did not believe and he looked surprised by what Nova said. At that time Jasmin, did not answer a request from Nova who wanted to invite Samira to go to the park. He just kept quiet and then he left Nova without answering yes or no to Samira.

Realizing that, Nova suddenly turned around to stop Jasmin who went past her.

"I beg you." said Nova after he turned to look at Jasmin who was standing on his back.

Hearing that, Jasmin turned around and looked at Bu Nova. He then brought himself closer to Bu Nova with a sharp eye.

"What do you want from me Nova? I told you, never come into my life. If you come, be a stranger!" jasmin said firmly to Nova who stood before him.

"Don't try to get in or try to get close to my son" Jasmin continued with glassy eyes.

Hearing the words coming out of Jasmin's mouth, Nova was silent and did not say a word to Jasmin. Jasmin who realized that, he immediately rushed away from the presence of Nova.

Moments later, Jasmin reached near the school gate. Realizing that Jasmin was sad after leaving school, Ayan rushed to ask Jasmin about what was happening inside the school. However, just then he covered up his grief from Ayan. He just invited Ayan to come home by giving an excuse if his friend had just had an accident, and that is what makes him sad not the others. Hearing this from Jasmin, Ayan understood, and she took Jasmin away from the school.

While on the road, Jasmin who was then escorted by Ayan with a car in the car he was seen only daydreaming and did not speak a word to Ayan, he said, Ayan who saw it he tried to find a topic to open a conversation between himself and Jasmin.

"What's up Jasmin? Why are you just quiet?" ayan asked in a low tone.

"It's not what Ayan is," Jasmin replied in a relaxed tone but her eyes looked dreamy . Seeing this, Ayan stopped his car. Realizing that his car had stopped, Jasmin immediately realized from his daydream and looked towards Ayan who was beside him.

"What's up Ayan? Why did you stop here, this will open my house?" jasmin asked Ayan who was looking back at Jasmin. But at that time Ayan did not say a word, he just got out of his car and approached the door next to Jasmin.

When he was near Jasmin, he opened the door near Jasmin, when Ayan walked over to Jasmine Jasmin's eyes were seen looking at Ayan in confusion with what Ayan was doing.

When the car door was opened, Ayan asked Jasmin to get out of the car.

"You're out now," Ayan asked firmly and seriously to Jasmin, Jasmin who heard that with a look of confusion she got out of her car.

"What is this Ayan?" jasmin asked Ayan when he was in front of Ayan.

Seeing that Jasmin had gotten out of his car, Ayan closed the car door and then he returned to the car to pull over the car which was stopped in the middle of the road. When the car was on the side of the road, Ayan came back out of his car and approached Jasmin.

When he was in front of Jasmin, Ayan approached Jasmin and smiled at Jasmin. After a few moments of smiling, Ayan reached out his hand towards Jasmin's hand, Jasmin who saw that he only smiled and he returned Ayan's hand with a small smile on his lips.

The two of them finally walked together on the side of the road with a very exciting and very happy talk.

"That day, there was a strange feeling in my heart. I felt there was a love that started the body for her, a smile that was then gone is now back on this face. However, there was still fear of the return of the wound again, then what should I do? Should I continue to doubt or even believe in all of this?" jasmin said in his heart as he walked down the road with Ayan.

When in the middle of the road, suddenly the sunny weather turned into cloudy. Then, drop by drop falls soaked Ayan and Jasmin's bodies. At first, he realized that it was raining from the sky. Jasmin invites Ayan to shade, but Ayan does not hear what Jasmin says. He continued playing like a child under the swift rain that fell on his body.

Seeing that, Jasmin who was already shading at the bus stop immediately approached Ayan and stopped Ayan from playing in the torrent of rain that soaked her body. He turned around, danced and sang very cheerfully.

Seeing the arrival of Jasmin who stood in front of yang and followed the rain, Ayan immediately stopped his actions and he stood before Jasmin. Then he smiled at Jasmin.

"Try you, feel the rain with all your heart. I'm sure for sure all your problems will dissolve along with this rainwater," Ayan replied by occasionally washing her face from rainwater.

At first Jasmin did not want to obey what Ayan wanted, and he tightly held Ayan's hand to invite Ayan to shelter. However, again Ayan did not hear what Jasmin wanted. He just kept forcing Jasmin to feel the falling rain.

Finally Jamin complied with Ayan's request, at which time Jasmin closed his eyes and he spread one of his hands slowly. Seeing that Jasmine obeyed what Ayan wanted. Ayan stopped his actions like a child. He then approached Jasmin and stood before Jasmin with his eyes looking at Jasmin.

At that time Ayan was stroking Jasmin's body, but he was when his hand wanted to reach Jasmin's cheek. I pulled him back and stepped back.

On the other hand, Jasmin looked very calm, feeling the rain water soaking her body. He felt that Memeng was very peaceful to feel the rain.

Seeing that Ayan looked sad and he shed tears mixed with rainwater. Just then his eyes continued to look at Jasmin with occasional blotting of her tears.

Not long after, Jasmin opened her eyes and saw Ayan who was already standing far away with her. Seeing that, Jasmin smiled at Ayan with a happy-looking face.

Realizing that Jasmin had opened his eyes and looked at him, Ayan hurriedly hugged Jasmin very tightly. Realizing that, Jasmin was silent with eyes that looked surprised and could not say a word with what he saw.

After a while hugging Jasmin, Ayan let go of her embrace with a look that looked sad to see Jasmin.

"I'm sorry I hugged you, I just couldn't control my love for you. I really love you, and I want to have you" Ayan said, grievingly holding Jasmin's arms.

Jasmin who heard the words, he just kept silent with a look of face that seemed to be saddened by what Ayan said.

Moments later, Jasmin held onto Ayan's cheeks with affection and tenderness with tears that also sobbed her cheeks.

"There is a time when I am with you and there are times when I must go away from you. I can't determine whether I love you or not, because I feel like every time I see you" Jasmin said sadly as her tears continued to flow. After that he brought his face closer to Ayan's face and he continued "there is a wound that cannot be treated. This face, this face is the wound!."

After saying that, Jasmin slowly let go of her hand which was holding both of Ayan's cheeks under the rushing rain. He then stood in front of Ayan by grabbing Ayan's hands slowly.

"I'm confused by this feeling. I feel like I'm in love with you, but... You know that if there is a wound to this waiting, I have indeed planted the seed of love for you. But I can't promise, promise you this seed will grow beautiful and sweet for you. I can't give you a beautiful hope. I won't be able to do it" said Jasmin sadly, then he let go of Ayan's hand and left Ayan. Ayan who saw that, he just kept quiet with a sad face and eyes that continued to see Jasmin who stepped away from him.

At that time Jasmin left Ayan with a very sad face and tears that kept flowing down her cheeks.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt you. I just want to protect you from that pain Ayan. I don't want you to feel what I've ever felt in my heart, maybe for you this hurts you and doesn't hurt me. You're wrong, I'm hurt by all this too!" jasmin said, continuing to walk away from Ayan, not even turning around to see Ayan.

Even at night, Ayan's mother looks very worried because Ayan has not returned home.

Seeing that, Ayan's mother also tried to contact Jasmin to ask Jasmin if it was possible Ayan at her house, but when Ayan's mother had contacted Jasmin, she was able to contact him, Jasmin said that Ayan should have come home from earlier. Concerns were immediately visible on Jasmin's face when he realized that Ayan had not returned home. At that time he was in his room with Samira he accompanied Samira to study.

"What's the matter Mama?" sakura asked after seeing Jasmin look very worried.

Hearing this, Jasmin invites Samira to hurry and he invites Samira to find Ayan. However, since it was already night, Jasmin finally decided to contact Firman to look after Samira while he was looking for Ayan. Getting a call from Jasmine to pick up Samira, Firman without thinking directly approached Samira and Jasmin to pick up Samira.

"Samira, Mama asked you today with Papa first huh, no papakan?" jasmin said to Samira. Samira, who heard the words, nodded her head as a sign that she understood.

Not long after the Word came, saw it he immediately approached Jasmin and Samira who was outside the house at that time.

"What's up Jasmin?" ask Firman frantically after hearing Jasmin contact herself nervously.

"Let me explain to Mas what happened, which is clear now I want to send Samira to Mas first," replied Jasmin nicely. Hearing that, Samira went into the car and was followed by the Word.

A few seconds later, Firman and Samira leave Jasmin's house. Seeing that it was followed by Jasmin, he also left but the departure he wanted to find Ayan who he said did not come home from the morning.