A Hope Above the Wait

19. The House of Word

Time passed so quickly, the Word was finally really recovered, but he still did not remember who Samira was and what the relationship between himself and Samira.

At that time, his attitude with Samira is still the same he looks to hate Samira because he thinks that Samira is the result of Jasmin's affair with Ayan.

At that time, Firman was in his house accompanied by Jasmin and Samira. Word returned to his house very happily. However, it was inversely proportional to what was felt by Jasmin, he actually felt that the wound that had been covered for a long time now returned, when he had to step his foot into the house of the Word.

When Jasmin was in front of the house of the Word, without being realized by the Word Jasmin's eyes were filled with tears. Her eyes seemed to endure the overwhelming sadness, realizing that her mother was crying Samira immediately held her mother's hand tightly to strengthen her mother. I don't know, why would Samira do that? He felt and could see his mother's sadness in the past. Jasmin, who accepted it, smiled slightly at her lips without saying a word.

The word welcoming was said by the Word, greeting homesickness was spoken by the Word out loud when he had set foot in the house.

With a heavy heart, Jasmin entered the house accompanied by Samira.

"Mas, where will Samira sleep here?" jasmin asked the Word well. Hearing that, the Word that was happy at that time immediately turned into a look of annoyance and anger. He stared intently at Samira, Samira who realized that he just showed his head in fear. Realizing that Samira was frightened by the Word, Jasmine held Samira's shoulder tightly.

Not long after, Firman walked slowly closer to the frightened Samira. When he was near Samira with a firm and serious tone the word said to Jasmin without caring about Jasmin's feelings.

"This child... This bastard son." said Firman with a very dislike, hearing the Word calling Samira as an illegitimate child, he looked sad. His eyes filled with anger and disappointment, in contrast to Jasmin, Samira actually looks sad with what the Word says. How he was not sad, he felt hurt by the words of the Word that said he was an illegitimate child.

Jasmin who saw Samira was sad to hear the Word saying that he was an illegitimate child. Without thinking, he immediately slapped the Word very hard, to make the Word turn his face from before Jasmin and he just remained silent and did not say a word. He just held onto his cheek that Jasmin slapped so hard.

"I've told Mas, don't ever say that again. Butwhy? Why are you saying that in front of me?" jasmin said with great anger and emotion. Then, he let go of Samira's hand and he held the two arms of the Word very tightly and straightened the body of the Word so that his body stood parallel to Jasmine's body. "What's my fault with you? What's this kid's fault with you? If according to Mas, Samira is the result of my affair with Mas Ayan, fine. I'll accept, and that's why I'm leaving here!."

Hearing that, Firman looked surprised and he saw Jasmin's eyes with a sad look and glass. Seeing this, Jasmin let go of his hand which held the arm of the Word, he then again grabbed Samira's hand and pulled Samira to leave the house occupied by the Word.

When he was just a few steps away, Word caught up with Jasmin and stopped Jasmin from leaving by holding one of Jasmin's hands holding a large black bag.

"I beg you not to go" said the Word sadly and pleaded.

Seeing this, Jasmin stopped his steps and slowly released the hand of Word holding Jasmin. After feeling the hand of the Word released from his hand, Jasmine turned and looked at the Word with a sharp eye and mixed with sadness. He stands before the Word.

Seeing Jasmin turn around and stand before him, Firman felt that Jasmin was giving himself a second chance. Firman who realized that, he grabbed Jasmin's hand slowly and looked at Jasmin's eyes affectionately.

"I beg your pardon, I also beg you please don't leave here, you are my wife then why do you want to leave me? I beg you not to go, I apologize once again," replied the Word sadly and visibly regretted what he had done.

"Sorry?! Begging?! Whether you say that again, the wounds you gave me and my son can heal. No, your words will make you lose me!" Jasmin replied with tears flowing down her cheeks.

"I know, I was wrong to say bad things to your son, I'm sorry. I beg you to forgive me, "pinta Firman with a face that looks sad and glassy.

"I'm sorry, I can't, it's enough to have you hurt Samira."

Jasmin said firmly and then he took off the hand of the Word violently and he then turned around, at the same time Ayan came to the house of the Word. Seeing Jasmin and Samira crying Ayan looked confused and he asked Samira what happened, but at that time Samira did not answer a word. He was silent with tears flowing down his cheeks.

Realizing that, Ayan also thought that the cause of Samira and Jasmin crying was the Word. With anger and annoyance, he approached the Word and immediately embraced the Word very hard to make the Word fall down.

Seeing that, Jasmin looked surprised. He immediately let go of Samira's hand and he tried to separate Ayan from the Word. When Ayan was successfully separated by Jasmin with an angry and irritated look he pulled Ayan's collar.

"What the hell Mas, I don't like your attitude!" jasmin said firmly to Ayan after he succeeded in separating Ayan from the Word. He then removed the collar of Ayan's clothes by giving encouragement to the Word.

"Thank you, for you have defended me from the Word. But you shouldn't have done that," Jasmine replied in an angry and sad tone before Ayan, then she approached Ayan with eyes filled with tears. "You should think about the state of the Word, he just got out of the hospital and you.. You beat him up."

After saying that, Jasmine turned her face and she helped Word who was battered by Ayan. Seeing that, Samira also looks annoyed with Ayan, he just looks at Ayan with emotion.

When Jasmin helped Ayan, Jasmin brought Firman into his room. At that time, Ayan just kept quiet with regret for what he had done to the Word.

When Jasmin and Firman were already in the room, he examined the state of the Word and treated the wounds of the Word due to the blow from Ayan. He took a medicine box that was in one of the drawers in the closet in the Word room.

When Jasmin was done treating Firman, Ayan who saw Jasmin coming out of the room immediately approached Jasmin and apologized to Jasmin, but at that time Jasmin still did not respond to an apology from Ayan. He just kept quiet by continuing his activities, realizing that Ayan immediately stopped Jasmin's steps by holding one of his hands.

"I'm sorry, I just don't like it when people who have no relationship with you say bad things to you and Samira. I love you, so I defend you when someone hurts you! I'm really sorry for my actions" Ayan said sadly as she held Jasmin's hand.

Jasmin who realized that, he who at that time did not want to talk to Ayan, finally turned and looked at Ayan with a sad face. After that he released Ayan's hand which held his hand, he turned to hold Ayan's hand.

"I know you love and love me and Samira, but you shouldn't beat up the guy who just got out of the hospital. You have to think about her situation, not make her worse!."

"I know, I just get emotional. I'm sorry about you, I'm really sorry about you!" ayan answered correctly, sad and tearful.

Hearing that, Jasmine nodded her head. On the other hand, unnoticed by Jasmin and Ayan, Samira hears them behind a wall. Realizing that Ayan did it to defend himself he was then angry with Ayan, immediately bursting and his tears were seen dripping down his cheeks.

"Lord, you are very good. You sent a man who loved me and my mother very much, in contrast to his real father, who called me an illegitimate child. Thank God for sending Om Ayan into my life and my mother's life!" samira said in her heart with an occasional look up and with tears breaking.

Time passed so quickly, Ayan was still accompanying Samira to play. Seeing this, Firman paused out of his room and looked towards Ayan and Samira. Just then he just silently looked towards Ayan and Samira, he felt angry and jealous with the closeness of the two of them, he said, but he did not care about his feelings and rushed over to Jasmin who was in the kitchen looking at the two people.

When he was near Jasmin, Firman stood in front of Jasmin who kept looking at them. Realizing that, Jasmin was seen directly lowering his head.

"What does gold need?" jasmin asked the Word who stood covering his sight.

Hearing the question, Firman held Jasmin's hand. Ayan who realized that he looked angry but he tried to hold back his anger so as not to happen as when after the Word from the hospital.

"I want to be near you!."

Hearing that, Ayan's eyes immediately widened and he looked really emotional with it. Realizing Ayan's emotion seeing her father holding Jasmin's hand, Samira tries to calm Ayan down by holding one of Ayan's hands. When he realized that his hand was held by someone, Ayan immediately looked at the person holding his hand, at that time Samira who realized that Ayan was jealous shook her head so that Ayan was not carried away by emotions and she remained calm.

Ayan who saw it, finally he was trying to win himself and not emotional. He is seen to continue the game with Samira, although he is not focused on Samira and more focused on Jasmin and Word who look friendly in front of him.

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A little while later, Ayan said goodbye to Samira and Jasmin to go home, because it was quite late that day. He feels bad if he continues to be in the house of the Word. Seeing that Ayan is coming home, Jasmin looks indifferent to it, he actually seems to want Ayan to immediately rush away from his house.

When Ayan was gone, Jasmin, Samira and Firman went into the house and at that time Samira went into the room that had been prepared by Jasmine in the house of Word. When Firman would sleep in the room and invite Jasmin, Jasmin rejected it because he felt that he and the Word had no relationship whatsoever. Hearing the rejection, Firman seemed ordinary, and not angry with Jasmin he just remained silent and went into his room.

Not long after, Jasmin also pointed to the room, but at that time the room that approached Jasmin was the room occupied by Samira.