A Hope Above the Wait

Hope Above the Waiting 2

Restarting

10 Years later....

The past is a time of bitterness, my waiting is a reality of life that must end with a sadness that will not repeat itself. Now is the time when I remove all that sadness, and look for my own happiness in the heart.

Write a woman's hand on a light brown book and the same pen that Jasmine had 10 years ago. At that time, the woman who wrote was sitting in front of a dressing table in front of which there was a mirror that stood firmly.  She was Jasmine, she looked more graceful and prettier with long black hair and long, round and beautiful eyes with jagged eyebrows and radiant pure white skin.

"Mama.." call a little girl, to the woman who was writing in the book. Hearing the voice of the little boy, the woman who was writing in the brown book immediately closed her book.

When the little boy came to the room, the little boy held the woman's hand and pulled the woman's hand to get her out of the room and out of the house.

When the woman was outside the house, a black car with a handsome, handsome man with a face that was old enough to stand by the car door waiting for the arrival of the woman. The man was Firman, the one who was married to Jasmine and the woman who wrote in the book was Jasmine.

When Jasmine was already outside the house and saw that Word was in front of her house, a small smile was immediately visible on Jasmine's lips.

"Ma, I want to come with Papa yes, I want a weekend at Papa's house," said the little girl with glassy eyes pleading with her mother who was standing next to her.

Hearing that, Jasmine slightly lowered her body and she then held onto the cheek of the little girl and gave a subtle swab on the little girl's cheek.

"There is no need to shed a tear for this, Mama will always allow you to do whatever you want to do!" jasmine replied kindly to the little girl.

"Yeee, thank you Ma," the little girl cheered very happily and seemed very enthusiastic about what she wanted to do. He then headed towards his father very happily, after which he got into the car.

When the little girl was already in the car, Jasmine slowly approached Firman who was standing by the door with a look of a very happy face.

As he was near the Word, Jasmine smiled slightly at his lips as well as the Word, she returned a small smile on her lips.

"Thank you, for you have allowed me to take him with me" said the Word well.

"Why do you thank me, you need him and I need him too. Despite.... There's a separation between you and me, it won't separate you from her," Jasmine replied nicely then she gave a small smile on her lips.

Seeing that, Word's eyes glazed with glass and a little bit sad. He remained silent for a while, looking at Jasmine.

"Thank you, " said Firman and then he smiled at Jasmine, after which he went to his car and left Jasmine outside the car.

The hand was carried out by Jasmine when the car was driven by the little girl and Firman had already driven, walking away from her.

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Inside the house, a photo of Jasmine's father and mother is displayed on one side of the house wall. Moments later, Jasmine approached the photo with glassy eyes.

"Look Dad, your son is experiencing grief again. There's another farewell here, can I go through this without your father present?" jasmine said with tears flowing down her cheeks. At that moment, he looked at the photo with his eyes filled. He then turned his face away from the photo and then wiped away his tears and tried to straighten himself.

"Jasmine!" calling out a male voice from behind her body, Jasmine who saw that immediately turned around and looked at the male with a face that still looked sad.

He turned around and saw the person behind him. Looking at the man standing before her, Jasmine looked extremely shocked, she seemed unable to say a word to the man.

"Ayan," Jasmine called to the man standing behind her body with a bouquet of flowers in his hand.

Ayan is the son of a wealthy merchant, but it is still a pro and a con in the neighborhood where Ayan lives. This happened because, many residents said that Ayan was the adopted son of the rich merchant. Many also insisted that Ayan was the son of the merchant. Ayan's face is very similar to the face of Ijaz only Ayan's beard is longer while Ijaz does not have a beard.

"What are you doing here, Ayan?" jasmine asked Ayan, a male who was very similar to Ijaz.

"I want to meet Samira, where is she?" ayan replied with a look flirt to and fro like he was looking for someone in the house while calling Samira's name, but at that time Samira did not look out of the room.

Samira was the little girl who went with the Word earlier, she was the result of my marriage to the Word, but for a reason that could not be explained Jasmine and the Word had to split up, even though they are still in love with each other.

"Why do I feel like he's back?  Why does that face want me to hall again? What's with me? What happened to me?" jasmine said with eyes that looked constantly looking at the face of Ayan, Ayan who saw it he just kept silent by returning Jasmine's eyes.

"You are a very important person in my life" Ayan said in his heart, as he returned Jasmine's gaze.

The two of them looked at each other for a while, but Jasmine's face suddenly looked angry at Ayan and asked Ayan to leave before her by pushing Ayan's push.

"Go!" drive Jasmine to Ayan, the man standing before her. "Don't bother me again, you're gone!."

Jasmine was instantly hysterical and her eyes filled with tears. Ayan who received encouragement from Jasmine he was pushed a few steps to make the flowers brought by Ayan fall to the floor.

When Ayan was already outside the house, Jasmine immediately closed the door tightly and herself leaned behind the door with tears flowing down her cheeks.

"No way, this is impossible. He can't go back" Jasmine said, feeling that Ayan was the one who had left.

Seeing Jasmine's demeanor, Ayan looks sad and she doesn't believe that Jasmine still can't accept her arrival and still hates her presence.

At that time he just looked at the door that was tightly closed in front of him. He then left from the front door and left Jasmine who was still grieving behind the door.

**

Elsewhere, Ayan was walking with eyes that looked sad with Jasmine's attitude. Arriving when he walked on the road, the rain fell very heavily and wetted Ayan's body. Ayan who felt that the rain fell on his body, the sadness of his heart was immediately overflowing.

Suddenly, when the rain had fallen he stopped his steps and limply his body fell to the ground with both legs bent to the knees.

"Aaaaaa" cried Ayan under the swift rain falling with eyes looking up at the sky. At that time his eyes continued to flow tears, but because along with the rain finally his tears did not look to drip.

"I love you, I love you, but why? Why don't you understand how I feel? Why?" ayan said in a high tone under the swift rain that soaked his body. 

"I love you... Why are you doing this?" ayan said by talking to himself under the rain. He then lowered his head sadly.

A while later, carrying an umbrella Jasmine stood on the same street looking at Ayan who was sitting on the street in a sad and rainy rain.

Seeing that, the eyes that did not look sad at the time were sad again. After that, with Jasmine's slow steps toward Ayan who was raining rain, she then stopped her steps near Ayan and Jasmine paddled Ayan.

Realizing that, Ayan looked towards Jasmine with eyes that looked extremely sad. He settled down Jasmine feelingly. Seeing that, Jasmine returned the gaze with a look. He then stretched out his hand to help Ayan get up from his seat.

Seeing that, Ayan was just silent for a while but suddenly he said Jasmine's hand well and gently. And with eyes constantly looking at Jasmine's face, Ayan woke up from her seat to make herself stand up and look at each other with Jasmine.

As the two of them looked at each other, Jasmine released her hand held by Ayan. He then moved his hand towards Ayan's cheek which had a face very similar to that of Ijaz.

Ayan who saw that was still silent and did not say a word.

At that time he still looks very hesitant to touch the cheek of Ayan, however, the desire to caress Ayan's face he always felt. He always misses Ayan's face, when he looks confused. Indeed, he misses Ayan or even misses Ridwan

After he hesitated about what he did, Jasmine actually touched Ayan's cheek which had a face similar to the face of Ijaz.

The rain grew heavier, after he touched Ayan's cheek. Peace in felt by him, his eyes suddenly closed, Ayan who saw it he just kept quiet and saw what was done by Jasmine.

The hand, which was tightly holding the umbrella, suddenly became helpless and made himself drop the umbrella and make them both return to rain on the road.

Realizing that her umbrella had come off, Jasmine opened her eyes again and looked at Ayan.

"Who are you really? Why did you come a second time? What do you really want?" jasmine asked Ayan in a sad and low-pitched manner. After that he released his hand which held Ayan's cheek.

"I'm not who I am, I'm just someone who hopes to fix everything. I know, I'm not her medicine but I'll try to recover everything that's happened, I'll fix it!."

Hearing that answer from Ayan, Jasmine just kept quiet and she did not say a word to Ayan. He only looked at Ayan sharply as well as Ayan, who returned the gaze of the eyes of Jasmine with sadness.