A Hope Above the Wait

18. Amendment

When the broken plate was given to Jasmin, Firman looked calmer then slowly he held Jasmin's cheeks with a sad and tender eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm being rude, I just don't want to lose you. I don't want you with anyone else, you just belong to me not the others!" say the Word with sadness and eyes filled with tears.

Seeing that, Jasmin seemed to be silent only a thousand languages for what he had heard from the mouth of the Word. He nodded his head with sad eyes.

A little while later, Jasmine held the hand of Word who was holding her cheek slowly, to keep the hand of Word away from her cheek.

"Now, you better take a break. I'm not going with anyone" Jasmine said softly as Word walked to the bed with a limp step. It happened because it was punctured by the broken glass. Realizing this, Jasmin asked Firman to sit on the bed before he laid her down. At that time, it was seen that blood continued to pour until it was on the hospital floor. Jasmin who realized that, Jasmin also called one of the sisters to the room occupied by the Word.

Moments later, the nurse came, she looked surprised by what happened. His eyes only looked wide open looking at the broken glass scattered where there were bloodstains on the floor. Seeing this, Jasmin approached the nurse and picked up the medicine box she was carrying. After he took the medicine box, he asked the sister to call the cleaning service to clean the messy room.

The nurse who heard Jasmin's orders rushed away and called the person Jasmin was referring to. When the nurse was gone, Jasmin came back to the Word with a medicine box.

When he was near the Word, Jasmin asked Firman to raise his legs to the back of the chair he was sitting in. When it happened, without yeast and without looks of disgust, he pulled out the broken glass plate that was still stuck at the foot of the Word.

"Mas Firman, Mas must hold ya. This must have been very painful," asked Jasmine to the Word well, at that time the Word did not say a word. He just kept quiet with his head.

At that time the eyes of the Word look continued to look towards Jasmin who was treating his legs, and, even when Jasmin unplugged the broken glass plate that stuck it, he did not feel it and continued to look at Jasmin.

When the broken glass was removed, he slowly cleaned the wound. After feeling that the wound that was wracked by the Word was clean, he wrapped it with a bandage neatly. After all that was done, Jasmin asked the Word to lay down his body and sleep. At that time the eyes of the Word continue to look toward Jasmin, Jasmin who saw it looks not like and feel bad about what the Word has done.

Not long after, an Office boy came to the room occupied by the Word. When he was already in the room he was seen immediately cleaning the blood stains on the floor and broken plates scattered in which man.

"I'm sorry, because I've been troubling you!" jasmin said after he finished cleaning the tool used to treat the Word.

"No papa ma'am, this has become my duty!."

Seeing this, Jasmin finally helped the office boy, although at first he refused but eventually he received physical assistance, and they worked together. Even then, Samira also helped her mother.

Realizing that, Firman looked a little upset, but without Jasmin's knowledge. Ayan who realized that the Word was upset by slowly approaching the Word, and he stood near the Word after that he lowered his body and whispered a sentence that made the Word immediately silent.

"Listen to me the Word, you separate the two, without knowing who they are in your life.... " ayan said seriously and then he remained silent for a while by getting closer to the body of the Word by occasionally looking at Jasmin. "When you find out, then I'm sure. You will drown in a sea of destruction, because what? Because the light that you are supposed to keep, is extinguished with your darkness. You understand!."

After saying that, Ayan also distanced himself from the Word with eyes that continued to look at the Word with eyes staring sharply.

A little while later, Jasmin who helped the office boy was finally finished. Jasmin looks happy as well as the office boy.

After seeing that Jasmin's work was over, Ayan approached Jasmin and asked for permission to take Samira home. Hearing that speech at once Samira's face looks sad, and he immediately hugs Jasmin as if he does not want to go home Ayan. Not because Ayan and his family are not good, but because he wants to accompany his mother. At that time, the Word seemed indifferent and did not give permission even though he heard directly what was said by Samira. However, Ayan's words continued to drift in his mind, and those words seemed to continue running through his mind and deeply disturbed his thoughts.

Finally, inevitably the Word also allows the girl he thought was an illegitimate child to stay with him and Jasmin. Realizing that, Ayan looks just silent with eyes that continue to look toward the Word. However, not long after hearing that remark Ayan asked Jasmin and Samira to take good care of himself and he finally left Samira and Jasmin.

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At night, Samira is seen doing schoolwork before she falls asleep. On the other hand, Jasmin was preparing food and medicine for the Word. As Word was having dinner, his eyes kept looking at Samira who was working on the task. At that time, Jasmine realized what the Word was doing, but she just kept quiet and did not say a word. He just continues his activities to prepare the medicine that must be drunk by the Word.

Suddenly, Firman held Jasmin's hand, Jasmin who realized it he immediately fell silent and did not say a word with an eye to look at the Word.

"Jasmin, who is he? Why do I feel like he cares so much about you and me?" ask the Word to Jasmine. Hearing that remark, Jasmin instantly fell silent and he looked towards the Word without saying a word.

A while later, he stared intently at the Word with a look of anger and annoyance.

"He is the bastard son of Mas, " replied Jasmine with eyes filled with tears and a firm tone. After that he left with tears still flowing through his eyes to approach Samira who was studying at that time.

While near Samira, Jasmin looks still sad, realizing Samira immediately stops her actions and looks towards her mother who was then sad.

"Mama, why sad? Did Papa hurt Mama again?" samira asked with a sad look and a soft tone. At that time his eyes looked at the sad looking man on the bed.

"Dear, it's not because of Papa. Just now, there was only dust going into Mama's eyes" replied Jasmine with eyes that looked sad and tearful.

At that time the eyes of the Word look continued to look toward Jasmin and Samira with sadness and glassy eyes, seeing that Jasmin seemed to not care about the Word. Instead, he did not care he was only a little disappointed with the Word for his words calling Samira an illegitimate child the result of Ayan and Jasmin.

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Time passed so quickly, the next day Samira looks ready to go to school. At that time he was sitting on the sofa of the Word room by eating a porridge on the table. At that time he looked very greedy to eat the porridge, on the other hand the Word seemed to have been awake. However, different from the usual day of seeing Jasmin busy with Samira he was just silent and did not look angry. He only sees Jasmin who looks very busy with Samira.

His anger arises when Ayan is in front of Firman's room to pick Samira up to go to school.

At that time Ayan brought a bushel of food, the bushel contained food made by Ayan's mother for Samira and Jasmin who stayed at the hospital.

"Samira" called Ayan well while entering the room occupied by the Word.

"Om Ayan," Samira answered very happily.

Seeing Samira who looks happy with Ayan's presence, Word who was upset by Ayan's arrival arrived sad to see Samira as very dear to Ayan. However, at that time he was confused what made him sad while he felt that Samira with him did not have any relationship.

After Samira finishes her morning meal, Samira rushes to her mother and asks her permission to go to school immediately. Because very happy, Samira was close to Ayan, he even forgot to say goodbye to the Word. However, it is actually not that Samira forgot it was just that Samira was afraid and disappointed with what had been said by the Word some time ago.

Realizing that Samira is not saying goodbye to the Word, Ayan asks Samira to go say goodbye to the Word. Not only Ayan, Jasmin did the same, he asked Samira to say goodbye to the Word.

With fear, Samira approached her mother and asked her mother to accompany her.

Seeing Samira afraid of the Word, Jasmin tried to calm Samira down.

When he was near the Word, the Word was seen sitting his body on the bed. Then, fearfully he extended his hand toward the Word.

"Father, Samira pamit... Want.. to school," said Samira with a brick and looks frightened, he was afraid that Firman would yell at him for calling himself papa. However, at that time Firman did not yell at Samira, he returned Samira's hand and kissed Samira's hand which he extended towards the Word.

"I'm sorry I yelled at you!" the Word said softly after he kissed Samira's hand. Samira who heard the remark immediately pulled his hand violently and he immediately rushed away from the room occupied by the Word.

Seeing that, Jasmin only looked at the Word and then he shook his head and chased after Samira who looked like a person who was still frightened and confused.

When Jasmin and Samira left the room occupied by the Word, the Word looked sad. Realizing this, Ayan approached the Word and he stood by the Word, but before he stood near the Word he put the food he brought on the table.

After that he stood near the Word with a sharp look at the Word.

"What's the Word? Have you changed? I'm not sure you've changed?" ayan said with someone who seemed to challenge the Word. "I know now that you're beginning to realize that the little girl you called an illegitimate child, the result of Jasmin and I are important people in your life. But I remind you, when you remember everything. You will lose everything, everything that happens this time will become poison in your life!."

Hearing that, the Word just kept silent and did not say a word. He only looked at Ayan sharply and his eyes filled with tears. Just then, when Atan said that, Jasmine heard him and she just kept quiet without saying a word. He did it because he knew, the way said by Ayan would happen.

When Ayan realized that Jasmin was in the room, Ayan immediately fell silent and he could not say a word. He just looked down and said nothing. He looked like a man who was afraid that Jasmin would be angry to hear what he said to the Word.

When Ayan was near Jasmin, Ayan who at that time wanted to pass Jasmin immediately stopped her steps, how not? Arrived Jasmin's hand which was calm on the right and left side of Jasmin's shoulder. Suddenly he held Ayan's hand which at that time wanted to pass through him. Ayan who realized that, he just kept silent with his eyes looking towards Jasmin.

"I will neither hate nor be angry with you, for... What you say is the truth!" jasmin said well and then he took his hand off Ayan's. Ayan who heard that remark he just and and slowly he threw a small smile on his lips to Jasmin. After that he went to Samira, to take Samira to school .