A Hope Above the Wait

Just Pain

Moments later, Jasmine is seen in her house. With empty steps he entered the house, even then he did not invite Ria into the house. He also did not answer the words of his mother at that time.

Seeing that Jasmine was very different, Mother Jasmine approached Ria and asked Ria what really happened. Ria finally told everything to Mother Jasmine the incident just a moment ago.

"God, how could Ijaz do that? Especially to expel Jasmine," said Mother Jasmine with surprise after hearing the story from Ria.

"Come Aunty, but... This was also good for Jasmine, because at least after this incident she would forget about Ijaz a little and open her heart to the Word!" ria answered well and occasionally she looked towards Jasmine's room.

Moments later, Jasmine was in her room. He is seen sitting in front of a mirror by opening a book that can be obtained from Ijaz. At that moment, her tears continued to flow down her cheeks. With trembling hands Jasmine held onto the pen she had obtained from Ijaz. He then began to write in the book sadly.

"It's not a hope, it's not happiness. A piece of hope I've been writing about for the wait, turned out to be just a very hurtful lie. Now I realize, all the waiting will not produce happy results!. All the waiting will only give you the deepest pain!" jasmine wrote, after which she took off the pen and placed her head on the table with tears that kept on breaking down her cheeks until it fell on the book she had obtained from Ijaz.

A while later, Mother Jasmine came to Jasmine's room. He then held onto both of Jasmine's shoulders, feeling that someone was holding onto Jasmine's shoulder immediately got up and looked at the person.

"Mother!" call Jasmine softly after seeing that the person holding her hand is her mother. He immediately hugged his mother tightly and his tears flowed very fast.

"Mother, I'm sorry!. I'm sorry, because I don't trust Mom and Dad anymore. Now I realize, what you've been doing all this time is right for me, for my own good!" jasmine said with a cry until a hiccup. He then stopped his words for a few moments after which he continued "my life is ruined Mom, ruined by this wait!."

Seeing his son feel his life was ruined Jasmine's mother also joined in crying, he then returned Jasmine's embrace very tightly.

"No, your life will never be ruined with all this. I'm sure, someday, the wait that such a traitor will bring sweet results. Although not with the person you love," Mother Jasmine replied tightly hugging Jasmine.

Hearing the words of her mother, Jasmine suddenly remembered the Word for a while.

"Now that you are aware, what we are doing is not for us but for you. Because we already know, what Ijaz really looks like. But, I can't tell you, because I want you to know everything on your own. And the time has come, now the choice is only two. Ye... Get away from two or you... Always feel pain because of him," said Jasmine's mother.

After that, Mother Jasmine let go of the hug and left the sad Jasmine to think about what she would do next.

After her mother left, Jasmine wiped her tears using her index finger. He looked at the book in front of him.

The next day, Jasmine was seen still in her room by sitting in front of a mirror and looking at the book that was obtained from Ijaz. He then covered the book and got up from his seat, moments later he came out of his room still looking sad.

"For Auntie, "greet Jasmine with a smile to her maid who was working in front of her room at the time.

"I was very impressed with Non Jasmine, even though she received pain from the results of her wait all this time. He kept trying hard and smiling even though he knew, that his heart would not be able to smile like it was on his face!" said the maid in her heart with a sad face.

Moments later, Jasmine is seen leaving the maid and going to the dining room to have breakfast together. Arriving at the dining room, Mother Jasmine was seen just kicking Jasmine. Seeing that, Jasmine looks still ordinary with her mother's actions.

"Where, have you decided to take what action after knowing everything?" ask Jasmine's mother.

"I don't know Ma, I'm confused!" jasmine answered and stopped her breakfast the next morning and seemed to be thinking about something.

"Ma, stop. Don't ask Jasmine anything right now, because I know her heart is confused right now!" sahut Jasmine's Father.

Hearing that, Jasmine was seen looking directly at her father with a faint look and tears that began to wet her eyes.

"I'm sorry Jasmine Pa, because Jasmine doesn't trust Papa anymore" Jasmine said with tears streaming down her cheeks.

Hearing her son apologise to herself so sincerely Jasmine's father looked deeply moved. He then held onto one of Jasmine's hands gently and looked towards Jasmine with contorted eyes.

"No papa Jasmine, no papa. I am happy, because seeing you have opened your eyes wide if Ijaz is not a good man for you. And now, after knowing everything, I won't match you again. You have the right to choose your companion, but I ask not to Ijaz!" jasmine's father said softly and his eyes were looking towards Jasmine with a look.

"Yes Pa, I will try to choose the right choice in my life. And... I also thank Papa, because Papa has been keeping me from this wound. Although, I've been hurt by this wait!" jasmine replied and then slowly Jasmine let go of her Father's hand which was holding her hand.

Looking at her child who seemed to be very changed, Father and Mother Jasmine looked very happy. Although they knew that Jasmine would not be able to be forgotten by Jasmine.

A few minutes later, breakfast was over. After breakfast, Jasmine is seen returning to her room to prepare to go to school. At that time he looked very uninspired for college, he then asked permission not to go to college for a few days.

After getting permission from the college not to enter one day or several days Jasmine again looked at the book that was obtained from Ijaz. He then sat in the front seat of the mirror and held the book slowly. Suddenly as he was holding the book, his eyes returned to glass. He recalled his past while Ijaz and Ria were in childhood. He recalls that time.

Moments later, Jasmine went back into Jasmine's room and saw Jasmine crying in front of the mirror. Realizing that, Mother Jasmine who originally wanted to enter finally chose to remain standing by the door, after which she looked towards Jasmine for a while. He then closed the door again after realizing that Jasmine was still saddened by the betrayal committed by Ijaz to him.

When Jasmine's mother was already outside Jasmine's room. He also looked sad to see his son who was just crying in front of the mirror while looking at the book he got from Ijaz.

"Your love is indeed great for Ijaz Jasmine, but you also have to realize that your love only produces very deep pain," mother Jasmine said in her heart with tears constantly flowing down her cheeks.