A Hope Above the Wait

15. The Hospital 2

In the room occupied by the Word, Samira was seen sitting in a chair near the Word with a sad face and tears that kept creeping down her cheeks.

Samira was holding one of her father's arms lying unconscious on his bed.

"Papa, when is Papa recovering? I'm sorry Samira made papa like this!" samira said sadly and tearfully.

Hearing that remark, Jasmin and Ayan who were then standing by the door slowly approached Samira who was sad to see her state. At that time Jasmin held Samira's shoulders to calm the sad Samira with what happened.

When Jasmin held Samira's shoulder as tears flowed down her cheeks, she was really saddened by what she saw. His eyes did not stop shedding tears.

"Samira, you must strengthen yourself. Mama, sure Papa Firman will be fine and he will recover soon," said Jasmin by gently stroking Samira's shoulder to calm Samira who was very sad. Samira who heard this remark, he just kept silent with his eyes filled with tears, then slowly leaned his head against the body of his mother who was standing beside him.

"Mama, I'm scared. I'm afraid that Papa will forget Samira forever" said Samira with tears streaming down her eyes. Seeing and hearing that, Jasmin immediately denied what was said by Samira, then firmly Jasmin said to Samira that his father would never forget him until anytime.

Samira, who heard the words, could only cry and cry without saying a word to her mother. His eyes only looked at his father with a look like he was blaming himself for what happened to his father. He felt that his father had an accident because of him, Jasmin who heard it really did not accept what was said eh Samira. With a true tone firmly, he told Samira that everything that happened was not his fault but this is the destiny that has been outlined by God to self yes and the Word.

Samira who heard the explanation from his mother, he still did not say a word. He just cried, cried, and cried until he was sobbing. Seeing that warm embrace of a mother was launched by Jasmin for Samira.

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Time passed by so quickly, the night came. At that time the wall clock in the Firman room showed at 21.50 local time. Samira was sleeping on the sofa with a blanket brought by Ayan. He looked very tired and very rested in peace.

Realizing that, Ayan took Jasmin out of the room to talk a little after that he would say goodbye to her.

When he and Jasmine were outside the room occupied by the Word. Ayan invites Jasmin to sit in the waiting chair outside the room, while Ayan and Jasmin sit side by side.

"Thank you, Mas, because Mas's been good with me and Samira!" jasmin said well after he sat down next to Ayan.

"It's the same thing, and tomorrow I'll bring you some more food pity Samira if she doesn't eat, and tomorrow I'll take Samira to school as usual."

Hearing that, Jasmine nodded her head slowly and gave Ayan a small smile on her lips.

"Jasmin, if I may know, where's the Word family? Why are you the only one waiting for him?" ayan asked nicely, but he looked uncomfortable with the question himself. Hearing the question from Ayan, Jasmin was seen only silent for a few moments with a look of eyes that looked at Ayan. Ayan who realized that, at first he seemed ordinary, but over time he returned Jasmin's eyes.

After a few moments of staring at each other, Jasmin shifted her gaze and then she lowered her head in a sad look.

Realizing that, Ayan looks sorry because he has made Jasmin sad with his question and he asks that Jasmin not tell him if he can not explain to Ayan.

Jasmin who heard that, immediately did not feel good and he told Ayan about what really happened with the parents of the Word, and why they did not come to the hospital.

"Parent Firman.". said Jasmin, then he seemed to think with a sad face.

Things changed 10 years ago when Jasmin was pregnant with Samira. At that time, Jasmine who had just given the divorce papers to Firman left, seeing that Mother Word fell and fainted and was unconscious.

At that time Jasmin was really gone from the house of the Word, so he did not know the state of the Mother of the Word after getting the news that Jasmin divorced the Word.

Jasmin only got the news when Mother Word was already in the hospital and was declared dead by the doctor who treated Mother Word. At that time the doctor said that Mother Word died of heart disease which suddenly attacked Mother Word.

The roar of tears continues to accompany the departure of Mother Word from the hospital to the last place. In fact, Jasmin also fainted because he could not control his emotions.

Time passed by so quickly, the funeral was over. Sadness still enveloped the house of Word and his father.

At that time, Firman was sitting on the sofa looking tired and shabby into one. A few moments later, Jasmine approached the Word sitting on the sofa.

Seeing that the eyes of the Word was immediately turned to Jasmin, and he corrected his seat.

"May I sit here?" jasmin asked the Word who was correcting his position at the time.

"Yes please, but be careful," replied the Word kindly and attentively to Jasmin who was pregnant with Samira at that time.

"I'm sorry, because I'm Mom, we're all dead" Jasmin said kindly and he looked saddened by what had happened to the Word. Word, who heard the words, looked directly at Jasmin and looked at Jasmin with sadness.

After a while of not talking, and just looking at Jasmine, Firman finally moved his hand and grabbed one of Jasmin's hands with a small smile on his cheek.

"You don't blame yourself, it's my fault. If, had I not betrayed you, this might not have happened !" answer the Word in a good tone and he looks sad. After saying that, he slowly let go of Jasmin's hand and he then went from the sofa he was sitting on to his room. Jasmin who saw that he also looked sad. His eyes were filled with tears, and he could not speak for what had happened to the Word.

"After the incident, not exactly 7 days of the death of Mother Word, her father also died!."

After Jasmin stopped telling the story, Jasmin's tears became unstoppable and he was completely speechless. He just cried with a sobbing until as much as he pleased.

Seeing that, Ayan who was also sad, he immediately held onto Jasmin's shoulders slowly to make Jasmin calmer and not continue to be sad.

Jasmin who accepted it he really did not say a word, he just cried and cried.

"Have not cried, what happened to the Word parents is not your fault, the most important thing now. Better, you focus on taking care of the Word, for Samira to take it easy I will help you take care of her!."

Hearing that, Jasmine smiled at Ayan and said nothing to Ayan.

Moments later, Ayan is seen saying goodbye to Jasmin to return home. Jasmin who heard that Ayan said goodbye, she agreed to what Ayan wanted. Ayan returns home and leaves Jasmin and Samira in the hospital.

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The next day, Jasmin is seen waking Samira up because she has to go to school. When Samira was awake, Samira stood near her mother who was then tidying up the blanket used by the Word.

"Mom, when will Papa recover?" samira asked, still looking sad on her face.

Hearing this, Jasmine approached Samira and sat down with her knees before Samira. At that time he held one of Samira's shoulders with affection and tenderness.

"Papa will definitely recover soon, you must often pray for Papa, so that Papa can immediately take you to the park again!"jasmin answered Samira well and then he smiled at Samira.

Not long after, Ayan came with clothes for Jasmin and Samira. Seeing Ayan's arrival, Samira looks happy and he immediately hugs the chicken after seeing his arrival.

"Om Ayan, will you take me to school?" samira asked looking very happy.

Ayan who heard the words immediately smiled with Samira and he nodded his head. Seeing the happiness of Samira along with Ayan, Jasmin seems to believe in Ayan and enter Samira with Ayan.

Moments later, Samira is seen saying goodbye to her mother and father, who are still lying on the bed.

After saying goodbye to his mother, Samira also invited Ayan to hurry away from the hospital looking very happy. Seeing that, Jasmin looked very happy even though he was still sad.

Time passes so quickly, in the classroom. Samira was sitting in her chair in a dreamy state. He didn't even hear that the school bell was ringing.

When all the students and students have entered, Nova did not enter the class that was occupied by Samira. Seeing Samira daydreaming as the bell had entered slowly he held one of Samira's shoulders to break her daydream.

"What's Samira?" tanya Nova who was holding one of Samira's shoulders.

Samira who realized that, she immediately broke her daydream, and she called out to Nova very softly.

"It's nothing Mom, I'm sorry!" samia answered, then she took out the book that was in her bag. Realizing that he felt that something was troubling Samira's mind, but he did not know what was troubling Samira's mind. After a while looking at Samira, Nova finally continued teaching in Nova's class.

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At the hospital, Ayan looks new up to bring a plastic bag containing food for Jasmin. At that time he saw that Jasmin was sitting beside the Word with sadness and continued to beg him not to forget about Samira. At that moment the roar of tears indeed continued to flow down Jasmin's cheeks. Ayan who saw it, he looks only silent with his eyes looking at Jasmin. He stood in the middle of the door, without saying a word, only to be saddened by what he saw.

When he realizes that Ayan is in the hospital, Jasmin prepares to enter Ayan. When Ayan was in Jasmin's room, he gave the food he had brought to Jasmin. Jasmin who gets it, he looks happy and thanks Ayan for the good attitude from Ayan to himself and Samira.

Feeling that Ayan is already in the hospital, Jasmin asks Ayan to keep the Word while she wants to take a bath. Ayan heard the request and Ayan nodded his head and Jasmin left the two of them in the room.

Seeing Jasmin gone Ayan approached the Word with sadness and tears. When he was near the weakly lying Word, a drop of tears fell down Ayan's cheeks.

I don't know what made him sad after making the Word lie on the bed.

After a few moments of staring at the Word with tears, Ayan wiped his tears slowly and he whispered to the Word near his ear.

"Why Word? Why don't you want to let go of Jasmin? I love him, but I always give up on you. Why don't you get out of your life? I don't want you to die, I just want you to go away from our lives. I just want you not to be a barrier to my love for Jasmin, I beg you!" ayan said sadly and then he kept his body away from the body of the Word and he turned around after speaking like that near the Word. He stayed away from the Word by sitting on the sofa in the room.

When Ayan was unconscious and sitting on the sofa, suddenly one of the eyes of the Word drained a drop of tears. He seemed to hear Ayan's sadness felt by Ayan in his heart.