A Hope Above the Wait

16. Forgetting and Separating

Time passed so quickly, a few moments later it was seen Jasmin coming to the room occupied by the Word with a state of the body that looks fresher. When he was in the room, he saw Ayan still sad with eyes that kept flowing tears and he just lowered his head.

Seeing this, Jasmin slowly approached Ayan and stood near Ayan. Realizing that Ayan also looked at Jasmin with a face that looked sad.

"What's up?" jasmin asked Ayan who was sad. Hearing the question from Jasmin, Ayan got up from her seat and stood in front of Jasmin with a still sad face.

After that he brought his body closer to Jasmin's body, Jasmin who saw it he just remained silent with eyes that were like holding back tears, then he slowly held onto Jasmin's shoulders affectionately.

"I love you, I love you. Can't I take the place of the Word in your heart?" ayan asked with tears that kept dripping down her cheeks. Jasmin who saw that, he just remained silent with tears as they flowed down his cheeks.

Just then Jasmin looked into Ayan's eyes with sadness, then he moved his hands closer to Ayan's cheek and he held Ayan's cheek. Ayan who felt that he just lowered his head sadly, Jasmin who saw that he also brought his forehead closer to the forehead of the Word and he held Ayan's cheek with both hands and full of tenderness.

"I know that, even without you telling me. I'm sorry, I always hurt you, but this is God's destiny. And... You should know, I love you too" said Jasmin with tears that also continued to splatter wet her cheeks.

Hearing this, Ayan held Jasmin's cheek in both hands, and she turned her head away with a sad smile on Jasmin.

Seeing that, Jasmin immediately hugged Ayan tightly. It was as if he had opened his heart to himself. As Ayan's relationship grew closer, awareness began to be felt by the Word. It is the separation between Jasmin and Ayan.

Time passed by so quickly, day after day it was through Jasmin, Samira and Ayan simultaneously. Samira's happiness with Ayan is completely different from when he was with his father. He seemed to be with his biological father when with Ayan, but it was inversely proportional to when he was with the Word of his biological father.

That day, happiness was already emanating from the look on Samira's face. In addition, the state of the Word has also improved.

When Samira and Ayan were in the room occupied by the Word, jokingly. Unaware by Samira and Ayan, Firman moved one of his fingers. At that time Jasmin was not at home he was buying food for himself Samira and Ayan.

"Jasmine!" call the Word with a word.

Hearing the call, immediately their jokes stopped and they immediately approached the Word to check the state of the Word. Realizing that the Word has recovered, Ayan also called the doctor to check the state of the Word.

Not long after, the doctor came and he checked the Word. After examining the state of the Word, the doctor stated that the Word had passed its coma and he was just waiting for Word consciousness.

Hearing this, Ayan and Samira seem happy, even though he knows that his father will forget him. Realizing that Samira was sad after remembering about the illness her father suffered, Ayan tries to calm Samira down and she tries to encourage Samira not to continue to grieve if it is true that her papa will forget her.

A little while later, Jasmin came to the room occupied by the Word. At first he seemed ordinary, went into the room but after hearing that the Word had recovered and was fine. He looked happy and very grateful for the restoration of the Word with a drop after a drop of tears that fell, he was very grateful for the recovery of the Word.

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The time is 12:16 noon. At that time Ayan was playing with Samira like a father and son, while Jasmine stood near the Word with her back to the Word and at that time also the Word began to open her eyes, he said, jasmin was unconscious at the time. This happened because Jasmin focused on Ayan and Samira playing together.

Seeing that, without saying the word Word looked toward Jasmin's eyes and saw who the person in his sight was. Realizing that Jasmine was looking at another man, Firman looked angry and upset. He immediately held one of Jasmin's hands tightly, Jasmin who realized it was immediately shocked and immediately turned to look at the person who was holding his hand.

Realizing that the person holding his hand was the Word, he looked surprised and could not say a word.  At the same time, Ayan and Samira were also shocked and they immediately woke up from their seats and approached the conscious Word.

"Why are you looking at them Jasmin? I'm your husband, but you're focusing on those two strangers!" say the Word with a clear but firm. Hearing that, Jasmin really could not say a word. His eyes were only wide open to hear the Word that Samira was a stranger. Samira who heard that he was very hurt, and with tears that kept dripping down his cheeks Samira left the room.

Jasmin who saw it, immediately ran after Samira, a while later Ayan also chased after Jasmin and Samira. On the bed Word who saw it tried to chase after Jasmin, but at that time he fell to the floor.

Outside the hospital, it was raining heavily. With tears continuing to flow, Samira hit the rain that fell heavily to make himself fall.

"Papa completely forgot about me, Papa forgot about me !" said Samira sadly after he fell down under the swift rain falling on his body.

Seeing that, Jasmin hugged Samira tightly under the rushing rain, as everyone's eyes immediately turned towards the two who were crying under the rushing rain.

"No Samira, Papa didn't forget about you. Papa just forgot about the future he just remembered the incident in the past!" jasmin replied by calming Samira who kept crying.

Realizing that her body was covered by Ayan, Samira looked at Ayan with eyes that were filled with tears. After a while of seeing Ayan, Samira and Jasmin finally get up from their seats and go to the hospital with the umbrella. At that time Samira still looks very sad and looks he can not say a word with what has happened.

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In the room, seen with the help of a nun, Firman woke up from the fall and went back to bed.

Moments later, Jasmin, Samira and Ayan arrive in the room occupied by the Word. Seeing that there was a nun in the room of the Word, Jasmin asked the nun about what happened to the Word and the nun explained that the Word had just fallen.

At that time Firman looked upset and angry with Jasmin, because he was more concerned with the little girl than him.

When Samira was in Firman's room, she looked sad to see her father look angry with her. Realizing that, Ayan who was standing next to him immediately held Samira's arms very tightly and affectionately.

"You're okay, aren't you?" jasmin asked the angry Word on the bed.

"What do you care, instead of you caring more about that bastard child and your affair than me?" answer the Word out loud to make Ayan and Jasmine very surprised and very angry. Ayan who heard that the Word calls Samira is an illegitimate child between Jasmin and Ayan, without thinking long and without thinking the state of the Word is still not good. He immediately approached the Word and pulled the collar of the Word.

"What did you say? You said he was a bastard, crazy you!."

Seeing that, Samira's panic-changing atmosphere attracts Ayan to stay away from her father, and Jasmin is seen trying to calm Ayan down. When Ayan was separated from the Word, Jasmin slapped the Word which at that time still seemed to challenge Ayan with a sad look of face mixed with anger.

Word who received a slap from Jasmin was immediately silent and he only held the cheek that was slapped by Jasmin.

At that time Ayan and Samira looked very surprised by what Jasmin did in front of them both. Not only Samira and Ayan, Firman who received the slap was immediately looked very surprised and he could not say a word.

"Mas Firman, do not you ever say that this child is an illegitimate child, if until you say this again, I will not hesitate to leave Mas for this child, remember that!" jasmin said firmly and seriously with sharp eyes and occasionally he showed Samira's nods.

"Why can you say this to me? Is he more important than me? Is she more important than our relationship?" replied the Word in a high tone and suddenly he wriggled around in pain while holding his head which was still on the bandage. He screamed in pain, seeing that Jasmin who was angry at that moment immediately burst out and he looked very worried. He was seen screaming calling the nurse and the doctor to check the state of the Word. Not only did Jasmin look worried, Samira and Ayan also looked worried, but at that time Samira did not dare to approach her father.

Moments later the doctor came and he examined the Word, saw the Word is still writhing in pain, finally the doctor gave a tranquilizer injection to the Word so that the Word is calmer.

After getting a sedative injection, the Word finally really fainted and unconscious. Seeing that, Jasmin and the others looked calmer and did not panic anymore.

"Mr Jasmin, please please do not make Mr. Word too many thoughts first, I am afraid if you do this, it will endanger the health of Mr. Firman!" said the doctor who examined the Word to Jasmin and the people who were in the room.

After saying that, the doctor also left the room occupied by the Word.

Realizing that, with a look in the eyes that looked toward the Word, Samira approached her mother and she held one of Jasmin's hands. Realizing that, Jasmin looked at Samira with a look of sadness.

"Mama, Papa's gonna be okay, right?" samira asked after her mother saw Samira. Hearing the question, Jasmin lowered his body and then he sat on his knees with his body aligned with Samira.

"Papa, it's gonna be okay. Don't worry, nothing will happen, everything will be fine!" jasmin replied to calm Samira down. He then stopped for a while, before he woke up and stayed away from Samira's body. When he woke up he approached Ayan, and stood in front of Ayan with a look of sadness.

"Mas, I'm asking you to help, please take care of Samira while Mas Firman is here. If, if Mas Firman had been allowed to go home I would have picked up Samira," said Jasmin with a face that seemed unbearable with what he said. Hearing this, Samira looks surprised, but she realizes what her mother did for her father's recovery.

"Yes Jasmin, I want to. After all, before Word got close to Samira, Samira was close to me. But.... Will Samira stay with me while you take care of the Word?" ayan answered by looking at Samira who was then turning her back to herself and her mother. At that time Samira seemed to be thinking something after hearing what was said by the Word.

Samira turned around and looked at her mother and Ayan. After he turned around, he was silent for a while before he said he agreed to stay with Ayan. Hearing that Samira agreed to stay with Ayan, Jasmin approached Samira and hugged Samira tightly with an unbearable look. Then, she bluntly apologized to Samira for doing this.

At that time Samira only looked sad and sad, without saying a word in his mother's arms.