A Hope Above the Wait

5. Flashbacks

In the park, Samira is seen sitting on a wooden chair near an ice vendor. He was sitting in the chair with his right hand carrying a small container like an ice container. Next to Samira, Firman was holding a small container like an ice cream container. At that time the two of them looked happily walking along with watching the air in the park.

The atmosphere changed immediately when Samira suddenly lowered her head by eating the ice he was holding and asked the Word to make the Word silent and could not say a word to Samira.

"Papa, why the hell? Why is there a separation between Mama and Papa?" samira asked Firman who was enjoying the ice in his hand.

Hearing the question, Word who was enjoying the ice immediately fell silent and he showed a sad face. He did not answer anything to Samira, he just daydreamed by occasionally looking at Samira the child.

"Papa can only say that the separation between Mama and Papa, is the destiny of God. Might as well... Papa and Mama don't mate anymore and mate Mama with someone else!."

Hearing the answer from the Word of the father, Samira was just silent he then put ice in his hands and he embraced the Word very tightly. Word who realized that, he just kept quiet by returning the hug very tightly.

Feeling that his embrace had been answered by the father, Samira whispered to the Word with glassy eyes.

"Sorry Samira Pa, Samira once hurt Papa, by continuing to praise Om Ayan. This time Samira wants Papa back with Mama, is that maybe Pa?" samira said sadly in her father's arms. Hearing that Word just silent, suddenly he remembered an event of the past is very bitter in his life.

Flashbacks..... A few years before Samira was born.

Seen Jasmine stood in front of the door with a look of face, shocked and tearful with a stomach that already looks big about 7 months.

At that time Jasmine saw the middle Word together with a woman in her study with the state of the Word and the woman looked random, even buttons clothes from the Word open all.

At that time Firman and the woman were doing an adult scene, where at that time she did a lip meeting scene with lips.

"So this is what you do? Enjoy it" said Jasmine with tears flowing down her cheeks. He then leaves, realizing that Jasmine caught him committing a heinous act, Firman rushes after Jasmine and tries to explain to Jasmine what happened. Even then he forgot not to fix his buttons and immediately followed Jasmine out of his office.

While Jasmine was in the office courtyard, Firman managed to catch up to her. He managed to stop Jasmine by holding one of Jasmine's hands.

"Wait for Jasmine, I can explain it to you," said Word after he managed to hold one of Jasmine's hands. Realizing that her hand was stopped by the Word, Jasmine turned and stood before the Word with tears and sad eyes and disappointed. He then let go of the hand of the Word very roughly.

"What do you want to explain? Whahuh? Everything is clear. A husband I thought was loyal, a husband I thought only loved me. Turns out..... You are a traitor too!" jasmine said with tears continuously flowing down her cheeks. He then approached the Word again, and he continued saying "you are not so different from Ijaz, as are traitors!."

After saying that, Jasmine seemed to shake her head like she did not believe what the Word did, she then turned and went to the car and away from the Word.

The word that heard in the same likeness as Ijaz the man who had hurt Jasmine, he just kept silent and did not say a word. His eyes only continued to look towards Jasmine who left with a sad look.

Inside the car, tears kept flowing down Jasmine's cheeks. At that time Jasmine was really sad about what the Word did. He really could not say a word, his mouth only looked tightly closed, but his eyes had spoken very clearly.

In the office, the woman came out of the room in her place a while ago with a neat state, when she was outside. Employees and employees who at that time worked in the office only looked at the woman with disgust, he felt disbelief that the woman who was well known in the office was silent to love her boss. She was Nova, a beautiful woman who became a secretary of the Word. At that time, Nova was really considered a very bad woman, people around her talked about her openly. At that moment the sadness in his eyes was clearly visible, but because of the people in the

the office saw the scene, finally they did not care about the sadness of Nova. He even considered that the sadness felt by Nova was only false sadness.

Not long after, Firman also came and saw that employees who worked in his office vilifying Nova. Seeing that, Nova hoped that Firman would defend himself and scold him but what power it turns out he did not do that and he instead let his employees vilify Nova.

At that time he was only concerned about Jasmine, seeing that Nova looked even sadder and more embarrassed. He decided to leave the office after Firman headed to his work room by behaving indifferently with him.

After Nova leaves, Firman leaves her room and leaves the office to look for Jasmine.

A few moments later, he arrived home. In a hurry, he got out of the car and entered the house by calling Jasmine's name, but Jasmine was not in the house they were in.

Realizing that, Firman also thought that the Jasmine people went home to his parents. He got back in the car and headed to Jasmine's parents' house. While at Jasmine's house, Firman immediately got out of the car and knocked on the door with a bang on the door while calling out Jasmine's name.

After a moment of knocking on the door, Father and Mother Jasmine walked out of the house.

"Keep, Jasmine is here!" jasmine's father said well and was still calm.

"Pa, Ma, please allow the Word into the house. I want to apologize to Jasmine," replied Firman kindly and seemed sorry for what he had done.

Hearing that remark, Jasmine's father released his hand that held both of Word's arms. He looked sad, but suddenly there was a slap in the room.

At that time, Jasmine's father slapped the Word so hard that he made the Word just turn his face by holding the cheek that was slapped by Jasmine's father.

"It's easy for you to apologize, do you think, I'll let you into the house? No Word, Papa is very disappointed with you. I thought that before Jasmine married you, that evil man was only Ijaz, but the truth is that I was wrong. It turns out that you are more ruthless than Ijaz, and now you have come to apologize with Jasmine. Do you think your actions can be forgiven? No Word, absolutely cannot be forgiven. Now you're out of here" said Jasmine's father loudly to drive the Word out of the house.

Seeing that, Firman continued to beg Father Jasmine to allow himself to meet with Jasmine, but the more he pleaded, Father Jasmine was even more sturdy to expel the Word from home. In fact, because Jasmine's father was already unable to control his emotions. Jasmine's father built Word who was sitting on his knees begging Jasmine's parents. He wakes Firman by pulling the collar of Firman's clothes and he pulls him out to his car.

When he was near the car, Jasmine's father removed the collar of the Word clothes by giving a little encouragement to the Word, until he was pushed a few steps closer to Jasmine's father.

"Listen good Dad, I won't let you see Jasmine again, I'm asking you to divorce Jasmine" Jasmine's father said in a high tone, pointing to the Word.

"Dad, Firman beg you. Don't ask for this, Firman loves Jasmine. The Word cannot do this" answered the Word with tears that washed his eyes.

At that time he did not realize that Jasmine was actually on the second floor and was looking at himself below with tears flowing down his cheeks.

When, he realized that Jasmine was on the second floor. Firman looked at Jasmine sadly and hoped to speak to Jasmine to apologize to her, but at that moment he did not find her. Seeing that the Word had seen him, Jasmine also entered into the room in her residence and did not care about the Word anymore.

Seeing that, Firman continued to call Jasmine, but at that time Jasmine did not come out of her room she actually closed the window tightly in her place. The Word looked very sad after seeing everything that had happened. He was right about what would happen next.

Seeing that, Jasmine's father was seen leaving the Word with an angry face to the Word.

"I'm sorry, baby" Firman said softly and sat on his knees near his car looking up at Jasmine's tightly shut room. At that time, the Word looked sad. Her tears seemed to flow down her cheeks.

Inside the room, Jasmine sat in front of a large mirror in her room. At that time, an old notebook looks the same as the one obtained from Ijaz looks closed and neatly arranged on the make up table in front of him.

It was then that tears welled up her cheeks over what had happened in her life. He then looked towards the same notebook as he got from Ijaz. At first he hesitated to open the book, but he tried to clear the doubt and re-write what he felt.

Marriage is a wish for happiness, marriage is a vague but real bond over love.

Now, what do you get, right? A ray of hope for the happiness of marriage is now just a thorn in the heart.

Will this thorn wound be treated? Will this thorn be released in the heart? Lord, give me your best path, give me your best hope.

Jasmine wrote in the light brown notebook with a sad face and a trembling hand as she wrote each word in the book. He then released the pen he was holding and without closing the book he went to the bed to lay his body that had been sore he felt.

As he was already lying on his bed, he looked towards the sky of his room with tears continuously flowing from his eyes. He then rubbed his stomach slowly which had grown.

"Everything will be fine, son," said Jasmine who then rubbed her stomach by lying on her bed.

Outside the house, Firman was still saddened by the roar of tears flowing down his cheeks. He continued to look towards the room Jasmine was in. By continuing to say sorry to Jasmine softly, even though he knew that he would not be easy to forgive by Jasmine and her family.

At that time, seeing that the Word was still outside the house by looking at the room occupied by Jasmine. Jasmine's father was seen peering at Word from behind the window that was near the door. At that time he also seemed sad about what the Word did, but he was also disappointed by what the Word did by covering Jasmine with his own co-workers. Especially he knew that Jasmine was pregnant, it really made Jasmine's father very disappointed with the Word, even he did not want to talk or see her face. However, he also realized that Jasmine must also be saddened by what she saw.

After seeing the Word who was still outside the house for a few seconds, Jasmine's father closed the curtains slowly and he then left by the window without saying another word. He tries to be indifferent to the Word after seeing what the Word does outside the house.