A Cold Frozen Hearts

Eps. 49 Be Yourself

A sullen face was clearly drawn when Nayla had just woken up and saw Raysa with Aura talking while laughing.

The man, though not too close to a girl but different from the girl who just came.

Aura who knew if there was a cold gaze was shown by her hurriedly came out with a simple reason.

“How dare you...” said Nayla as the girl exited the medical room.

“When did you wake up?” raysa asked confusedly because the girl had woken up.

“So if I don't wake up, you will continue to make out with the girl?” asked Nayla with a face full of defeat.

Raysa laughed a little.

“You're jealous?” raysa asked as she brought her face closer to Nayla.

“Hm. No,” said Nayla while turning her face away.

the man immediately stroked the hair of the girl before him.

“He is my aunt's son, you could say he is my distant cousin and he came here because he is a doctor sent from America to you,” Raysa said as she pinched the girl's cheek.

“Oh...” says Nayla with tone judes.

“Do you think I have a special relationship with him? Pft, he doesn't like me. But she likes your sister,” Raysa said with a smile.

Nayla threw her face to the side, it was possible that the man before her looked calm, as if he thought it was common.

“Yes, I don't like to see you smile like that with other girls, I don't like you feeling okay after being hugged like that. It was as if I wasn't there, when clearly you knew I saw what you two were doing there,” Nayla said in a loud and vexed tone. “Out... I don't want to see you,” said Nayla telling Raysa to come out.

Aufal was laughing outside, hearing what he had just heard from inside the room. He knows how the girl's personality is, and he laughs at Raysa.

“Why are you here?” raysa asked as she looked at Aufal.

“Laughing at you for being angered by him. For a long time, I had never heard of him getting angry like that,” Aufal said as he stared at Raysa's face. “And I miss his open self, and not harboring what he thinks, too bad it wasn't me who was angry with him when I missed his scolding like that,” said Aufal while whispering in Raysa's ear then left the man.

“Being like her?” ask Raysa to herself. “What does it mean?” Raysa thought about what the rival was saying.

So much is still stuck in Nayla's heart, as if the burden can not be accommodated anymore. He who used to be silent and withhold what he wanted to say, choosing silence was a painful thing for himself. Hold everything, hold it and keep it.

“Are you just that, you want to tell that guy?” aufal asked while injecting a medicine into Nayla's infusion tube. “You don't hold it, the more it's not good for your heart, you know that, right? I just want you to be happy this time, seeing you with that other guy is okay for me, and seeing you smile like you used to be my biggest wish. Part of you is lost because of me, so I am also responsible about you,” said Aufal while taking care of the drugs he gave to Nayla.

“He can escape from me,”

“You want me to hit,” snapping Nayla makes the man laugh.

“Hey, I became an internal organ donor registrar. If something happens later, you can accept my heart,” Aufal said in a soft and relaxed tone.

Nayla was silent to hear that, she knew the man was always serious about what he said a long time ago, even though the man chose to break the promise.

It felt like something was wrong with Nayla's heart, her tears flowing down her cheeks unconsciously. Especially about the man's words “At least, I can keep my promise to take care of you,”

Kurnia sat while watching the members in the race, occasionally he stole a glance at the girl in his tribe.

Today he is not accompanied by his friend and that man who is his captain. It took some time for Raysa to make a decision, whether to pursue her career in the military or accompany her lover to seek treatment.

A week after dr. Aura, Raysa took the decision to take a two-year leave from the military, and handed over all business to her best friend.

Registering to receive a heart donation is very rare.

Aufal had prepared his divorce papers with Nayla before he left for the border.

Loving the girl for too long, at least she has kept the promise she once made to marry the girl.

At the bottom of his little heart there was a deep sadness of not being able to sustain the girl for longer to be next to him. Indeed, it is painful when the girl he loves wants to live with others, but the past cannot be changed by young, and the girl did not accept him as a man competing to fill her heart.

It feels like love is like a changing season in one's heart. When it is dry, rainy, snow is an ordeal while spring and fall are the culmination of a harmony of feelings.

Heart rate can not be lied to, when the tongue says no different from a heartbeat that is in rhythm with the radiance of the feeling shown in both eyeballs.

Sometimes, there is something very difficult to explain when starting to like others, sometimes we can not think properly when we are in love.

Jealousy, and unbelief are no different. Love and love are not much different. Moreover, hate and love can be reversed at the same time. When love becomes hate, and when hate becomes love.

There are times when we cannot feel all those emotions, when we are betrayed and trust in others is no more. Cold in the heart begins to spread, so we do not have feelings for others.\=

As with the sisters Nayla and Kurnia, they are almost in a very similar destiny. Make them not easy to trust others, or not easy to give trust and open their hearts. But it's different when they really like it back. No matter how painful they are, it is still able to endure the feelings.

Perhaps, the iceberg could melt due to the warmth. Volcanoes are not easy to cool with ice.

It feels like the fates of these two sisters are always together and always the same, having a heart that is very difficult to deal with, but having a heart that is so warm when others can have them.

Moesa looked at the bracelet that had been in his storage for a long time.