A Cold Frozen Hearts

Eps. 34 Dating, Necklace, and Hugs — Raysa

Today, I realize that my race is growing more and more and I have made a decision.

— Alan Aditya Raysa —

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There is a feeling that is difficult to explain when you hear him tell you about it.

“At that time, I just depended on fate luck. Not having anyone, and not wanting to involve anyone. Because it has no one by my side,”

“Don't look at me like that, I just don't want people who just know me to pity me,”

The look in his eyes made me repeat the same word, the same sentence.

“I want to meet my family,”

“Let me take you. Why more daydreaming? What are you thinking?”

“Cure your disease. So that you don't get involved too far because of my problems,”

“After eating, change your clothes. I'll drop you off,”

“Did you ever tell that guy?”

“Em. No, if I tell her it's the same as giving her a chance to re-enter. After three years, I told someone other than my best friend. You're a lucky man, I told him,” he looked at me with a smile.

“Let's make use of each other. I don't mind, as long as we're both comfortable with this charade,”

“I'll change clothes, after that we leave. Thanks porridge, this is the first time after so long I have breakfast on this date,”

I'm still confused about him. There is a warm side, there is an icy side that is difficult to warm.

Throughout the journey he just kept silent and said nothing. Choosing to sleep and listen to songs.

A message went into his phone, a familiar name for me—dr. Auphal.

“You all right? I'm concerned. If there's anything to tell me. Don't be damned, you'll be sick later. Do not eat spicy, do not eat ramen, do not forget to wear hats and glasses so that people do not recognize you. I'm proud to see you,”

Hm. This guy sucks, even if he's not here, it still makes me feel uneasy.

When seeing the rigidity and fragility of a woman at the same time, again the heart is so moment. Even when I saw him being treated badly, it took me a step ahead of him. To protect her, in front of so many people I had never done before.

The look in the eyes of the man she was calling her brother was so sharp it looked at me.

“How dare you touch my beloved sister,”

The deg!

This man, speaking of me holding Nayla when she was drunk that night. Hm, it seems like this guy is very nice to her. Even putting emphasis on the word sister, as if it was a warning and saying if she was the very girl she called the sister.

The man told me so many things I didn't know about the girl he called his sister. As if I wasn't someone else, and really believed in me. Even when I hear something that doesn't make sense, to make someone want to kill I just realize that love is a bomb that can explode at any time.

“... This please give it to him. Actually, today is her birthday, the birthday my father gave her. Every day before the day of birth and the day of birth that my father gave me, he would sleep like that, more silent and less talkative. She likes to eat spicy food,”

“Dan... she always never eats in today, just leave it,”

I looked at Nayla with so many questions I wanted to ask her.

“You go on a date with me tomorrow?” suddenly he asked making my face red. How could a woman say such a thing first

“Ka... you..”.

“Em, I'm again writing a romantic scene, so I need real activity to make it, and let's just say tomorrow I'll help you cure the disease,” she said with a smile.

Forgetting someone we promised a life together, shaken because of you. Should I follow the game of destiny?

Whether it was unconsciously done by him or on purpose, made him so impressed in this heart. I still can't figure out how I really feel about her. To me, everything feels weird.

“Eeeemm... Delicious,”

Suddenly he grabbed the food on the spoon I was holding.

“So close,” I sat in, his face so close to me.

I could feel, if my face had been flushed, my heart was beating very tight and irregularly.

“You sick?” suddenly tanyanya. “Your face is so red,” he said again while looking at me.

“Very close,” I said impinge again. Seeing his face so close.

“Aaa... This, because it's hot. Looks like I want to take a shower first,” the question makes me embarrassed, and misbehavior. And choose to go take a shower.

“What happened to me? Why am I so comfortable with him, even this feeling I never felt on Naomi,” I said quietly while holding the left chest felt an irregular heartbeat from earlier.

“Quiet Raysa, just live the current one,” my murmur.

My eyes were fixed, on a sight that did not please my heart. Since it made me rush, it turned out just to stand on the sidewalk along with some people who were waiting for public transportation.

“You sure?” I just feel uncomfortable around. “Why not memb..”

“Shut up, don't protest,” said Nayla to make me speechless. “If we take a car, you can not interact with outsiders, so we better take an angkot or bus only,”

“But..”.

“Trust me. Oh, the angkot has come,” again I can not say for him.

I could only frown at the sight of a public transport stopping.

Clearly, many people were jostling inside.

“Come aboard,” his order to ride, let alone see me who is only silent at the door of the car. “Let's go up, don't just stay there,” again he told me to go up, but this time it's different he pulled my hand to go inside.

It was so annoying when getting some mothers gossiping and finding out about the two of us, it felt like coming down. But, his hand still gripped my hand, so smooth, so soft and so small.

In fact, even at the stop I did not realize because it was so comfortable with the grip of his small hand.

“Why does this girl feel fine, like not feeling anything when holding my hand, whereas I have since wanted to hide my face,” I said inwardly, while following where she will be under him.

“We go to the amusement park, the market, all the crowd. What about what you feel? Did your allegiance relapse?” tanyakanya.

“No,” replied Raysa briefly.

“But your face is red like that? Is it true that your allergies are not relapsing?” again the question was so annoying, as if she had never dated.

“Or do you have a fever?” ask her again while checking my condition with her hand on my forehead.

“No-no. It's because of the sultry,” I said lie.

“Yes already, we rest first. Today, don't worry about anything. Enjoy this moment. Trust me,”

“True what he said, enjoy today,”

Every now and then I steal a look at him, looking at his face up close. So sweet, especially when he was enjoying ice cream with a casual dress.

Shru... Shru... Shru...

Suddenly, he sipped a drink that was in my hand.

The deg!

“His face is so close,” I said implying.

“Why did you drink my drink?” I try to avoid and pull my drink.

“Uhuk... Why did you pull the drink. I'm going to be drinking,” said Nayla because the drink accidentally went into her nose and spilled on her shirt.

“Who told main nyosor drinks people,” I said annoyed.

The clothes he was wearing, wet because of my drink. I just realized that she is such a pussy girl.

“Wear this, your clothes are wet. Don't let anyone else see your underwear, just me,”

“Yak. You pervert,” screeched Nayla while hitting me, then went to the toilet to clean her clothes.

Good chance, 'cause he went to the toilet made me go for a minute to buy something.

“Excuse me,”

I saw a necklace, with a pendant so beautiful. Fortunately, no one bought the necklace.

“I want this one,” I said as I pointed towards the necklace I wanted to buy.

“Precise selection. This is the latest design necklace, and is the only one in the design due to its high difficulty level. The price is also very expensive, because there are diamonds,”

“Anything. I want this necklace,”

“Wah. Good. This necklace, I want to tell you something. In addition to the design using diamonds, this necklace actually has a GPS, suitable as a gift for your partner, so you can find it if something happens to him. You want the gift in the wrapper like what?”

“Simple only,”

My eyes looked towards someone who was no stranger to me. I paused for a moment and followed him silently.

I just realized that I left Nayla at the cafe and hurriedly left feeling annoyed.

I see, he hasn't come back from the toilet yet, when you come back your face is still upset.

“Already, I'm sorry,” I said as she ruffled her hair trying to calm her down.

“Today, I can be in the crowd, even I don't feel if my allergies recur,” I said impassively while looking towards Nayla. “This comfort with him, to make me forget what I saw earlier,” I said again inwardly.

It was so fun doing so many things with him. Seeing the cheerful face of the lady who was with me, really made me fall asleep.

“Thank you, a lot of you got the doll from the claw machine,” said Nayla who was hugging some dolls that were obtained from the claw machine.

Ck. Are all girls so fond of someone getting and winning something for her?!

The deg! My heart sank, when I thought about it.

We passed the accessories place where I bought the necklace.

“Y... The necklace has been bought by people,” murmured in a slow and disappointed tone.

The female servant who saw me was a little surprised.I immediately gave a signal to be quiet.

“Oh look at that,” point at Nayla while looking at something. Fortunately, his attention was distracted. “Get the doll for me. Ayoos... Quickly, play and get it for me,” he said pleading.

A few minutes later.

“Yes, thank you,” said Nayla while picking up the big doll.

“Are you a child?”

“Hey, I'm not sensitive. The woman likes this kind of thing,” said Nayla instantly made my heart beat again very quickly.

“Ayo... We try that game again,” said Nayla while pulling Raysa.

Every day, working in the playground with him is so tiring.

“Why am I this comfortable, why am I smiling happily at this girl, when I see this sad version of her so heartache,”

“He made the sadness in my heart just disappear,”

“I want to take care of it, I want to wipe away those tears,” Raysa said again.

“I want to hug her, and always be next to her,”

I put my feet closer to her, and hugged her from behind.

“Raysa..” strangle Nayla. “Why are you hugging me?” tanyanya tried to get out of my arms.

“Let it be like this for a moment. I want to hold you for a moment,” I said as I continued to hug the girl. “Even if I have her as my future wife, it's okay if I do the same. Selfishness is okay,” I said inwardly as I continued to hug her.

“What happened anyway?” tanyakanya.

“I'll be leaving for Border tomorrow. So let me hug you like this,”

Now, he no longer rebelled and just remained silent without taking out a word.

A comfort, a peace I never felt before. Makes me, hug her more and put her in my jacket so I can hold her tighter.

“Are you going to hug her like this?” his asking suddenly irritated me a little.

“Did you let me hug you like this next time?” I tried to divert the conversation

Silent for a moment, maybe he was thinking about the answer to my question.

“Of course, so that your disease can be cured quickly,” he replied. “Tell, mutually utilize,”

The answer bothered me, I didn't like that kind of answer. I want another answer.

“I'm curious about girl who likes,”

Why ask about the girl, at a time like this. Not fun.

I turned her body so I could see her face. It made our faces very close.

“Happy birthday,” I said whispering in the girl's right ear while putting a necklace on her.

“And thank you for today,” I said as I looked at the face of the girl before him very deeply.

His face was so small, delicate, a sad look, made me tempted and eager to kiss his tiny lips. As if he was like a peach that was so ripe and tempting to enjoy.

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———————— To be Continued ———————