A Cold Frozen Hearts
Eps. 14 Allow me to continue Hugging You
“I don't know what I really feel, I just follow my heart,”
“I want to hug her, and always be next to her,”
“Really... I want to hug the little girl,” said Raysa again.
Suddenly Raysa moved her legs closer towards Nayla and hugged the girl from behind very tightly. It surprised the girl.
“Raysa..” strangle Nayla. “Why are you hugging me?” nayla asked trying to get out of the man's arms.
“Let it be like this for a moment. I want to hold you for a moment,” said Raysa as she continued to hug the girl. “I beg you..” Pinta Raysa with the sound of lyrics whispered near Nayla's ear.
“What happened anyway?” ask Nayla.
“I'll leave for Border tomorrow,” Raysa said. “So let me hug you like this,”
Nayla just kept quiet without rebelling. It was as if she was being lulled into Raysa's arms.
The wind blew, hitting the girl's hair. It felt like Raysa was dissolved in the warm embrace she was giving Nayla.
I don't know how long she's been hugging Nayla like that, it feels like she's so comfortable. In fact, he unwittingly wrapped the girl up, in order to get inside the jacket he was wearing.
“Are you going to hug her like this?” tanya Nayla tried to melt the silent atmosphere between the two of them.
The deg!
The question as to what it was, it felt so strange with an atmosphere like this.
“Did you let me hug you like this next time?” raysa asked, making the girl freeze.
Nayla knew, she couldn't give a random answer to such a question.
“Of course, so that your disease can be cured quickly,” replied Nayla.
Somehow Nayla's answer made the man dislike her, as if he wanted another answer.
“I was curious about the girl who likes,” said Nayla again made Raysa unable to answer.
Maybe for Raysa this girl was so stupid, asking for someone else while the one with that person was her.
Raysa turned the girl's body in her arms, so that the girl's face was faced with her. Their faces were so close to each other.
“Happy birthday,” said Raysa whispering in the girl's right ear while putting a necklace on Nayla. “And thank you for today,” Raysa said as she looked at the face of the girl before her very deeply.
“Nayla...” shouted someone from the direction of the door.
Nayla was shocked to see who was at the door. That girl is Laura. While Raysa was hugging him was also surprised and immediately released his embrace.
“Em. Laura, I..” Nayla was trying to explain what was going on.
“How are you going to explain to me what you guys were doing?” ask Laura.
“Dia... Eemm... He's this..”
“Daughter, I'm her boyfriend.”.
Laura laughed out loud hearing Raysa's words.
“You want to trick me? I know what my best friend looks like, she definitely won't be dating,”
“Laura we talk in the house only,”
“Come in,” said Laura told Raysa to come inside the house. “You... Why didn't you tell me, if you were.”.
“You don't trust me..” said Nayla. “Do you want to date me,” Nayla mocked Laura.
“No..”
Nayla laughed at the expression of her best friend.
It felt like Nayla became someone else when she was with Laura. Raysa saw the change.
Laura sat down while sipping her tea, she listened to Raysa's explanation without interrupting in the slightest.
Nayla, who was sitting quietly listening earlier, had fallen asleep because she was so excited all day.
Pluck up!
Nayla's head rested on Raysa's shoulder.
“This child, how can he sleep anywhere he wants,” said Laura who saw Nayla fall asleep.
“He was too excited this morning, when we went to the amusement park,” Raysa said.
“Thank you. To be honest, she had never been to such a place before,” Laura said telling her the figure of Nayla who was in the know.
“Never?”
“Iya, and it was the first time for him to come to such a place. He is not a person who easily jokes, spending money on something that is useless. He usually goes private giving, as a teaching assistant, and spends more of his time making money. Yes, even if I take her, she won't leave. Sometimes he just sits in the cafe playing with his laptop,” Laura said.
Raysa who saw Nayla sleeping soundly, carved out a smile.
“Where is his room?” raysa asked while holding Nayla.
“Top,” said Laura while pointing at Nayla's room.
The stairs leading to Nayla's room were made of wood, with the first 10 steps, leading to Laura's room, then 10 steps to the right of the second to her room.
Welcome to my room.
It will be clearly read on the wall of the entrance of his room.
Nayla's room is made of wood. When entering inside will be suguhi with a comfortable view in view of the eye. On the right side, there is a balcony with several types of flowers. The room is simple design, and more looks piles of books.
Raysa laid Nayla on the girl's soft bed.
Raysa looked at the room. A picture frame that makes Raysa curious because the photo is not displayed as where it should be like other photos.
Raysa tightly grasped the picture frame as if he did not like a smile that was so happy engraved on the lips of the girl in the photo.
Next to the frame is a photo album, Raysa takes a look at the photo album. Some photo cloases look empty, like they were accidentally removed.
Raysa glanced at Nayla who was fast asleep.
A memo in sight. Like a plan. But more prominent are the words that make Raysa's heart as if being slashed.
“If I don't deserve to be happy, that's okay. I know, you have other plans for me. To love without being loved is okay, and it is better to see her happy. That's more than enough to describe how much I love her,”
A letter is seen on the table.
Raysa reads the letter, which is intended for Nayla's parents, to attend the graduation ceremony next week.
Raysa calmed her mind, while sitting on the balcony and staring at the sleeping Nayla. He read Nayla's book of personal poems, every figurative in the poem went to the bottom of his heart.
“Why are you so fragile? Makes me want to always be by your side and protect you. I can't possibly fall in love with you, right?”
The deeper Raysa thought about it the more she was dissolved in an emotion that was difficult for her to understand until she fell asleep on Nayla's balcony chair.
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A black sedan drove down the street. Raysa was picking up Nayla from campus because she was in court today in front of the campus board of directors because of a case that was circulating. Today was different as usual, he did not wear casual clothes but wore his uniform.
Nayla walked out of the courtroom feeling relieved. Several pairs of looking eyes stared intently at him.
“Something wrong with me?” ask Nayla.
“No,”
It was not strange anymore if he became a hibahan material by the people. Not everyone makes diriny as a topic, but from now on he always gets some bouquets, and some kinds of gift parcels.
Even when the trial took place earlier, he was as relaxed as if he had done nothing wrong. Almost most praised Nayla's nature, but did not justify her drunken attitude. He knew that, because as a scholarship-earning senior and teaching assistant he had to be a good example figure for his juniors.
Nayla accidentally hit someone.
“Sorry,” says Nayla.
“It's okay,” said a girl who was hit by Nayla.
Nayla looked towards the girl, her eyeballs were rounded when she saw the girl. He must know the girl. Nayla wants to get away from the girl as soon as possible.
“Nayla... Your name is Nayla, right?” ask the girl—Clara Rianda.
Nayla was silent and did not move from her position, it felt like she could not believe the girl knew her name.
“Sorry, you got the wrong person,” said Nayla as she hurriedly left.
“Wait..” again the girl made Nayla not continue her steps. “I am with him, have divorced,” said the girl.
“Sorry... That's the problem of you two,”
“Can you listen to what I tell you? Please!”
Nayla just looked into the girl's eyes. He remembered very well, the eyes and face of the girl who was beside Aufal back then.
The girl who was 3 years older than him was staring with a face begging Nayla to hear what she wanted to say. Nayla also accepted the girl's request.
A few moments later the girl left Nayla with a smile. Until the ringing of the mobile woke him from his daydream.
“What are you thinking?” ask the guy from across the phone, he's Raysa. “Look ahead,” Raysa said as she opened her car glass.
Nayla only looked on without any expression, but not with the people who were around Nayla when she saw Raysa.
Nayla steps into the car, but Raysa gets out of the car and brings Nayla flowers.
Those who see whispering, do not wait for a long time many who pay attention to them.
Raysa stepped closer while holding the rose bucket, then stopped exactly about 30cm from Nayla.
“Don't ever let go again,” Raysa said as she took something out of her pocket, it was the necklace she gave Nayla last night. “Do not lose,” Raysa said again while re-wearing the necklace.
“Who is that guy?”
“Senior Nay, not like that before. Usually he will get angry if someone gives him flowers,”
“This is for you,” said Raysa gave a flower bucket to Nayla, then touched the girl's forehead.
“Aaawww..”
“Do not daydream,” Raysa said as she pinched Nayla's cheek.
“Aaaawwww..”
“Eat him don't daydream,”
“Iya. Yes,” said Nayla while kicking the man's leg. “Sick tau,” said Nayla then died Raysa who was in pain because he was kicked by her.
——————— To be Continued ——————
“This Story Is Completely Fictional. The name, Character, as well as Organization that appeared, had absolutely nothing to do with the real world”
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