A Cold Frozen Hearts
Eps. 29 Destiny or Coincidence — Rasya
RAYSA VERSION STORY
Whether fate sent me a healer, or wanted to make me really understand what I was feeling.
— Alan Aditya Raysa —
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I sat down and sipped a cup of coffee, since I sent him a message but not yet in reply.
“Hai,”
“Night,”
“After home?”
Several times I hit him but not yet reply.
“Is he busy?”
An hour passed, two hours passed, three jampoons passed. Every now and then I check my phone, hoping to get a reply.
“Is he really busy? Or don't want to reply to my chat?”
“What's with me?” I said deeply while feeling my irregular heartbeat.
Kurnia who saw me, as if confused by what I was doing since, as if not focused on the game.
Around 10pm, my phone suddenly rang indicating a chat had just come in, so quickly I grabbed my phone and saw the incoming message.
I tilted my head for a moment, looking at the incoming message.
“This is Alan who?”
The message that confused me. He pretended to forget, or did not remember!
“Do you really not remember?”
“No, I never even remember having saved a contact on behalf of Alan,”
I smiled, reading the message. He remembered me when he met.
“You hit me this afternoon,”
I answered his message reminding me of the incident this afternoon when I saved his bag.
“Oh, I remember now. You're that goose guy, right?”
Ck! He only remembers me as a goose guy, maybe my contacts will be renamed looking for a goose guy too.
“Are you busy. I've been chatting you since,”
“No, I was just talking on the phone with someone,”
“Pacar?”
“No,”
“Oh so you don't have a girlfriend yet?”
The questions from the simple now end with a rather strange question in my opinion.
“You want dinner together?”
I sent back a message, when I saw that he had read my message. But, not replying. Maybe he didn't want to answer that question.
“Alright, for saving my bag. I'm the one who bought it,”
Another reply from her, I thought I would not get a reply from her.
“Yes,” I cheered happily making Kurnia who was playing the game surprised to make him lose.
“Why?”
“No,” I replied lying.
I don't want him to know, if I'm in the middle of a chat with a girl. Especially with my status, who will be his sister-in-law in the near future. Somehow the feeling of comfort can not be lost, to make me momentarily forget him who became the mooring of my heart long ago.
“I've never seen you that happy when I received a message. Whatisit? Did you win the lottery?” ask Kurniawan.
“No, just a prank message,” I replied.
“Aaa. Fad message for taking a girl to dinner,” said Kurniawan made my face change. "Looks like that girl made you no longer afraid..”.
Not done yet he continued his words, I had stuffed his mouth with cake.
I wanted to chat longer with her, but when I sent the message, there was no reply. In fact, there is no reply, but it has not been read. When I tried calling her, her number was off. Hm.
I tried to stalk the girl's social media account, but I only found the dormant social media account. Looks like he didn't create an account anymore, or because of something.
Most college children today use sosmed and upload their daily lives, but different from him. Even his final status, was so painful.
Maybe you're too hard for me to reach. Or I'm hoping too much, until I don't know if I am, and you're so different.
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“Yak, help me choose a good outfit,” I said to Kurnia while choosing the clothes I would use for dinner with her.
“You like it or just curious?” ask Kurnia.
“I just want to get to know him, not betray your sister,” I said as I patted my best friend's shoulder.
I've tried a few clothes, but none of them fit me well.
Until a phone came in with an emergency ringtone, the ringtone was specific to the call from the General.
A little stiff, I caught the phone. And. ended up with a mission that made me look towards Kurnia.
When the duty of the state is a priority for a protective warrior. Anything, that is personal will be a second matter.
I was wearing all black, because it was a secret mission and had to wear it.
He took the key of the motorbike, and hurried off to meet the girl. At least I want to say goodbye to him.
From a short distance away, I could see it. Her clothes were mediocre, it seemed like this dinner was just a dinner for her. I tried to contact him and tell him to get out of that place because there was something important I wanted to say.
A face without any experescence, as if he had no emotions at all. In fact, when I said that if I canceled dinner, because I had a sudden business, he did not comment or dislike me. Unique strange girl, that's my impression of her.
A week on a mission, I'm still curious about the girl. But time brought me back to guard the border.
I received volunteer documents from one of the top campuses in the capital. When looking at the profiles of the volunteers, somehow my heart was a little happy to see a photo of a girl who was no stranger to me.
I'll meet him, I'll beat him up like that.
Kurniawan just looked at me, and asked about my feelings for the girl, again he wanted to remind me that I should not do anything.
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I waited for the volunteers who arrived at Kam Borders, including him.
The expressionless face, his hair in the wind until messy. He walked first, while his team was behind him. I only saw the circumstances around, when asked about where they slept he immediately rushed to his place.
A man was talking to her, the expressionless look on her face changed slightly. Maybe his girlfriend, but he said if he doesn't have a girlfriend, maybe someone he likes? Hm.
Looking at the ocean is the right way to calm down. As if the heart is continuous with its vast expanse.
“So the urgent thing you mean is to guard the border, Captain Raysa,” he said as he joined me sitting on the sand while looking at the free sea.
“Em. I should have told you about..”
“No need, I already knew when you helped get my bag. Even your clothes back then were gunpowder. I assumed it smelled gunpowder because you were a cop. But, the police did not have a strong smell of gunpowder. Unlike soldiers who practice with bombs and shooting drills at all times,” he said.
He seems to know about my job.
“Who was the man who spoke to you earlier?” I suddenly asked about the man she was talking to.
“Oh. He's Aufal, medical officer,”
“You know him?”
“Em. Very familiar. He's my ex-boyfriend,” he replied to me in surprise.
“Former girlfriendr?” I was curious, as if to clarify what he had just said.
“Iya Ex Girlfriend. He was married 3 years ago. I don't know if he's here to be a medical leased. We met a month ago at a school reunion. Uh! Sorry, I so confided in you,” he said explaining about the figure of the man who was talking to him.
Is this the meaning of the look on his face that I saw earlier, not because he liked the man but because the man was from his past, and the man who left him.
When he told me at length about this and that, it felt like he had known her longer than my first meeting with her.
And the surprising thing when he asked me to be his girlfriend. I was thinking if he was so weird, suddenly saying something like that. But I like it because I need his help.
Without hesitation, I told him about my illness. As if he wasn't afraid, if he would leak my secret to someone else. But I finally chose to trust her and made a contract to be her boyfriend and help me recover from this illness.
————————To be Continued ————————
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