(Tak) Bile Sepahit Bile

Section 115

Silence enveloped the two stuffs sitting in the backyard of the main house. Neither Cempaka nor Caesar, neither of them started the conversation. Cempaka looked down more, feeling awkward for the first time to meet again after they separated.

Many times Caesar glanced, but verbally was still reluctant to be moved. Only a sigh was heard to unravel the tightness and nervousness that struck the heart.

"If there's anything you want to talk about, just talk. If not, I'll be right back to my house" Cempaka said at last.

He ventured to glance, the male's appearance was slightly different than the time they met for the latter. Slightly unkempt, the sideburns that had never been seen before now look blackened.

"Hmm .. yes. Don't leave! I just wanted to tell you that. Stay here because not only do they need you, but me too" Caesar said without daring to look at the face of the woman he longed for.

Cempaka smiled hearing that, but doubt still mastered to see the attitude of Caesar who did not turn his head to him.

"really? Why do I feel unsure?" muttered Cempaka while sighing. His gaze turned back to the front, staring at the green expanse of vegetables.

Caesar was stunned to hear that, but his heart was justified because their meeting was due to compulsion. Married by force, serving without volunteering.

"Why don't you trust me. ah, of course. We marry not because of love, but because of coercion and only limited to a contract. I can understand" said Caesar resigned to the fate of his love.

Cempaka smiled, it turned out that the man beside him was too callous. But that's not what Cempaka really meant.

"Look me in the eye and say it again!" The soft sound of Cempaka is like a gentle breeze in the twilight that cools the heart.

Caesar looked up with his eyes widened. The smile carved by Cempaka made his throat narrow until it was difficult even just to swallow saliva.

"W-what?" Spontan asked not yet understood what Cempaka meant. Or just want to make sure if the ears do not hear wrong.

Cempaka smiled, staring deeply at the two black beads in front of him. Channeling all the flavors in the heart, in order to get a warm welcome from across.

"Say that one more time, I want you to say it while looking me in the eye," Pinta Cempaka glanced right and left at the two men's eyes in front of her.

Caesar's heart was pounding, like a virgin who had first known love.

Whatisthis? Why does it feel like my chest is pounding? Cempaka was not my first love and this was not my first. Oh, my heart stopped making noise.

Caesar gulped, not to mention the words of sweat had already sprung up around the temple.

"I waited. If you don't want to say it, I'll go," Cempaka threatened to scare Caesar away.

His hand quickly grabbed the woman's fingers in front, grasping them warmly and gently. Really, for whatever sake Cempaka can feel the vibrations in his body. Inwardly he laughed, wondering what was with that haughty man in front of him?

"Please, don't go. Don't leave me again. You left without giving me a chance to talk back then. Now, I want to tell you the truth that I want you by my side. Stay here, Champa. I lost half my life since you left me. Need you. Really am! Trust me," Caesar said despite holding back the turmoil that had arisen in his heart.

The blood of Cempaka shook his heart. He saw the sincerity that the two black beads exuded. Seriousness of what is spoken verbally, no lie let alone trickery. He was happy, but ....

"But what about Eva? Aren't you and him in love and inseparable? You never even came to see me when you were pregnant with them. I doubt he will if I return," said Cempaka still refrain from returning Caesar's hand.

Not to be missed, but the fingers of the man are actually getting stronger. A warm stream flowed throughout the veins, warming up the entire flavor in his heart.

"You'll never know if you don't come with me to see it. Champa, I .. I love you. Really love you, I only realized after you left me. Right now, you're all I want. Not the other one. Not even Eva. Come back to me, we start all over again. Are you ready?" cesar tightened his grip on both hands of Cempaka.

The woman smiled, thinking maybe what Caesar was doing right now was a proposal.

"Where are the flowers? Didn't you prepare flowers for me?" The head of the Champaka is wretched to the right and left looking for flowers that men always use to propose to a woman.

Caesar was confused. I no longer understand what Cempaka meant.

"W-what?" The man in front of her, confused.

Cempaka sighed, almost pulling his hand if only Caesar did not hold back immediately.

"Aren't you proposing to me? Usually a man who wants to propose to women will bring flowers as well as a ring. Did you prepare that too?" tanya Cempaka teases.

Met Caesar's face, turning quickly to hide it.

"You forgot to bring it, huh? Yes it's okay. Now is there anything you want to say?" said Cempaka while holding a smile to see Caesar's behavior go awry.

He bit his lips before turning to look at the woman in front of him. Closing Cempaka's hand to the lips, kissed him affectionately. A smile was etched gently there, implying the happiness of his heart.

"I will prepare our wedding grandly. I want to introduce you to the whole world so that everyone knows that you're the only woman in my life right now." Caesar again kissed Cempaka's hand, forming a red hue on his cheek.

"Champa, I want to hug you. Can I get it?" pinta Caesar with his heart.

"You did it earlier. I think that's enough to cure your miss. What's again? You can get everything after we're officially back. For now you must fast withholding desire," refused Cempaka remained with a smile engraved on the lips.

Caesar's face turned grim, sorrowful to his heart. If there was no table in the way, he would have pulled Cempaka's body to the chest. Clutch it tightly and never take it off again.

"So you agreed to come back to me?" Caesar's eyes sparkled brightly, happiness that had been lost again appeared.

"Well, depends on whether you really mean to take me back? Or just a little bit of an impingement." Cempaka again tested Caesar's earnestness even though his heart was no longer in doubt.

Cempaka pulled his hand, feeling moist and a little sore.

"That's because I'm upset with you. I was angry because as long as I was pregnant with them you never came to see. That's why I hid them from you. In fact, Arjuna just doesn't know if the baby I gave you isn't my baby." Cempaka sighed remembering his struggles that night.

"I'm sorry" said Caesar, looking down. Guilt slowly came to fill his heart. Feeling sorry and wanting to repeat wasted time.

"No problem, but I got your replacement. Someone accompanied me during pregnancy, became my friend, became my place to complain. If he didn't have that time, I'd really leave without you knowing." Cempaka turned to him right at the same time Caesar turned his head.

"Who?" In his heart he thought it must be Arjuna. Caesar planned to interrogate the young man whatever he had done with Cempaka.

"Dad."

However, Cempaka's short answer, made his tongue twitch instantly. It is quite unexpected if what the woman means is her own father.

"yeah. Daddyh. Dad came to tell me everything that he already knew the secret we kept. My dad recognized me as his daughter-in-law, not just Eva. I was so concerned about me and my pregnancy. If there was no father, I don't know what it would be like" said Cempaka honestly.

Caesar felt small before the old man, he turned and looked down deeply. Forgetting his obligation as a husband and father for the child conceived by Cempaka.

"For Evan. He's a child born of compulsion. I met a girl who was about to do an experiment for herself. She claimed that someone from the Aryan family had taken her chastity until she was pregnant, but that the man did not want to take responsibility."

Cempaka sighed remembering her meeting with Evan's mother at the time they were both pregnant.

"And do you know who it is?" Cempaka asked on the sidelines of his explanation.

Caesar shook his head, not knowing who Cempaka meant.

"Gyano. He who had impregnated the girl and did not want to take responsibility. For that I dare to give it to you because he is also one of the Aryan family members who must be cared for and cared for properly."

I swear by anything, Caesar was surprised not to play. This is definitely an unexpected surprise. Not expecting anything other than being with Eva, she also harassed the other girls. His decision to take care of Evan was correct. Caesar will protect the boy from his own father.

"Then, Ani?" Caesar remembered Ani, the woman Cempaka had sent to babysit Evan.

"She's the girl's mother. Evan's grandmother, who I asked to be his own granddaughter's nanny."

Another surprise that is no less great makes Caesar's heart beat abnormally.

"For that Ani is very protective. He didn't even let anyone touch Evan. I finally knew, it was all he did just to protect Evan from being touched by just anyone. Well, I understand," said Caesar understood Ani's position at that time was even more attentive than that of his own mother.

"That's how!" Cempaka shrugged his shoulders indifferently, justifying Ani's attitude of protecting his granddaughter. The two continued to engage in chatter until the Twins' crying voice again sounded deafening. Not just two, but three.

Evan cries, and is soon calmed down by his nanny. Cempaka glanced at the watch in Caesar's hand, looking at the time that already showed the lunch hour and rest for the Twins.

"It's appropriate for them to cry, it's time for them to have lunch and sleep. Can I just go? Or do you want to come with me? Don't you want to know your son?" cecar Cempaka as he got out of the chair and prepared to leave.

"Of course I'll come along. If you're allowed you'd want to put them to bed, too." Caesar winks his naughty eyes.

Cempaka snorted, turning the lazy eyeball away from him. He walked, in a hurry Caesar pursued not wanting to be left behind. Eva takes the two into the room, as well as Evan who is herded by the servant coconut into his own room.

"Where are you going?" sergeant lord Arya at the time when Caesar was about to follow Cempaka to his room.

"I want to put them to bed." Caesar answered innocently, but master Arya shook her head firmly.

"No! Before your relationship is established. Follow Dad!" Mr. Arya invites the child to sit on the terrace while enjoying a warm cup of tea as a chatting friend.

"Hows it? It worked?" asked Mr. Arya hope everything goes as expected.

"Well, Dad. Can you tell me why my two children are close to you" Caesar asked to know even though Cempaka had told him.

"yeah. That's because we meet often. In fact, Dad accompanied your two children since they were in the womb. So, it is only natural that they are very close to Father," replied Mr. Arya while turning his face away from the child.

Caesar grimaced, it should be that the one in the position of lord Arya at that time was himself. However, because Eva always managed to prevent him from leaving, so Caesar never came to visit the house where Cempaka lived.

Caesar was stunned, thinking about everything that had happened in his life. Starting from the death of the mother who he himself does not know for sure what pain the mother suffered until the life detached from the body.

"What about Eva?" Mr. Arya again asked about Eva whose behavior was known.

"I'm going to divorce Eva, I even kicked her out of the house not because of Cempaka. I had done that last night, before deciding to go visit Father here," Caesar replied with a sigh by the old man beside him.

"Then did you find out about Evan?" Mr. Arya asked again considering that Caesar had not known about the child he had cared for for for one year.

"Already, Dad. I found out last night, and I don't mind babysitting it. He's an innocent child and shouldn't bear the burden of his parents' mistakes." Caesar sighed remembering the fate of Evan who was born with no luck.

"You're right. I support what you plan to do, but don't let them take Evan for any reason. You have to keep the boy until he grows up." Mr. Arya fully supports what Caesar will do to Evan.

He knows everything, Gyan and Eva, and Lisa, who work with them.