(Tak) Bile Sepahit Bile

Section 114

Leaving Lisa and all her sufferings, at the house Caesar Yudi performed the task as instructed by the master.

Ani has been sitting in the room since she received a message from Eva. The rumors he heard, the news about Eva's departure from home last night, and their quarrel. Ani heard it clearly, but she couldn't do anything.

Anxious in his heart, no one will defend and defend him in that house. The only person to be a shield had left disrespectfully.

"What's my next fate? Am I going to be kicked out of this house?" Ani muttered uneasily. Keep hoping in your heart to keep him there. To be close to the grandson, to see him grow.

"May lord Caesar be kind to me, and permit me to remain. Oh my God, grant me my hope. I want to stay here to see my granddaughter grow up" Ani said expectantly.

He cupped his hands together on his chest, closing his eyes to prayer. It was only Evan who thought about it, not the others. He does not care about all the luxuries, if necessary Ani wants to take his granddaughter away and live together.

A hint of regret was present, disturbing his heart. Sorry for being too angry to take revenge. Regretful for being so lustful to make her suffer who already hurt her child. Sorry for not trying to let go. In the end, keep him away from his grandchildren.

"O Lord, forgive me my sins. I just want to be close to my granddaughter. Please don't keep me away from him. Please don't separate me from her, "please Ani's closing her eyelids.

Had he known it would all be bad, he would have taken care of his grandson himself. Ani realized something that she did not need revenge. It's just, the suffering experienced by her daughter made Ani dark eyes at that time.

"Oh, I'm sorry. Really sorry." Ani shed tears, covering her face with both hands. Sobbing softly and bitterly, it really wasn't what he wanted.

Dissolved in tears, washed away in a sense of regret that did not perk, Ani was stunned when the door of her room was knocked on by someone. The voice of the female worker was heard calling out her name following later.

"Ani, out! Mr. Yudi asked you to go to his room," said the worker carrying orders from Yudi.

The deg!

Ani's heart raced with a dusty thump. Allegedly for the sake of conjecture came, restless, anxious, and fear also came to reign. Oh, he's afraid that's the end of his revenge trip. Revenge that never happened. No, but not yet.

"Dam! Hurry on! Mr. Yudi is waiting for you." The voice was heard again. Ani was worried, fondling every word to make it a reason to survive. Or should she tell the man that she is the grandmother of their young master. Ani really wished she could say that.

"Dam!" The call again sounded impatient.

"L-yes! I'll go" Ani replied stammered and hesitated.

"Sir Yudi asked you to leave immediately." The last sound he heard before the footsteps moved away.

Ani sighed, preparing her heart for something she did not expect. A trail of tears is swept away, justified in appearance, then comes out with an erratic feeling.

He played the fingers along the way to Yudi's room which felt very far and gripping. The air around the hallway was dropping dramatically. It brings an unusual cold. Ani's hair bristles, feeling the horror even though it is not in a horror film.

Ani's steps continued despite feeling heavy, many times his head turned to the right and left as if many beings were watching. Arriving at the door, a door that Ani did not want to enter actually. The only door that made his guts shrink. The door of Yudi's room, the butler.

Do I really have to be here?

Ani's hands trembled, her entire body shaking violently. He was lifted into the air ready to knock on the wooden door. The door he found was glorified in Caesar's mansion.

Wh-tok-tok!

In the end it managed to knock even with its eyes closed. Ani grimaced, really not having the guts to fight anymore.

"Lake in!"

In fact, Yudi's voice echoing inside sounded like a death call preparing to separate life from its body.

Check it!

The door opened, but it didn't go wide. Yudi squinted, waiting impatiently for the arrival of Ani who some time ago had fought him. Yudi budged, eyes fixed on the door leaf that slowly widened and opened perfectly.

Ani's figure stood with a trembling body, her fingers interlocked with each other, played out. He looked agitated, looking down not daring to look up again in front of Yudi.

"Come in! I've been waiting for you" Yudi said firmly, quite deafening Ani. In fact, he was speaking in a mediocre tone.

With a doubtful heart Ani stepped foot into the room. Stand before Yudi while bowing his head.

"Sit down!" tell Yudi again while pointing at the chair that is on the other side of his desk.

Ani pulled up the chair, sitting slowly almost without a sound. Yudi looked at Ani deeply, exhaling a long breath. A state of silence, there was no sound other than the roar of their breath.

The man opened the drawer, took out two white envelopes from inside.

"You know what your mistake was?" ask Yudi.

As he was being charged in court, Ani shrieked like a cornered rodent and there was no way to run.

"Yes, sir." Reply starkly, wily. His head nodded weakly, resigned to a fate that must be accepted.

"good. So I no longer need to explain it to you. As per Mr. Caesar's decision last night, I was ordered to return you." Yudi paused the sentence, seeing Ani's surprised reaction.

The woman's body was stung, stiffening instantly. Heart palpitations that are not normal, the more irregular and irregular. His head looked up quickly with both lips split. Eyes stared sadly, there was a puddle of water in both corners that was ready to fall at any time.

"You just calm down. Master gave you a security deposit that is not small. That you can use to start a business and improve your life." Yudi handed out a warrant from Caesar, then gave an envelope containing money for Ani to use to improve her life.

"Sir, I don't want to leave this house. Give me whatever job is important I stay here. I promise I won't touch the young master, let alone hurt his nanny. Please, Mr. Yudi. Just give me a chance once. I beg!" lament Ani with tears pouring down.

She looked so pitiful, in her heart Yudi actually felt pity, but what Ani had done was fatal and harmed their young master.

"Master has given you the opportunity many times, but you've always wasted it. Yesterday was the last .. I don't know what your way of thinking is like. What you did yesterday was fatal and jeopardized the young master's safety." Yudi sighed, his head shaking in astonishment at Ani.

Staring at Ani who was immediately bowed avoiding Yudi's bead.

"You know, there are a lot of enemy masters in the business world. They want the destruction of the master and the entire business he owns. What you did yesterday could invite them to commit a crime. It could have been that they kidnapped the young master and made him a hostage to weaken the master. Of course you know what's gonna happen after that, don't you?"

Lengthy times wide, Yudi explained. Makes Ani understand that it is not arbitrary if you want to work at the Aryan family home. Everything must be done with full consideration. Think carefully about all the risks that will be faced in the future.

Ani was stunned, regretting being too careless. Just because he felt most entitled to Evan he forgot his limits. She forgot her status as just a nanny, not Evan's grandmother. It was too late, and he could never be close to his grandson again.

"Take it, and get out of here. Pack your things before you come back home. Use the money well because you won't get another chance if you refuse," Yudi told her that the two envelopes were getting closer to Ani.

It is inexplicable how he feels at this moment. What would he say to the child if he came in a dream and asked about his son. What he will explain to the whole family about his return.

"Am I not allowed to see the young master for a moment? I'd love to see her before I leave this house" Ani's pinta sobbed, heartbreaking.

Yudi shook his head firmly, refusing Ani's request even though it was the latter. Ani's cry became more and more, Yudi let it go for a while until he was able to master the situation.

Gradually Ani's cries subsided, her hands wiping away the water falling on both cheeks. Looking up, looking at Yudi with her puffy eyes.

"Well if so. I picked up young master. I hope everyone here will take good care of her and take good care of her." An unnatural request from a nanny.

Yudi's forehead frowned in surprise, but then he nodded his head.

"You don't have to worry. I make sure everyone in this house will take very good care of and look after the young master. You can go quietly without carrying a heavy load on your shoulders." Yudi chimed in firmly, convincing Ani that the people who worked at Caesar's house were good and trustworthy people.

Ani took the two envelopes with a heavy heart, got up from her seat and turned to leave Yudi's room. Closing the door slowly, making almost no noise. Yudi's breath was heard, but he had to do that even if he didn't have the heart.

Ani kept crying all the way back from Yudi's room and headed for her own room. In fact, to see the grandchild's face the last time he wasn't allowed. Ani packed her things, preparing to leave the house with her granddaughter.

"You'll be delivered by driver." Yudi's voice was heard again when Ani had just emerged from the hallway of the workers' room.

The woman did not reply, continuing to move out while dragging a large bag containing her belongings. Outside, a driver that Yudi had prepared had been waiting. Ani rushed in, and the car drove quickly away from the courtyard of the house.

Sobs Ani back into a moment he sat on the back bench. Lamenting the fate of the self that is so stupid because it is consumed by the lust of revenge. In the end, there is no such thing as revenge. It is who has himself who loses. Ani realized that.

"Where are we going?" asked the driver after some distance left the Caesar's residence.

"Follow this road, I'll tell you later" Ani replied on the sidelines sobs her heartbreaking cries. The car exits the gate of Caesar's estate, speeding on the highway according to Ani's instructions.

Faintly the blurry eyes of Ani caught a few familiar figures. Stand by the side of the road with a suitcase in each hand.

Isn't that Miss Eva, Miss Lisa, and her son? Why are they on the side of the road?

Ani's heart murmured, curious and of course wanted to see clearly the faces of the three humans.

"Put the car down, I want to make sure what I see" Ani asked the driver.

The man glanced at the left of the road, smiling when he saw the three figures.

"You don't see it wrong, it's them. Where are the three of them going?" said the driver indifferent to the three humans.

"What's going on?" ani asked, wanting to know why Lisa and her son were on the street with Eva.

"Mr Aryan drove them from his house. In fact, without being given a penny. Maybe they'll go to Eva's house. Given that he still has the family he left behind after marrying the master," the driver replied again explaining to Ani that all those guilty would definitely get punished. No exception.

In fact, his family was driven from their home. What am I just a worker, a babysitter who forgets his status.

Ani muttered inwardly, turning away from the window and facing straight ahead. The punishment applies not only to the workers, but also to the members of the Aryan family themselves. Ani had already witnessed for herself and her heart was not too sad because of that. At least he did not suffer alone, there was Eva, there was Lisa, and also Gyan who lost their luxurious life.

At least I still have a home to return to. There are families who will accept me, but what about them? Will Madam Eva's family accept them well?

Ani sighed, why think of them. He began to think about the money Caesar had given him. He will use it to open a business, make his life better.

"Take right, then stop in front of the house at the very end. That's my home" Ani said when she arrived at a turn that led to her home.

The car turns and continues down the narrow road to the village where Ani lives. He would entrust the nurturing of Evan to Caesar and the others. They are indeed good people, not once Ani saw the fraud committed by the workers.

The car stopped right in front of a simple house, a house that was at the very end and a little secluded. On the porch of the house, two teenagers and one small child simultaneously turned their heads.

"Mother!" They shouted as Ani got out of the car carrying her big bag. She was well received, a longing hug from her three children that she left behind.

"Mommy's home yet? I'm not leaving anymore, am I?" ask them enthusiastically.

"Yes, honey. Mom won't be leaving again. Come, in!" ani replied while leading the three to enter the house. Ani smiled, why did she forget there were three children who needed her attention at home instead of constantly thinking about revenge.