Will Not Be Substituted

Will Not Be Substituted
Chapter 95: Parasite



“Kak, can I have a minute?”


Abhimanyu lifted his head from the book. His gaze flatly panned at the Crystal before him. After the revelation of Dean's foul intentions to his wife, Abhimanyu became a little suspicious of this girl. Although Crystal was not involved at all with Dean's plans, it was this girl who was the cause of the young man's rotten plans.


“Kak?”


Abhimanyu exhaled his breath rough. He then closed the book he had just read after marking the page.


“What?” tanyanya lazy.


Having Abhimanyu's attitude greatly changed on him left Crystal a little disappointed. He knew very well the cause of Abhimanyu behaving so.


Crystal looked around. In this library there are many people even though all of them have no voice. However, Crystal still felt uncomfortable and wanted to invite Abhimanyu to move places first.


“Kak, I want to ask you something, but can we move places first?” crystal asked in a whisper.


“We chat here aja,” reject Abhimanyu. He doesn't want to get too familiar with Crystal anymore. To him, Crystal should he avoid from this moment on. No matter she was the daughter of her parents' best friend, most importantly Abhimanyu no longer wanted to have a relationship with the person who had hurt Caca.


“But, Kak–”


“Here, or nothing!”


Finally inevitably Crystal also stay there. A disappointed sigh Crystal couldn't hide.


“Kak, is it true Kak Abi married Caca?”


The curious look was very noticeable on Crystal's face. His eyeballs radiated hope Abhimanyu would dismiss his question. However, in fact the nod of the head from the young man made Crystal's disappointment even more soaring.


“And you already know the reason I can get married with Caca,” Abhimanyu said.


“Why was that time Abi wanted to be told to change Dean? Abi sister can you refuse?”


“Because it's my choice, Crys. Lo, don't have any rights to deny me.”


“Oke, I don't have the right to deny Abi to do anything she wants to do. But, why did Abi not choose to be given at that time? Abi wanted Caca first how to Brother? I'm sure now he's not being nice to Brother. He must have always been rude to Abi. It should be that time Abi brother justin aja marriage was a failure and Abi Kak will not have this responsibility at the age of Brother.”


Abhimanyu's forehead is wrinkled. He felt that what Crystal said was unimportant. Crystal just wanted to provoke him.


“Crystal, I tegesin same, lo. Lo, there's no right to talk to me like that. It was my choice and now I am happy. And as for Caca's attitude to me, it's far from what you call it just now. So, please! Don't you ever get ugly Caca in my depam or anyone else. I don't know what Caca really is. And for you, I ask never again to disturb Caca's life, because he never disturbed life at all, lo.”


Abhimanyu's words in a firm tone made Crystal's disappointment even greater. He was increasingly convinced that he had no more chance to get close to the young man, especially Abhimanyu was married.


Abhimanyu stood up. Before taking steps Abhimanyu said, “Gue knows you are not wrong in this problem. But, considering that you are always looking for problems with Caca is one of the reasons I think I am going to lo.”


Afterwards Abhimanyu came out of the library regardless of how Crystal was feeling at the moment.


**


Dean twitched his legs alternately on his personal treadmill. In his ear were earphones playing some of his favorite western songs. A clear sweat drenched the young man's forehead, indicating his activities had been done since a few minutes ago.


This afternoon Dean was relaxed enough to take the time to exercise even if only briefly. His busyness in the company of his father always took all his time. Dean must be grateful at this time, because he can go home early.


I don't think both corners of Dean's lips are perfectly raised. The shadow of their togetherness had suddenly flashed back in Dean's mind.


Their relationship as lovers is very short. However, his memories actually penetrated into Dean's heart. Everything Caca had ever done to her was still clearly imprinted inside her head.


Dean exhaled his breath rough. I don't know why he suddenly misses the girl. All Caca's attention hidden behind his cynicism actually makes Dean's longing even more.


The sound of the apartment bell rattled Dean from what he had just thought. The young man shook his head quickly. Trying to get rid of all the shadows that had been circling in his head.


The bell sounds again. Dean turned off the treadmill. While taking a step to open the door, Dean grabbed a bottle of mineral water on the table. Dean swigged the contents of the bottle as he opened the door.


A person behind the door went straight in without waiting for the owner of the house to tell him. Dean doesn't mind at all, because he comes here a lot. Dean watched the movements of his guests who had since looked very upset. He approached her and asked what was going on.


“Lo why the hell, Crys?”


Crystal turned around and looked dejectedly at Dean. His eyes flashed a speck of emotion, the result of his conversation with Abhimanyu this afternoon.


“Crys?” Dean raised his eyebrows.


“Why did you have to leave Caca on your wedding day? Because, lo, Abi's sister so bear Caca continues, De. Even he now also hates me, even though I am not wrong!” cecar Crystal's. The girl expressed her emotions that she had been holding on to for several hours.


“Gara-gara, lo, my chance to be able to be the same Abi Brother also does not exist. Just so you know, De! Abi fell in love with Caca. Your efforts to make Caca miserable turned out to be the wrong way. Lo, who said he wanted my revenge in fact even made me suffer more, De!”


That emotion-pitched sentence was powerful enough to ignite Dean's emotions as well. The young man raised the corner of his lips. He smiled smirkingly at Crystal's wiggle.


“Abi again, Crys? Why did you never see me once? You know I used to like the same, lo?”


This time changed Dean who stared intently at the figure that had been in his heart for a long time.


“Gue claims it all made, lo Crystal! I don't have any power to make everything as smooth as I had in mind.”


Dean's words were so humbling. Makes Crystal lose all vocabulary in her head. The girl was silent for quite a while. He couldn't answer Dean's words. However, he also could not accept what Dean said. To him, Dean remained the most guilty of all Abhimanyu's attitude towards him at this time.


“Crys, I've always been there for you all this time. I'm always on the side, you. But, why did you immediately act like this to me just because of Abi? Is my sacrifice not enough to make your heart turn to me?”


Crystal was again unable to answer Dean's question. In fact, he had been friends with Dean for a long time only to get close to Abhimanyu. However, the truth is that Dean hates his own cousin. Crystal, who was then unlikely to stay away from Dean, suddenly chose to remain friends with Dean and make it a place to pour out his entire heart.


Dean used to express love for her, but Abhimanyu's charm always outweighed any kindness Dean gave her. Crystal could never fall in love with Dean, because all this time she just used it.


“Lo, also know how big I feel to Kak Abi right? Until whenever I'm just a member of your team, De. Couldn't be more,” Crystal replied, increasingly making Dean's head boil.


“It seems from this moment mending lo farin me. I don't want to be involved in anything anymore. Lo, just a parasite for me!”


Netra Dean widened to hear Crystal's words. He did not expect that his sacrifice was now in vain. Dean felt unaccepted.


“Lo says I'm a parasite?” Netra Dean squinting doesn't like.


“Should have, lo tu ngaca. Abi does not like you just because of this problem. Your behavior to Caca who missed bates has definitely become one of the alesannya!”