Will Not Be Substituted

Will Not Be Substituted
Chapter 78: Different



“So, how come you found him?” ask Abhimanyu make sure.


There was nothing else Caca could do but nod and justify. He does not want to make a lie that later there will certainly be more lies.


“Your team, Ca!”


I swear by whatever Caca feels so guilty right now. Plus the appearance of Abhimanyu's face that is so obvious will be disappointed to make him more hurt by guilt. However, he was also confused as to what to do.


“Bi, sorry.” Caca blocked Abhimanyu's wrist. Caca wouldn't let the young man go in this condition.


Without letting go of her husband's hand, Caca closed the book she had just read. Even Caca dragged Abhimanyu to follow him to the desk of the library attendant to borrow the book.


After that Caca took Abhimanyu to a place that was quite quiet. Caca stared around making sure no one was there.


“I don't think I have any hope for you, yeah, Ca!” abhimanyu said shortly after the two met each other's eyes.


“Bi, I'm sorry for semalem. Sorry to accuse you of nonchalance and sorry for going to Dean's place without your knowledge.” Caca sighed softly.


“Semalem I just .. I don't know where to go when I think my only back is betraying me,” Caca added. “I can't go to my parents' house, because they'll definitely be mad at you. I still think of you after that misunderstanding.” Caca clasped Abhimanyu's palm.


“I'm sorry, okay,” said Caca sounds very sincere. His eyes look so good.


I don't know why it feels like Abhimanyu can't be angry with his wife. His sense of disappointment evaporated just like looking at Caca's eyes.


Abhimanyu moved the strands of Caca's hair behind the ears. “I know you must still have the same feeling Dean, I don't mind you still believe in him or not. But, I only asked you one thing. Don't get too close to him, because I'll definitely be jealous.” Abhimanyu did not hesitate to express his feelings. For him it was no longer useful to hide what he felt. Caca must know how much he loves her.


“Sorry, yes, Bi.” Caca hugged the warm body of Abhimanyu. “I can't promise to keep away Dean or my other guy. But, I will try not to get too close to them.”


Abhimanyu understood, his name still could not meet Caca's heart niche. However, Abhimanyu tried to accept. Someone said the taste would grow over time.


Their togetherness is still two months. Their journey is certainly still very long to knit the thread of romance.


**


Caca looked at the highway from behind the glass of his car. His gaze continued to be on the riders who were the majority in high school uniforms. Sometimes Caca smiled little to see the number of school children who ride motorcycles. Some of them are with friends or with their lovers. In Caca's eyes, they were extremely adorable.


A gentle rub on her shoulder made Caca turn her head. He smiled at Dean, who was smiling at him. They are currently on their way to the Caca family home.


Yesterday Dean asked Caca directly to drive him to the girl's parents' house. Dean wants to apologize to Banyu and Jingga, for ruining his marriage and their eldest daughter. To Caca, Dean admitted that he did not dare to go to the house of the girl's extended family alone. He needed a friend and certainly only Caca could accompany him there.


Caca did not mind accompanying Dean to his parents' house. Caca misses them anyway. Although Caca met his father or mother several times in cafes and restaurants, still can not beat the longing he currently has. Even Caca is now imagining how warm the bodies of his father and mother are when they embrace later.


However, all the shadows disappear after Caca enters his home with his ex-lover. There was no warm smile etched on Banyu's lips. The man's facial features also looked very different from usual. Oranges are not as usual. The woman only gave a small smile as she told Caca and Dean to sit in the living room.


“I've forgiven you, what are you here for!” banyu said with a ketus. The man already knew the intent and purpose of Dean's arrival. He did not hesitate to show his dislike to his former daughter-in-law.


“Dad,” reprimand Caca. He didn't expect his father to talk like that.


“I just want to apologize directly to om and aunt. I will continue to be haunted by guilt if I don't come here. Anyway I need to explain what really happened,” replied Dean calmly. Both corners of his lips continued to lift as long as he spoke, as if there was no anger after hearing Banyu's words.


“Nothing you need to explain, I've heard everything,” reply Banyu. His tone was still like that.


“Dad, it looks like we have to speak together,” Caca said. The girl really couldn't bear to see the man's cold demeanor.


Banyu did not answer, but he stood up from his seat. He then stepped into the room he used to hold his children.


“Why is dad's attitude like that to Dean?” ask Caca without further ado. The girl sat herself in front of her father after locking the door.


Banyu looked at his eldest daughter's eyes sharply. “What should I do to someone who almost ruined my daughter's future?”


“Dad, Dean wasn't like that, he was–”


“Enough, you don't need to continue. Dad knew everything. Dean was kidnapped on your wedding day, he was treated inhumanely at his detention center and was finally able to escape a few days ago. Right?” Banyu peeked at Caca. The man sighed.


“Daddy has forgiven Dean, Honey. But I still can't if I have to meet him in person. Dad is still very disappointed. Dad is still very sick considering your wedding yesterday,” added Banyu.


“Dad also doesn't like to see you with Dean. You already have a husband. You should know your limits.” Banyu clasped Caca's hand. Unable to see his daughter who increasingly teary, Banyu hugged the body tightly.


“Sorry if dad's attitude is too harsh on you. Dad just .. disappointed dad see you same Dean again.” Banyu stretched his arms.


“Suami you know you're here with Dean?” ask Banyu.


The headband from Caca again made Banyu exhale in disappointment.


“I promise this is the last one, Dad. I won't go with Dean again without Abi's permission,” Caca promised.


“Dad hold on to your promise. And if you repeat again father will not defend you if Abhimanyu is angry. I also will not be responsible if one day Dean hurts you again if you and he stay like this.”


Caca nodded his head several times as a sign that he understood. Banyu also re-embraced his body tightly. Pecking his head long enough to vent his longing on Caca.


“Now you go home. Tomorrow you come here again, but only with Abi,” Banyu said after releasing their embrace.


**


The haloha! Sorry to update after a few days off. There are several things that make my mood down for nulis, one of which is a rather strange NT view.


Why strange? Because every time I update the view is very little, but the time I did not update the view rose drastically. It's funny :v


Well, it's going to confide. The point is yes, guys. My mood is stable and the NT system is even better going forward.


Thanks for the ones who are still waiting, **Do not forget likes and comments.


Nb: Some parts ahead are a bit annoying, yes. So, you have to be patient wkwk**