Will Not Be Substituted

Chapter 112: Not wanting

“When did you last come month?”

Caca seemed to be thinking hard. It seems like a long time his monthly guests did not come, until he even forgot. However, it caused quite a bit of fear in his heart.

“You're not going to have a child now?”

Everyone looked at the doctor of the child.

“Don't you guys agree to not have kids until you both graduate college?”

“Iya, we do agree to it.”

Abhimanyu and Caca agreed not to have a baby until they graduated from college. For them too many risks must be taken if they have children now, especially both of them are still both in stratum one education.

The decision was not only from Abhimanyu and Caca. They discussed it first with their parents and all agreed.

However, some make Orange awkward with Caca's current condition even though he can't be sure.

“But a minute, that means?”

Orange seemed hesitant to say his conjecture.

“Possibly Caca is pregnant. But, Mama is not too sure. This is just Mama.” speculation

“But it is impossible, Ma. I always use the time safety related to Caca,” denied Abhimanyu.

The young couple did not install contraceptives into Caca's body. They don't want to if they can't have children if Caca uses contraceptives in his body. Abhimanyu prefers to use safety when they have sex.

“We make sure first. This is still a guess while Mama.”

Orange and Banyu looked at each other for a few seconds. It was as if sending out the same possible thoughts.

“You go to the doctor, yes. Maybe my mom was wrong. Later Mama phone temen Mama so that you are directly handled,” said Jingga while reaching for her phone. The woman then contacted one of her friends to check the condition of the princess later.

Caca's eyes were empty. The woman was suddenly attacked with a no-no thought. He tried to think hard about what his mother said.

Just like the wife. Abhimanyu was also recalling the last time they had contact and did not wear safety. Because as he remembered, he had never once been absent from using that thing.

“Ma,” call Caca with vibrating sound.

“A-I don't want to go to the hospital,”.

“Loh, why? You should be checked, brother. So we know why you.” Banyu said while rubbing the princess's arm. He could feel the princess was not okay.

“Ta-but a-I'm scared,” replied Caca almost sobbed.

“Hey, hey. Baby, there's me. I'll get permission from the office. I will keep you all day,” said Abhimanyu without knowing the cause of the wife's fear.

“Let's go if I'm really pregnant how?”

Orange and Banyu looked at each other again. They knew what Caca had in mind.

“Not possible, Honey. You know we always use safety. If you are pregnant I am not mas–“

“Not you, Bi. But same ..”

Caca could not continue his sentence. His tongue was suddenly twisted, and tears were powerless not to drip. The woman was afraid of the fact that it might hurt her heart and her husband.

Abhimanyu. He remembered about the incident again. When the wife was abused by her own cousin. I don't know why he completely forgot about it. He immediately grabbed Caca's body into his arms.

“You don't have to think macem-macem, darling.” Abhimanyu tried to calm the wife who was roaring. They are both afraid of what might happen.

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“Congratulations, Sir. Your wife is pregnant. The age of the womb has stepped on 6 weeks.”

A smile was simply thrown from the lips of a middle-aged obstetrician. Fellow orange at the hospital where he works. It was a normal thing that he always did every time he got good news like this.

But this time the patient was different. The young woman was crying hysterically. It was as if it was the worst news he did not want to hear in his lifetime.

“I don't want to hum this kid, I don't want to!” caca shouted as she pulled her head in frustration.

One hundred percent of Caca was convinced that the fetus he was carrying was not an Abhimanyu child. As Abhimanyu explained to Jingga that they never escape the use of security. Plus when she was raped by her ex-boyfriend, she could clearly feel how Dean spewed her sperm cells into her womb.

“Honey, Dear. You calm down, yeah. Quiet.”

Abhimanyu hugged his wife so tightly. Actually, he was quite disappointed with the result. However, he did not want to show it to his wife. He was afraid that Caca was getting more emotional with the current condition.

Confusion is clearly reflected in the face of the doctor and his assistant. Negative thoughts start to hit the head. They both thought it was possible that the two men were not married couples. However, considering Caca is the daughter of a famous doctor at the hospital makes them rush to throw negative thoughts. They could only ponder and notice how Abhimanyu tried to calm his wife.

Still with a little bit of Caca said again,

“I don't want this kid, Bi. Unwilling. He's not your son, not our son.”

“You calm down first, okay? We'll talk after we get home.”

A few moments passed. Caca was calm. Abhimanyu thanked the doctor and apologized for what had just happened before leaving the room.

During the trip back home, not a single bit of Caca let out her voice. The woman was busy staring at the streets that looked quite deserted. Sometimes he rubbed his suddenly wet cheeks. Caca also did not look at all when Abhimanyu rubbed his head. The four-wheeled vehicle was cold until they got home.

Without waiting for Abhimanyu, Caca ran into the house. He doesn't seem to care about the life that lives in his body. Even without feeling Caca slammed himself on the bed with a prone position.

Caca is like someone with no heart. He didn't seem to care and wanted to get rid of the baby.

Seeing the behavior of his wife who was out of control, Abhimanyu immediately approached him. Emotionless and in a choking voice Abhimanyu asks Caca to turn her body around. He said he felt sorry for the baby in Caca's womb if he remained in that position.

“Don't mind him, Bi. He's not our son.”

Caca's answer scratched a part of his heart. He could clearly feel how Caca was feeling right now. However, he also could not let Caca do anything bad to the innocent fetus.

“Ca, please don't do this. After all the fetus is innocent.”

“But I don't want this kid, Bi.” Caca looked up, staring at Abhimanyu flatly.

“How about I just drop this baby?”

“Ca!”

Abhimanyu widened his eyes in disbelief.

“I hate him, Bi! Hate!” caca shouted accompanied by her tears that returned to shed.

No longer able to block his feelings that were destroyed. Abhimanyu hugged Caca again, but with all his might he did not shed tears.

“Why should he live in the midst of our happiness, Bi. He disturbs the peace of our lives,” said Caca hysterically. He almost hit his stomach if Abhimanyu did not hold his hand.

“She may also not want to be present like this. But, do we have the right to kill him. This fetus is not sinful at all, dear,” reply Abhimanyu when Caca began to calm down.

He kissed Caca's head several times. Calm down all the emotions entrenched in his heart. Anger, sadness, and regret tumbled on Abhimanyu's shoulders. However, he could not pour out all the emotions within him at this moment.

With all his heart Abhimanyu will accept what has happened at this time. He believes God is planning something very beautiful for their future.