Why We Married?

Worse Than Karma

My body drooped and fell on the stairs. My legs are limp, my body shivers.

It's not fair, he replied to all my actions so far with his humble attitude. Absolutely a mistake that was rewarded on the impact of my disobedience.

7 Months is not a long time for me to continue to be prejudiced against him. Hating him in silence, allotting him if he had the chance, made it seem as if he was the cruelest man in the world who did not consider myself to be his wife.

Archie lifted my body, and took me up the stairs, one by one. His steps up the stairs, as if turned into a hammer on top of the tremors of my heart that was pounding incoherently.

It's smirking! For what reason would she accept me having slept with another man? World's end.

The world wants an apocalypse. From where it seems, people I know treat me casually, even forgiving me that no other man would want to do.

Archie's. This is not you, come back to my senses please, treat me as wickedly as ever!

Angry, Archie. If you keep doing this I feel like the ugliest human being in the entire galaxy.

Please don't treat me well. I have betrayed you by containing the seed of another man.

I remember my sin that never served you even as long as we were married. I refuse physical arguments when you want me, for reasons you never once told me, for reasons of illness you are trying to cure for my happiness. I told myself never to give myself up for you to touch, you s*body, for the self-esteem that now looks rotten in your eyes.

This punishment feels real! I received something worse than karma.

Karma would be a wonderful gift to me if you kicked me out of this house, beat me, beat me, spied on me with a star call, said to me, and so on that I felt was appropriate for another man to do when his wife was pregnant with someone else's child.

But why, does it feel unfair to me? Why, instead you embrace me, comfort me, love me like a wife who has carried out her duties contains the seeds of herself.

What kind of man are you, Archie. Where did you come from, were you born into a world of angels who descended from the sky with patience that no creature like us has.

Many times he showered me with a soft kiss on my temple, walking towards my room as if it were an endless journey. Both of my hands clenched firmly in his chest which was crispy.

"Dear cry!" He said while pulling my head to be on his arm while breaking both of us.

I tried to push his body away from touching this disgusting me, many times I tried to keep his body away, many times he also returned me with a tight hug from his strong arm that was embracing me.

"Archie..yushan...!!" My thrashing eyes tried to release my body completely adrift by his body.

Don't Archie, don't be like this. I'm not a woman who deserves all your tolerance, God has punished me. The punishment from heaven, falling before me with a million blinding feelings of the firmness of my heart.

"Pilk..!! Ahhhhh...agghh...!!" I screamed while beating her body trying to curb my body against her.

She locked up my movements, like she did to me for a few weeks married.

This moment reminded me of his first visit to my room, at 3 am, carrying a blanket with a pillow, saying he could not fall asleep, even though he was actually holding back his sleepiness. In the morning he gave me a bite of love that I never imagined would be my disgrace if I didn't cover it up.

I even searched in gugel how to get rid of it, and for the first time, I just realized that another name love bite is c*pang.

In the cafeteria with Laila, I found her drinking iced coffee, teasing me with her wild play, making me lose my mind. For a long time, I couldn't forget his wild face playing a straw.

Unknowingly, my tears continued to pour more and more, I could no longer endure it.

"Archie.wrong, this is wrong." My words relaxed my muscles and let go of my sprawled body on the bed, with my head drooping on the edge of the bed, hanging upside down.

"I don't deserve all this.." My connection with continued tears falling in the direction of gravity soaked my temples and hair.

"Hmmmhh..!!" His grunts were strange.

Nope. I'm not hallucinating, the grunt is weird.

In amazement, with tears still soaking all over my face, I noticed her casting her face.

"I mean.." He said, "There is one thing that must really be lu pahamin."

He approached my body until our faces were both looking parallel, his hands slapping my hair until they touched my nape.

"Gua promised..!!" The whisper is soft near my ear, "The cave won't leave you no matter what." He stroked my hair half-picked.

"Even though you sleep with anyone in the world.." Sounded ******* the weight of his tone,"Lu remains in the cave forever!"

DEG...

A reverb?

Gamang, is a feeling of fear that is covered by discomfort caused by daily habits. It is similar to de ja vu but deeper and more terrifying.

For a moment I forgot who he was because I said I agreed to be the father of the child I bear.

But....

I forgot one important thing that never changed from him.

His obsession with me is too great of a love for himself. That's why he chose to be the father of my baby even though he had nothing to do with it.

She lifted her body away from me and was on the edge of the mattress with her arms crossed over her chest, looking at me with a focused look.

"In the meantime, the cave will let you nenangin yourself until things start to improve." He said as he stood up and put his hands into his pockets.

"Gua will send you to my mother's father's house, they have been waiting for you since knowing this news from Hendri!"

"What?" I gasped in shock as I looked at her now cold face.

**************

Without saying goodbye or just saying see you later may have a nice trip, or whatever other trite language that speaks the language of departure.

I went straight inside, and sat at the back of Hendri's car without ever looking back at Archie standing next to the car, and calmly looking at the silhouette imagine me behind the car glass.

Hendri drove his car at moderate speed, many times he glanced at me behind the rectangular glass that lay on the forehead of his car. Worrying about me beating my own stomach, crying, wailing, and occasionally hitting my head against the windshield.

Finally he gave up and stopped his car at an intersection.

"Mistress?" Call him without looking at me.

I did not respond to his words and I wanted to see the shade of the trees on the side of the road.

"Mr won't hesitate to kill me if anything happens to the Madam on this trip." Said Hendri who then put his car back on.

I only gasped when I heard his words, Hendri never lied, even though never. Even when he was pretending, the look on his face always signified the truth.