
"It turns out you're here!!" Call Archie who then goes into the room.
He then cravings around and notices my belongings that have dominated his room.
"Have you moved into a cave room?" He asked while getting rid of the suitcase that I could not pack and blocking the entrance. "Well, didn't you say yesterday you wanted to be with the kids during the holidays?"
I did not answer and continued to look outwards following the pounding sea waves.
"Where have you been with, dear?"
I immediately turned my body upside down when she mentioned my dear name. Damn, I was really upset with him for no reason, it felt like my chest hurt and my joints were stiff.
Unknowingly, my tears suddenly came out and flowed down my cheeks, and at that moment I realized that being betrayed by ignorance was more painful than loss.
Archie who saw me crying for no reason, hugged me and rubbed my back continuously, he did not ask me anything about my apparent stability and suddenly cried in front of him. But with the maleness of his jentelmen, he continued to calm me down without disturbing the sense of sadness that is not necessarily this direction.
"Why didn't you say it!!" I keep crying as much as I can.
Archie raised his gaze but still continued to rub my back.
"Why didn't you ever tell me anything?" Furthermore, I can hardly speak smoothly because snot has colonized my nostrils.
"Lu why the hell, huh!?" He said astonished, "what the hell are you talking about?"
After seeing his innocent face and showing no signs that he was guilty, I started crying again and now it's becoming more and more.
Archie was confused by my indistinct behavior but he remained steadfast and patient with me. Without much snout, he continued to calm me down with various types of swipes from twisting, horizontal, vertical to random movements. All the moves he took out, until I calmed down and started to want to talk to him.
"Where, still crying!?" He looked at me patiently.
I shook my head and looked at him with my eyes.
"Lu want to say what the hell? If you still don't want to talk, the cave will wait for you here, ampe you talk." He said again holding tightly to my hand.
"I'm disappointed!" I said with a hoarse voice.
"Loved? Disappointed why!?" He asked curiously as he bowed his face until his eyes were level with mine.
"Archie.." call me whiny with the ugliest face I have, "why don't you tell me you have that kind of relationship with honey!"
"Huh!!" Archie was shocked to hear my words. "relationship? What relationship, you again what the hell!!"
"You don't pretend to be stupid, I know everything?" I was upset and spontaneously beat Archie's chest. "Basic, why don't you tell me that you've been dating men, why don't you tell me that you're dating from Elementary School to High School."
"May, Anya. Calm down, Anya!!" He's a drunk because I beat him up.
But I don't care and keep beating him without stopping.
"Well!!" Call him and hold both my hands. "Hey, calm down. The cave can be clear!"
"You know, if I feel sick when I hear that directly from honey, why don't you ever tell me this, is it because I don't matter how much you don't want to tell me?" Ocehku emotional.
"No, it's not a story because it doesn't matter!!" The answer is relaxed as usual.
"How can you say it doesn't matter when you like men!!"
"Hahhhhhh...!!" Archie raised his gaze to the sky while exhaling a long breath. "That son of a bitch must have just said something weird and didn't explain everything right." Archie muttered with annoyance.
"What do you mean, obviously honey told me everything!"
"Lu misunderstood!!" He said spontaneously and pulled his hair, "gua never dated him, but all that was just pretending!!"
"Pretend!?" My words begin to calm down and control myself.
"Yes pretend, it's a long story!!" Chet again.
I began to feel calm, and listened to what he wanted to say.
"Lu know, the mental illness that the cave is natural is severe. Moreover, while in the treatment period of several years, the cave is more aggressive and very happy with the cries of girls!!" His words began to tell. "Gua did not know what to do, because while the cave avoids getting involved with the girls around the cave, they even more attached, and they do not realize how terrible the cave at that time."
Archie turned his face to look out at the open sea. "The cave will do anything, for the sake of being able to squirm the girl who deketin the cave is crying, while they are interested in the cave, while the cave feels that they have to suffer because they have dared to decetin the cave."
"It's that bad?!" I shudder.
"Ampe has finally found the cave, baby!!" Stare looked at me.
"You're asking her out?" Guess before she continues her story.
"Because the cave knows he's a guy, he's probably going to pretend he's going out so the girls stay away!!" The reply.
"But, why!!" I said confusedly, "why should I date a boy, and what's more is my darling?!"
"Well that's it!!" Archie replied with a snap of his finger, "because honey is a guy and has a specific appearance with a girl, the cave can avoid mental illness cave with you dear!!"
"Well, you pinter!!" The reply then poked my hair.
"Tu-wait, wait!!" I stopped Archie's attack. "But, you two did that drama until you turned a teenager?" I could not think and looked at him.
"Yes really!!" Answer's relaxed.
"Seriously, you guys have been doing that for years and years and.." I was silent for quite a while and it felt like my heart was pounding at the thought of nothing. "And, have you had any special feelings, like ahhh.like, really like each other!!"
Archie immediately stared and looked at me with a disgusted expression. "Lu really, yeah, you think the cave is what ampe likes fellow bottles." He said while holding himself.
"But, honey, you said you'd love her, even told everyone she was your first love!"
"That's right, the grotto never said that, and honey is the first love of the cave!!" Answer without denial.
I immediately shut up in a cold feeling that I could not explain.
Then he took both of my hands and placed them on his chest. "Before the cave realized that body, soul, ama cave heart already have someone else. The cave denies that the natural cave is all just an illusion, therefore, the cave makes a shadow by chiming it with the figure of others that the cave cannot take." Her speech.
Then he held my face with both hands. "At that time the cave was very suffering, grotto did not understand why the cave could not be interested in any girl. Therefore, to outsmart the empty cave body, the cave is very forced to give up the post of first love of the cave ama Darling, even though it's pretend, nonsense and very disgusting." It was clear with a look like he wanted to vomit.
"So, you can't date or be attracted to other girls because of your illness, and you don't realize that your behavior shows that you just love me. And because you feel weird not being attracted to any girl, so you're handing over the title of first love to a darling that's even a man!!" My words sum up all his words.
"Well, you pinter!!" Her words pinched my cheek.
"Hehehehe.I mean wrongly guessing yes, if you like each other!!" I said smiling bitterly.
"Don't you, the cave is normal, that brat is normal too. Have a test cave too!?"
I flinched, and looked at him."on the test!? Whatchu mean?"
Archie rubbed the back of his neck while laughing grimly. "Yes that!?" Said coyly.
"What?" I pressed for curiosity.
"D....!!" He hesitated with a red face.
"Yes what?"
"Gua pe-ever thought that this cave has a sexual disorder, so out of curiosity finally cave mutusin for ngetes directly!!" Said drunk.
"How?" L'm fishing.
"Well, that. Cave ngajakin Darling for nginep in the hotel, but it turns out fitting cave try and curious to see Darling naked, even the cave disgusted and unconscious ga directly hit him ampe pinsan."
"Huh!!" I was shocked and almost laughed.
"I'm so disgusted to the cave if you want the incident of High School time, **** its so cute darling & cave ampe that just saw kasian!!" Archie started a haphazard story.
"Archie stop, I don't want to hear it!!" My words laugh giggled.
"Lu don't know how shocked the cave saw a naked man with a flawless face, really if the cave inget the incident, it feels like he wants to plunge into the deep sea!!" He didn't stop telling me.
"Stop, I'm in the shadows!!" I didn't stop laughing.
"And again, you know ga.."
"Stop it, I don't want to hear it!!" I was almost out of breath because I laughed.
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Hello Reader, author greet!!
Spin off of this novel has been released yes and packed in the form of Chat Story entitled Butterfly Effect.
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This Chat Story follows the struggles of Honey in overcoming her gender discrimination, as well as her friendship journey with Archie from elementary school to adolescence. this story contains a plot twist that was never displayed or contained in the novel Why We married?
And through Chat Story played by Darling as the main role, the author invites readers to get to know more about the mental illness that Archie experienced, he said, gender discrimination experienced by darling, even sexual abnormalities experienced by the characters in it.
because this story is inspired by real stories that are experienced by the author's own friends, therefore education about gender equality, mental illness, and, nor sexual disorders need and must be understood by the wider community so that there is no abuse of the person concerned.
Thank you for reading this author, and happy reading.