Why We Married?

The Memories

"Do you believe in destiny?" My toot.

Libiru stopped drawing sketches and looked at me for a long time without showing any expression. Then as hesitating, he shook his head and turned his gaze to look at the flower garden that was inside the cafe hanging out that we used to come to after finishing college.

"Destiny is an illusion!!" The reply blinked slowly and touched the tip of the glass in a twisting motion using his fingertips. "If you don't believe it, why tell it in old romance stories. The princesses who lived within the kingdom always found a happy path with the prince of their dreams, after experiencing many hard trials."

I shut up and listened.

"If it is not an illusion, what is its name. I mean the cave, if they don't use buffs like fairy godmothers who can grant requests in one sitting. Maybe the story will change!!"

I smiled at him and quickly picked up the food on his plate.

"Council*k. In ajakin quality chat, you even help people's food!!" Libiru protested, because the fried banana succeeded me comot.

"Of you, just a fried banana doang really excited. What if the color is brilliant!!"

"Broth, creepy. Don't tell me you helped draw pink flaminggo cave pictures!!" He's conscious.

I didn't answer, because it was true.

"Breaked you, even though the cave has not tried fried bananas that taste 'widow possessed marlin monroe'!!" He glanced at me who was eating voraciously.

"Ga rekomen, it's not good!!" I almost spent it.

"Ga's good, but you ate it so well!!"

"Suwer, it's really not good!!" Though it tastes really good.

"Eating the real thing, my God.." Libiru took a tissue and gave it to me. "Where can I meet a soul mate if eating is still a mess like gini, beautiful is beautiful, but if you make ilfill, no one wants to deketin!!"

"Well, for example, you still want to get me!!"

Libiru fell silent and noticed me wiping my own mouth with a tissue.

"Well!!"

"Hmmm!!" My answer.

"Do you think of caves as guys!?"

I kept quiet and stared at him without blinking.

"However!!" I answered spontaneously with a smile.

Suddenly libiru's reaction looked strange, he immediately turned his face with a bending position of his body. Although she was seen hiding her expression, but I could see her ears that were flushed red because of my words.

Did I go too far to say that I thought of him as a man, so he was angry and would not look at me. Ah.shit, why don't I just say she's a girl.

"I-I mean, not a guy completely anyway. Ahh. Sometimes I think of you like a sister too like Laila. I spontaneously said you're a guy because of your gender!!" My words were too bad to think Libiru would be offended by my words.

Suddenly Libiru stood up and turned to me.

"But, cave to the toilet first!!" His words went straight from before me.

"What am I doing!!" I muttered while holding my own head, "why should I say that too!!" I am frustrated with myself.

7 Minutes later.

"Im sorry lips!!" I said after he came back.

Libiru sat casually before me with a smile.

"What the hell. Sorry fuck. Gaje really you!!" Answer's grin.

"Well, wasn't it you?" I stopped when I saw him who kept on smiling.

Did I wrongly think he was angry at me.

"Ahh..has it!!" I'm the one who didn't want to prolong the incident.

"Where are you going?" He asked while sipping his drink.

"It looks like straight back. Said someone wanted to talk at home!!" My answer.

"In the bullshit at home. Ama who?" Ask.

"Ortu I am. They've been asking when they're done, because they say they want to talk at home!!" Reply again.

Libiru looked unsettled, she kept looking at me with an agitated look.

He did not respond and continued to wiggle his legs nonstop. A few minutes later he spoke.

"Well!!" Call her.

I raised my eyes looking at him.

"Do you believe that God actually has the meaning of every meeting we have with someone!?"

I glanced for a moment and agreed. "Yes, I believe!!" My speech.

"Lantas, do you also believe that the destiny of every human being sometimes starts from that meeting!!"

I nodded again, agreeing with his words.

He took a deep breath and withdrew his back touching the body of the chair.

"alright. Looks like none of this will be easy for the cave!!" He spoke indistinctly while throwing his face away.

"Why the hell, gaje!!" My words suck.

"Ga know ahh!!" He said sensi and cut his own hair. "Actually the cave wants to ask for advice on you!!"

"Suggestions. What advice?!"

"So, all this time there's someone who again likes caves.."

"Who?" Cut me spontaneously out of curiosity.

"Tck.ga will cave tau tau. The figure is horrified first." He added sensi.

I shut up and listened.

"Gua knows this can't happen, cave understands that this feeling is forbidden. But the cave can not lie in the feeling of the cave itself, the cave has really liked him!!" He told me a story while looking at me meaningfully."And now, the cave has to accept the bitter fact that it has gone far, far away from cave life, and could not have reached a cave!!"

Ahh.so much love Libiru. I understand, maybe because he's a same-sex person, and this relationship is impossible. So he became very pitiful because it looked strange. Even though I'm not in his position, I understand what it's like to have love clapping on the right.

"Stranquilize!!" I was concerned and patted the back of his hand gently.

He looked at me with a straight look.

"My mother once said. Not a single piece of fruit falls without God's knowledge."My words pointed to the Mango fruit that was above us. "He never denied fate, and you must believe that too. Like you said, God has a purpose in meeting us with someone. It could be, the person you like is not the right person for you, then God replaces it with pain for you to realize. That loving doesn't have to have!!"

Cliche once said. But no matter, I also gladly took out my words of pearl, to help him realize from the heresy. I should have said. 'That love shouldn't be owned by two trunked people' but I can't reveal it. Who am I to take care of someone's love life.

But unexpectedly, Libiru even remained motionless after listening to my words. His eyes glared straight ahead, and both of his neutrals trembled. I don't know if he's so absorbed in my words.

"Bir. Libiru!?" Call me.

But he didn't judge me, and kept looking at me indistinctly.

Drrr...

"Yes, hello!!" I picked up the phone from my mom.

Turns out my mom called because she told me to go home.

I don't know what's going on, but it seems urgent.

"Ahh..all right.I'll go home now!!" I said and then turned off the phone call.

"Bir, I think I should go back first, because nyokap.."

But he suddenly got out of his chair and half ran straight towards the WC. Although absurd but it is Libiru, he sometimes likes to act strange and make others misunderstand, but actually he is hiding something, like this moment for example.

"Surely he's really kebellet from earlier nahan boker. Just pantes from earlier my talk was not in bales bacotan!!" Mumbles.

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Si*l. Why do I remember that incident again. Why do I remember those memories.

It happened 16 days before my wedding with Archie took place. And for some reason, it feels like my heart hurts to remember the last thing that was so nice with her.

"Through here!!" Arya said speeding up her steps on two twisting climbs.

I shake my head strongly. Trying to get back to this moment. At times everything seems clear and bright.