Why We Married?

Why We Married?
This Feel's



Duuaarr....


The sound of an explosion coming from the collapsed ceiling gave a shock effect into my blood to immediately take action.


As fast as lightning I jolted the rope that tied me to the chair and scattered to find a way out shortly after being freed.


Without thinking any longer I immediately picked up the broken chair near my feet and ran through the glass window in front of me.


Two minutes after I made it out alive from that place. The empty house was immediately burned without rest in the midst of heavy rain accompanied by a storm.


I sat limply before the blazing fire in a jumbled feeling that could not be explained. This familiar feeling is a perverted feeling that I have felt many times in my life after surviving several tragedies.


Strange indeed. But it feels like God really loves my life to the extent. Even when my body was powerless due to the persecution that almost wiped out my life at the age of five, I was still able to survive and only experienced memory loss due to trauma. The rest, in the grove, in the chaff, at the gunpoint, in the trap and almost in perk*sa, dragged into the middle of the ocean, stabbed, until poisoned. Even though God did not release me and even strengthened my body to accept this condition.


Whatever HE is planning, I as his servant do not know. Maybe God thinks that I can save this world from destruction and soon I will be rewarded with superpowers for qualifying as the world's most resilient woman. Maybe, who knows.


Along with the fire that was as hot as soaring to the sky. My consciousness also gradually decreased because of the tightness caused by too much smoke inhaled. In addition, my whole body is now starting to feel the pain and soreness caused by the effects of serotonin that berahan fade due to euphoria. Perhaps the broken glass was stuck into my body when it hit the window to save itself. And what hurt the most was the stabbing marks of the sharp weapons that were on my arm.


Bruukkk...


Instantly my body fell in the midst of the heavy rain that was pouring down on the earth. My whole vision darkened and only received a bright light response from the burning flames.


At the end of consciousness, I saw and heard someone running in a hurry. He sounded panicked as he rubbed my face in a hysterical tone. After that, I don't know what happened.


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"Mrs!!"


When I opened my eyes, Hendri's loud screams immediately awakened me from the nightmare.


Was it from the beginning I was just dreaming and everything I had experienced was not reality.


I shook my head looking at Hendri. Her panicked face confused me.


He said nothing to me, but darted out and called someone to check on me.


Not long after the doctors and nurses arrived in a group to check on me. They checked my condition persistently as if they were acting on a patient who was conscious of a coma.


"How many fingers are there?" The doctor asked me three finger blades.


I lazily answered three.


He nodded at the speed of response answered me. After that he ransacked my face and glanced at me with a small pen-like flashlight in his pocket.


The nurses who surrounded him also took part in my body. Someone checked my blood pressure, checked my temperature, counted my breathing, and held my pulse.


I don't know what they're doing. But certainly after seeing their treatment, the events that happened yesterday felt not just a nightmare.


After finishing ransacking my body, they also resigned and prayed for healing and joking friendly pleasantries in the style of high-end private hospital services.


But behind the door, outside my room, they talked to Hendri again to talk about something.


From the outside I saw Hendri's agitated face along with his frowning forehead. What the doctor said to make Hendri expression like that. Did something happen to me until they spoke so seriously.


Although I knew Hendri for only a few months. But I know his nature, I know his temperament. Whatever he faces outside of urgent action or major problems. He would not show that scanty expression other than a cold, empty look.


Chequek....


Hendri went into the room and looked at me with a pity look.


"Mrs!!" Call him friendly and close. "May I speak!!"


I'm nodding.


"Speak!" Reply smile.


Hendri explained to me that the incident I experienced was not a dream. I was actually sealed inside an empty house by a bunch of children who did not accept the decision of the campus for removing them and intended to eliminate me by burning the house.


Sakurai first found me because of its location not far from where it was. He took me straight to the hospital, and Hendri told me I was unconscious for over seventy-two hours, which meant I was in the gym for over three days.


"You survived Madam. I don't know how you got out of that place. But most importantly you survived!" Hendri repeated the same words with a beaming face.


My hands suddenly tremble. Isn't the meaning of the congratulations that Hendri said is a celebration. But why when I heard it I became nervous.


"You why?" Hendri asked worried about me.


I hurriedly hid both my hands under the covers.


"It's okay. I'm still in shock!!" My answer.


"Want me to call the doctor?"


I'm shaking.


"No, maybe I'm just not used to it yet!" My answer.


I looked around and found nothing but hospital items and facilities.


"Where's Archie?" My toot.


"Mr Archie is busy taking care of the people who harmed Madam. Currently, 5 people have been found, including the provocateurs!!" Hendri.


"You do not worry, for they will be charged with a layered article with a severe punishment as heavy as the Madam!!" Hendri.


I didn't answer because I didn't know what to say. Because the essence of all these problems lies in the injustice they feel. They do so because they feel that I am the person most responsible for their suffering.


But as Archie said the other day, God has a way of punishing anyone who does anything. They get the punishment that is in accordance with their actions.


"Aww.hhh..."


I was in pain and wailing as I wanted to get out of my position.


"Mrs!!" Hendri hurriedly caught my body.


I was confused because suddenly my arm hurt so much that it could not be moved.


"Mrs. I advise you not to move, because the doctor said if the pierced wound on your arm has an infection!!" Hendri.


"Infection?" I stared at my arm covered in bandage. "How bad?"


"The doctor said it wasn't so bad. Madam will only have frequent fever and feel pain around the wound area!!" Hendri.


I lay my head down again on the pillow. Could it be that Hendri was talking about this to the Doctor, his expression became like that. But if it was just a normal infection, he wouldn't have a worried face like that. I feel like I'm still hiding something from me.


Do I ask directly.


"What's the matter, ma'am?" He was uncomfortable because I kept looking. "Is there anything you want?"


"I saw you talking to the doctor outside earlier. What are you two talking about!?"


"Oh.right Mistress. She said that if she was fine, she would only need to rest for a few more days to recover the infection." Answer's straightforward.


"That's it!!"


Hendri nodded.


"Then why is your facial expression agitated when talking to the Doctor?"


Hendri fell silent.


"I've never seen you speak so seriously to someone you don't know. Unless you know something urgent or urgent!"


Hendri was not calm and started to get nervous.


"Tell me Hendri. What are you talking to that doctor. Why are you so nervous!?"


Hendri.


"What kind of henry are you hiding?"


He glanced in the other direction. As I thought it wouldn't be easy, Hendri wouldn't say anything.


"If something happens, please say. Don't let me find out for myself!!" I've been holding the bell to call the health workers on guard to visit my room.


But as fast as lightning Hendri instantly stopped me.


"Will I say Madam!!" He hurriedly uttered with a panicked tone. "Will I say!!"


I waited and looked at him with a straight look.


"A-actually I don't want to say this, but since Madam is forcing so I will say!!" Clearly this was something so serious that he spoke so stammeringly like this.


"Say. What's going on?" I can't wait.


He gulped repeatedly indicating that what he wanted to say was something very strange.


I waited with mixed feelings.


"Actually..."


He closed his eyes as if he could no longer say it.


I kept waiting for him with a worried look. God, I hope I'm okay after hearing this truth.


"I.." at the stop and then looked at me inside. "I want to keep a cat."


"Huh!!"


"I love cats!!" Evidently.


"What?" I think my hearing is problematic.


"The reason I don't want to say it to Madam is because I'm ashamed that anyone knows I'm a cat lover!!" He explained with a red face.


I'm dumbfounded.


"It just so happens that the doctor who handled the Madam, apparently kept a lot of cats in her house. He said he wanted to give one to me because the cat was a lot, but after I took the promise, he said that the cat had been taken by his nephew. It made me sad Madam, I was arguing because the treatment was unfair. Though I have long wanted a cat that has a black eye pattern on the left."


I am sad because I regret asking.


What I shouldn't have asked.