When That Sense Is Present

When That Sense Is Present
55. Gained blessing



"Sir Alif..." Antyka hugged Alif from behind. His cry broke, his chest pain in the feeling of nelangsa. Feelings explode. He can't take it anymore. When Alif was about to drive her home. He ran and hugged Alif from behind. Antyka spilled a stifled taste for so long.


"Why not say from the beginning?" Antyka's tears were seeping over Alif's shirt. His hands were still hugging Alif's body. The warm feeling that he really likes, for a moment he wants to selfishly enjoy it even though it is wrong. His mind said, not wanting to lose the man again.


Alif rotate the body, embrace Antyka who is still sobbing. On Antyka's back. It was like a dream to be able to re-hug the woman he missed so much. His heart warmed, Luka who tore off his feelings lingered shut.


"Anty ..., I don't want to be separated anymore" Alif's voice raspy, a rumble of feeling made him brick. "i'm a fool, for loving you too much" In the silence of the night the distance was eroded. Suddenly the pain was out without silence as well, hatred and all that made the wound no longer exist. Just miss not wanting to take each other off again.


"Did you tell me everything?" alif asked when they were already in the car that drove down the road to Luthfi's house. Antyka just nodded, but the look in her eyes could not be separated from the figure of Alif.


"Anty. I was driving" Alif felt misbehaved as Antyka kept looking at him. Strange.he should be happy. But suddenly Alif was like a boy who had just fallen in love, feeling wrong when he was stared at by the idol


"I'm sorry, I just can't believe, Mr. Alif is still the same as before, sorry to hate you first" while the red hue on Antyka's face looks obvious. Both of them looked awkward, their hearts felt irregular. Alif tried to control himself and drove his car.


In the middle of the silence in the car, Alif again clasped tightly to Antyka's fingers. They can only quietly enjoy the warm feeling that flows between their fingers, feels so comfortable.


Without feeling the car they were riding had entered in the courtyard of the Luthfi house. Alif stopped the car. It was late when they arrived. Antyka got off Alif's car.


"Thank you, I'm in first" said As I got off Alif's car. Antyka turned her head back as she had already taken a few steps. He saw that Alif was still standing while looking at him. It felt reluctant to part, if only it was appropriate he wanted to hug Alif again. Antyka lowered her gaze. arrived not daring to look at Alif's face. He wants to step again.


"Anty" arrived just as Alif was nearby.He grabbed the hand of Antika


The eyes of the two meet each other. The feeling of longing is still mounting. I don't know who expanded their bodies to each other and re-engaged each other in the arms.


"Anty. I can't afford to part like this" Alif said as he continued to tighten his embrace. Both of them were unaware of acting far away. Almost their breath was together.


The quiet voice of the Luthfi separated their embrace.


"You ....!!!"


Reach them realized from the passion of longing who want to shake and wrong. Both looked down like suspects caught off guard. Lutfi approaching


"Anty..., go in" Luthfi's orders get Antyka to tiptoe and take immediate steps. From her voice, Antyka knew Luthfi was furious.


Alif was still standing unmoved, his face still lowered not daring to look at Luthfi, His current position was indeed wrong. He and Antyka were no longer husband and wife, but they hugged and almost kissed if the sound of Luthfi silence was not surprising, maybe they would have drifted further.


"I gave you Lif's trust, but you took advantage of it. You should take care of Antyka, not even...."


"I'm sorry.., I got carried away. I was wrong"


"You..., go home now. Don't make my head get dizzy"


"Sir Luthfi, please forgive me" Alif still pleaded but Luthfi ignored his former sister-in-law


Luthfi left Alif still feeling guilty. To be honest, Luthfi was happy Antyka could come back with Alif, but not with the scene she saw earlier. Luckily he quickly came after hearing the sound of a car from his yard.


After Karin went to sleep, Luthfi was unable to close his eyes. He keeps in touch with Mike about the plan tomorrow morning. When he was about to return to the room he heard the sound of Alif's car entering the yard.


***


Antyka was still sitting in my mom's room. At the end of this, my health deteriorated. Antyka rubbed my mother's back which she said felt hot and sore.


" Ma, eat first huh?" wheedle Antyka. I don't think she could see my mom in pain.


"Mom again fasting, Anty"


"Your mother will be sick again tomorrow if she is healthy" but she just shook her head weakly.


"Mama's still strong, Anty. Mama's just a backache" she smiled and asked Antyka to stop her swab.


"When will you get us here?"


"Later in the afternoon ma, after Mr. Alif came home from the hospital. Mr. Alif also wants to see my mom"


"Mama kangen the same Light" said mama


Antyka nodded, assuring mom. Antyka felt the same way. If only the criminals who were after him had been caught. They can regroup. And Antyka won't be locked up in her sister's house like she is today.


"Caya is now more independent, ma" Antyka said with a proud twinkle of an eye.


"Alif, take good care of it. Mama's relieved, Anty"


Antyka helps mama back to sleep on her side, so that her back is not too moist. Then put a blanket on and shrink the room temperature. Mama tries to close her eyes and asks Antyka out of her room. Before leaving Antyka kissed her forehead and closed the door slowly.


"Anty, is Oma sleeping?" ask Zeind who just came from campus.


"Just now"


"So morning I haven't met Oma, hunt there's practice"


"You're getting busy, Zeind ?"


"That's how..., for the future" licked zeind.


The two walked towards the dining room and met Karin who was preparing lunch.


"Mak Karin didn't send lunch to me, Luthfi?"


"Son, Luthfi has already left the city in the morning"


"Is there any business?"


"Yes, but I also don't know what the business is" Karin said while sitting next to Zeind.


"You want to bribe Zeind?"Karin tries to taunt her son who is eating. Zeind did not answer just shook his head. She knew her mother was just flirting.


"Yes, if so, Mama wants to go to Oma's room" Karin stood up again while carrying a tray containing lunch for the in-laws.


"No need, my mom is fasting. Anty ate it"


"Well, you're sick, why fasting?" Karin was worried.


"Mama wants it so. After all now mama sleeps. Don't bother me yet"


***


"I'm really sorry Mr. Agra" Luthfi put on a disheveled and parched face. He noticed Agra's cold face change. Agra still kept his mouth shut. The man was still sharp Luthfi.


"All this is an accident, it should be an item ordered by Mr. Agra can be sent today. But irresponsible people have ruined it. If Mr. Agra doesn't believe me, look at this!"


"Already..., as a fellow businessman Mr. Luthfi should know. Not just an apology and all the problems are over" Agra still stared intently at Luthfi.


"There is compensation for our breach of the agreement" Agra said, reminding businesses to stay in business.


"So Mr Agra, would you like me to pay compensation as stated in one of our agreement clauses?. Don't worry sir, I'll pay for it. This mistake is indeed on my side" Lutfi said convinced.


Agra exhaled his coarse breath, there was something that made him uncomfortable.


"Mr Luthfi, I know you're a great and honest businessman. I appreciate it's a good thing Mr. Luthfi. Looks like I'll be generous because Mr. Luthfi is the one in charge. In addition, I also heard some calamities that befell the Luthfi lord's family" Agra began to pull out


"I will waive the compensation fee for my loss. But I ask for a little help, even if Mr. Luthfi allows it"


"Just tell me Mr. Agra, what can I help you with?"


Agra seemed to think for a moment, his body gestures looked indecisive. Luthfi only notices every move of Agra. Agra stood up from his seat, walking towards a table just a few steps away.


Agra approached Luthfi and offered an invitation. Luthfi pays good attention to every line of words listed on the invitation.


"What about Mr Agra? This invitation..."


"As it seems I need a partner to accompany me to the event. I want to ask permission to invite Antyka to accompany me" Agra expressed his intention. "Can I?"


I saw the disappointed face of Agra. Luthfi just quietly awaited where the game Agra.


"I'm sorry, if Mr. Luthfi becomes offended. Would the Luthfi master also be willing to come with Antyka and Nyoya Karin? I'll wait in the lobby of the venue, then we go in together" Agra doesn't seem to give up on Luthfi's decision.


For a moment Luthfi was silent, Agra was good at making excuses. At this point he still had no reason to refuse Agra's request.


"Alright, we'll come" Luthfi said briefly.


"Thank you, Mr. Luthfi" the two shook hands.


Agra looks sumringah, it's not easy but eventually he can get close to Antyka. "Wait for the surprise I'll give you, no matter how good you're keeping, I can get her close"


***


"How was the meeting?" mike asked, sipping coffee.


"I can't resist, as you suggested I follow Agra's wishes"


"don't worry, my people will be getting ready in that building. We just need hard evidence for all the motives for his crimes"


"But..., why do you have to harm Antyka?"


Mike laughed off guard, seeing Luthfi half-angry at him.


"Trust me all. I'm not careless. I've taken everything into account, Antyka I'll make sure it's safe"


"What about Alif?"


"She's also coming on the show"


"He knows our plan?"


Mike shakes a glance. "He will reject raw this plan. Alif could screw it up. Put this on the Antika shirt!" Mike thrust a small-sized device at Luthfi.


"What is this"


"Make it easy to track Antyka's whereabouts, if anything goes out of control"


"Should it be on his shirt or could it be in his bag?"


"Should be on his shirt, a bag or wallet could be left behind" Mike explained logically.


"All right"


Mike raised his phone, from any sound of Lira asking Mike to go home quickly.


"I'm coming, wait a minute. I'm with Luthfi here" Mike hung up his phone and asked himself in front of Luthfi.


"I have to go home, Lira needs me"


"Yes, thanks for the help. Did something happen to Lira?"


"She still often feels nauseous, and wants to make her favorite food"


"Should you do Mike, who made it?" Luthfi laughed mockingly.


"Only I can make her favorite food. His nausea will also subside only when he sees me" Mike replied with a smile full of meaning "You, don't want to catch up with me?"


Luthfi was so misbehaved, he knew which way they were going. Luthfi shook weakly. Karin has strongly rejected plans to get pregnant again.


Mike patted Luthfi on the shoulder and said goodbye. Going to be a father again, for a third son makes Mike very happy. Lira is so dependent on Mike. That's what makes Mike so happy.


***


"That's Alif's car?" Luthfi asked his wife Karinina when he just got home


"Yes, just arrived. At most, it was only ten minutes ago" Karin followed Lutfi's steps into the room


"Where is the guy now?"


"Mom's room, mama's health scuffed as well" Luthfi opened his shirt and changed into a t-shirt. His body feels very tired.


" Don't let them both be brave, we've got to keep an eye on them"


Karin looked strangely at her husband. A little surprised by Luthfi's words. Setau Karin, Antyka and Alif are very good at carrying themselves. After all, Antyka and Alif's relationship isn't that close anymore.


"Don't look at me like that, I really do. They are like teenagers who are just in love again. There's nothing wrong with being careful, okay?" luthfi.


In my mom's room, Alif was checking on her former in-laws' health.


"Mama's tension is low, why do you force fasting?"


"But mama is feeling fine, Lif" mama Ajeng tried to rise from a sleeping position to help Alif. Alif smiled, understood.


"Lif...., Mama see you and Antyka are better?" My mom's eyes were staring at Alif.


"Yes ma, me and Antyka.want to get back together, with the blessing and permission of the mother of course"


Mama was still silent, but the corners of her eyes were dewy. Then the circle flowed down his tapered cheeks. She was shocked when she saw her mother cry. Alif could not speak. In the corner of his heart piled up guilt.


"Titip Antyka yes Lif, please don't suffer anymore. Mama gave you a second chance"


"Ma, I'm sorry Alif. Wrong Alif" Alif clasped his hand, there was a sense of relief mixed with regret.


"Sometimes, if there's a problem, you have to be honest with Antyka. Let him decide for himself. To choose his life path. Don't lie anymore. As bad as anything, reality hurts more when lied to"


"Vowal, Ma"


"You know, life is not easy. But if you guys go through it right. All difficulties can be faced together, mama hope this is your last and happy marriage together"


"Getc..,ma".


"You may come here, but you must know the limits" Luthfi asked Alif and Antyka to come to his study. Looks like he needs to remind Alif and Antyka something.


As the most responsible person in the house. "It's more polite, if you ask me permission first. Antyka's still my responsibility"


Antyka looked down she felt very embarrassed, as well as Alif. The night when they fell was hugging each other. Actually there was no intention to do such a thing but, both of them were getting carried away.


"You're Antyka, aren't you ashamed? You should..."


"Sister Luthfi., I started it" Alif could not bear, when Antyka got a strong reprimand from her brother.


"Just like, you've exceeded the limit" Luthfi's voice went up.


"I will soon marry Antyka back" Alif said


"You think it's that easy? you don't consider me?" ketus Luthfi was offended.


"Sorry I sassy.., please bless us brother" Alif was seen pleading.


"What guarantee? if you're not going to look at my sister again" Luthfi's gaze looked sharp this time. "I'd like to see how far you're going, Lif. Before I let you guys be together again. Make me sure that you deserve to take care of Antyka"


"Sir Luthfi..,"Call Antyka.


"Why....? are you impatient? I'm waiting for your good faith Lif"


***