When That Sense Is Present

When That Sense Is Present
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Knocks and calls Alif continues to not stop. Until Antyka finally decided to open the room door. Can no longer hide, he must face it .


Alif was standing right in front of the door. His face was anxious, but as soon as Antyka opened the door he looked happy.


" Anty, why is the door locked, are you afraid of me ?Sorry Anty, if I scared you. Trust me, I won't hurt you"


Anty lowered her head and let Alif embrace her. He felt Alif's worry from the tone of the man's speech.


" Aty was just a reflex, Mr. Alif worried about Anty like that "


" I'm sorry, your husband is a normal man to see the beautiful scenery as before, of course immediately interested. But don't worry, I'll never force you. I know you can't, you're not ready. I also want to do that because you and I both want it "Alif hasn't taken off his arms yet. He stroked Antyka's soft back. Don't forget the kiss on the head .


Antyka was still speechless feeling Alif's soft touch that evoked trust, that this man would not force her.


" Would you go to sleep and wear a hijab again? Just open it yes, I want to see the face of my beautiful wife "persuade Alif to Antyka who is still silent .


Alif opened the hijab that Antyka was wearing. He can directly caress the fine hair belonging to Antyka who is black as a back. Alif's heart rate is fast. Touching and touching the woman of his dreams, it feels very intoxicating. Beautiful, peaceful and want like this never ends.


Antyka began to feel the heat that burst from Alif's embrace. His heart was the same, pounding. Either nervous, scared or he has reacted with a touch of feeling from Alif. Antyka unravels Alif's embrace .


" Mr. Alif, Anty is going to the bathroom, wants a toothbrush. Anty too cape wants to sleep "


" Yes "half forced Alif to let go of his embrace. Let Antyka go.


Both of them lay on the same bed. This is the first moment for them. Of course, a mixed taste in their chest. Both are trying to calm down. Antyka stole a glance at Alif who had not closed her eyes


" Mr. Alif, what time is it tomorrow ? Anty wants to make breakfast for Mr. Alif. Anty can cook a little, although it doesn't taste too good "Anty opened the conversation before going to bed.


" I leave at seven in the morning" replied Alif as he tilted his body and looked at Antyka. " Tomorrow you can't cook, Anty. The fridge is still empty, we haven't been shopping. Let me have breakfast in the cafeteria tomorrow ."


" Oh well, how about tomorrow Anty shopping for kitchen needs, may ? Anty also wants to redecorate our room "


" Come, now you are the mistress of this house. Make it as comfortable as you want "


" Thank you "


Back to silence, both of them were silent. Alif looked agitatedly holding back something that rumbled


" Anty..., can I kiss you to say good night ?" Alif expressed his wish


Although shocked by Alif's request, Antyka nodded as well as a sign of his approval.


Alif approached and their faces were boundless . Alif's lips swept across the forehead, eyelids down on the tiny, full lips . Strange geleyar running through their bodies . Fun and feel amazing, until each of them is greeted to hear their heart rhythm is so tight .


" I love you Antyka, have a nice dream "Alif took Antyka's palm after a good-night kiss. He closed his eyes and kept holding their palms with his fingers interlocked "Stay like this Antyka, in my dream I want us to stay together "


Alif's words made the two blush. Antyka also tried to close her eyes with the rest of the stirred feeling stirred. Alif's treatment like this makes Antyka become convinced, the man beside her will not hurt her .


***


As time continues to turn from night creeping into dawn . Two human children were still wrapped in thick blankets. The chanting of the holy verse echoes remind the inhabitants of the earth to be awake, ready to fulfill the call for dawn worship .


Alif wriggled, moving his hands. There was something soft that he touched. His eyes opened, he was surprised by their sleeping position which no longer had any limits. Antyka was on her back with her legs on Alif's thigh. While Alif sleeps in a tilted position with his hands on the top of Antyka's chest.


Alif raised his hand. He did not want Antyka to misunderstand. Everything that happened was out of his control. But a smile was on Alif's face. A warm taste infiltrates.


Antyka was in the kitchen making a cup of warm tea to fill the stomach in the morning. At least he did something to Alif. He realizes he is far from perfect but he is trying to do the things he is capable of.


Alif sat at the dinner table waiting for Antyka to bring her warm tea. He noticed his wife's slightly nervous movements.


" What time is Mr Alif coming home? Anty permission to the supermarket well, want to buy ingredients kitchen "


" I came home at eleven, took a short break and was in the hospital at two . Are you sure you want to go shopping alone? if you want, I can accompany you after you get home from college"


" No papa, Anty can be alone, we share the task. Mr. Alif must be tired, must be taught and must go to the hospital "


" Oh yes, use this for shopping later. You can buy anything with that card "Alif gives one card to Antyka


Antyka stared at Alif's wide back away and disappeared after the door closed . He rushed to clean the room and also put dirty clothes into the washing machine. Anty plays like a housewife.


***


Little steps Antyka down the hospital corridor. She memorized her husband's room. The presence of a beautiful woman who walks alone certainly attracts the attention of several pairs of eyes. From young doctors or families of patients who cross paths with Antyka .


Antyka approached the slightly open room. He glanced at the place he was carrying. I can't wait to see a man who is already her husband. In his wishful thinking, Antyka wanted to give a sweet surprise. He had dinner for Alif, which he cooked himself.


From inside the room, the sound of people talking. Antyka's chest rumbled. Her ears heard the voice of the woman and her husband was discussing about their feelings. He was still staring at the door of Alif's room did not budge


" dr Alif, I want clarification on the rumors. Is it true that Dr. Alif is married, I will not believe the rumors. I want to hear myself from Dr. Alif" Dr. Farah looked at Alif with hope anxious. Deep down hope the news is a lie.


" Yes, a few days ago I got married. It hasn't had a reception yet because my in-laws are sick "


" Say it's a doctor's lie......" Dr Farah's voice was choked.


"That's right, sorry Farah "


" I love Doctor Alif from a long time ago, why would the doctor not want to see me in the slightest. Am I so bad in Dr. Alif's eyes ?"


" dr Farah, it's a matter of the heart. I love my wife. Dr. Farah will meet a man better than me" said Alif


" Well, who's the lucky lady? Is she prettier, more educated or is she even richer than me ?"


" Doctor Farah, it's rude of you to say that, Of course in my eyes my wife is more than anything" Alif provoked his emotions. He was very polite with the woman. But Dr Farah actually made him emotionally interfere in his personal affairs.


From behind the door Antyka heard everything. He looked at himself. There are many shortcomings to him. But Mr. Alif was so patient with him. Undeniably Alif is a physically handsome adult man, he is also the son of one of the conglomerates with untold wealth. There are a lot of women who want to approach him. Antyka felt small


Antyka put her legs together, feeling sick. Hearing for yourself there is another woman who wants her husband. He better go back to the apartment. There was a warm mouth that suddenly flowed between his cheeks


" Antyka.." alif's voice echoed calling his name .


Antyka stopped her steps. Swiping his wet cheek. Alif was already at his side holding his shoulder with breath rising and falling.


" Antyka, are you coming ? I let out my breath for a moment. You didn't listen to my call. Are you angry ?"


Antyka shook her head, but Alif knew. From the look on Antyka's face, Alif made sure Antyka heard his conversation with Dr Farah.


" You heard it ? I just love you Anty now and whenever"


" Anty..."


" What did you bring? is dinner special to me? " Alif brought Antyka into his room. " I'm hungry. Coincidentally, I was going out to find food. Fortunately, you came "


" Anty only brought rice and chicken soup. Maybe it doesn't taste very good. Anty will learn again "Aty feels not too sure but Alif looks Enthusiastic and asks for the box he brought.


" It must be delicious, my wife has been trying to make dinner. And that must be special, because it is made with love "Alif teasing the wife who has blushed her cheeks.


Antyka did not expect Alif who was once a forcible could be very gentle in treating her. Alif appreciates his efforts so much . Even Alif was happy to spend the supplies that Antyka brought. Only occasionally feed Antyka .


" We go home together, right? I'll be home soon . Wait here, don't go where "


I heard knocking on the door. Alif opened it immediately. Several young doctors as well as Alif's co-workers came in. Their gazes were immediately fixed on Antyka who was sitting on the oversized seat of Alif .


" Who's that doc, his sister huh. can acquaintance ?" one of the young doctors .


" Yes doc, so beautiful . I list so sister-in-law "welcome the others .


" Don't be like that, she's my wife. There are still those who want to know "Alif immediately firmly. He least likes hers in someone else's lyrics .


All of them were immediately silent and misbehaved. Beyond their estimates. The authoritative Doctor Alif had a much younger wife. In addition they thought Dr. Alif was doctor Farah's lover .


Alif signed some of the files that they filed. Then say goodbye to Antyka to visit the patient's room with another doctor.


Anty smiled at the firmness of her husband. He was so proud of the way Alif protected him. The tremor of that vibration had already started to grow in the depths of his heart.