When That Sense Is Present

20.Wishing love

"Antyka" Luthfi stared intently at Antyka. But Antyka smiled mischievously.

" aw. Luthfi's pain, just past Anty's ear. Later Anty said Mr. Alif, if Luthfi brother rent the ears of his beautiful wife"

"Say there, all Luthfi sisters say that his wife likes to have a taste for people"

" Aty did not feel bad, just ..., caught a romantic scene" said Antyka who can still laugh after getting a joke from her brother.

" Where's your husband, he said he'd come here ?"luthfi asked after removing her sister's ear

"Later afternoon"

"Hmm" then they sat down

"Anty.." The voice of the little girl. Livia is her name, the second daughter of Luthfi and Karin

"Beautiful Daughter of Anty, how are you?" Antyka took Livia to sit nearby.

In the family room, Karin put her sister's favorite snack.

"You're still donuts, aren't you, Anty?" ask Karin

" My favorite" Antyka replied as she directly grabbed a doughnut with a bean topping.

"Sir Luthfi has heard, plan your wedding reception, Mama who told you. Oh yes .., Ibra has left again for Singapore, Anty. Don't tell me anymore. He's busy" Luthfi began his conversation with Antyka.

"Now that is it? yesterday said Anty wants to stay in Jakarta"

" Well, everyone has their own agenda. It's possible, something's going on beyond his predictions, Who know..?" Luthfi said to Antyka. In Luthfi's heart, I didn't want to make Ibra hurt by telling her about the wedding reception.

"Maybe too" Antyka replied doubtfully and there was disappointment.

"Antyka.., Luthfi brother hope you can limit yourself. Now you're married. Take care of your husband's honor. Ibra is still another man who can make your husband jealous." Luthfi spoke with great emphasis on her sister. Luthfi hopes that all will be well between Alif, Ibra, and Antyka

Antyka just nodded. Then Luthfi went to her room to change clothes. While Antyka is still in the middle room with the beautiful pounder, Livia.

"Anty, Livia's got something for Anty" The little girl's hand pushed Antyka into her room.

"What the hell via" Antyka follows Livia's desire to get into the room.

"Look, it's for Anty and alif" Livia gave the box a pretty draped.

" Whoa..., what is this?" Antyka twirled the box in her hand.

"Open in the house dong, same about Alif" Livia smiled at the curious Antyka

" Okey" Antyka gently rubbed Livia's head. "thank you Livia" did not forget the warm embrace for the very quiet and beautiful pounder.

**

Alif was already standing in the doorway, his face looked extremely tired. Antyka's heart was touched

"Sir Alif is tired ?" She asked Salim for her husband. Not forgetting Antyka brought the bag that Alif had brought. " Sit down, let's make you some coffee ?" Antyka quickly rushed over without waiting for an answer from Alif.

Alif sat on the living room sofa while staring at the surrounding room that looked innocent. There was only a dark brown sofa and in the corner of the room there was a small table where a medium size urn with fresh roses.

Alif closed his eyes to relax. After a day he taught on campus, filled seminars and went against the direction to pick up his wife. Shame along with the hours of coming home from work and stuck in traffic. Complete is ...

"Here's the coffee, get a drink!"

" Thank you" received a coffee cup that gave off the scent of cash. Sipping a few sips, made his feelings improve again. Moreover, he saw Antyka who was very attentive. Perfects.....

" Life..." The figure of Luthfi emerged from within followed by Karin and Livia. They sat in the living room to greet Alif.

After the stale. Alif expressed his intention, wanting to ask for a blessing prayer for Luthfi to hold a reception. Then the conversation flowed to where.. No time is nearing night.

After paying magrib together at Kak Luthfi's house, Alif asked permission to bring Antyka home.

"It's late, wouldn't be better to stay here elevator. You look tired too"

"We'll just go home, brother, just for a second. It's been this hour God's insha is not stuck"

"Yes, the heart is on the road"

Alif's car sped into the streets to his apartment which was quite far away. Antyka sat quietly beside Alif. His eyes were straight looking at the street which was quite smooth as Alif had guessed.

Alif woke up in the silence of the night. When the cold pierced the bone. Alif sat on the bed leaning against her side. A dream that frightened him. Alif looked at Antyka who was sleeping.

The face that more and more days make Alif can not turn away. His brain was only spinning about his wife. " Atyka do you know how big and deep I feel for you? I've always wished love from you" Jemari Alif combed Antyka's face.

Dream Alif :

Alif saw Antyka smiling towards him. At that time, he was sitting in a very beautiful garden. Antyka approached with all her charms. Alif was so happy and enthusiastic to embrace Antyka at that time.

"I love you" that line was so clear Antyka said to Alif.

" I love you more" Alif replied to Antyka.

Alif was stunned when Antika showered a kiss on his face . It felt like he was floating, flying with happiness.

But somehow, there is a force that pulls Alif away from Antyka. They call each other. Antyka chased after Alif's strong body carried away by a powerful force.

Alif looked at Antyka pity, who kept trying to reach her tirelessly.

Alif flinched, as Antika's hand hugged her tightly. The bad shadow about his dream faded.

Alif stroked Antika's hair, In her heart pleaded. Never separate yourself from the woman you love so much. Even in a dream, the pain and loss is so painful.

Alif kissed his forehead and confirmed the location of Antyka's blanket, then headed to the bathroom to wash. Not wanting to continue to be agitated, he set up night prayers. Seeking peace, complaining to the owner of the universe. Bermunajat khusu hope to be given ease for their love to stay united.

" Alicia is awake?" antyka's innocent face was staring confused.Alif's facial expression made her ask a question.

"Already from earlier. Anty, promise me, don't ever leave me, even if it's just a wish that comes to your mind" the remark suddenly slid from Alif's lips

Antyka who had just woken up could not react to anything but nod. Then Alif's sturdy arm has grabbed Antyka's body.

A moment of silence, only their breath was heard. Comfortable and sheltered feeling.

"Anty dear Mr. Alif" said Antyka Lirih. He felt an intimate closeness. And the feeling of being loved by Alif

"I love you 1,000 times more" Antyka's kiss on the other side of her head ended their romantic drama this morning.

"We're dawn first, don't be late"

Antyka put away the blanket and rushed to wash. So did Alif who had been canceled since.

**

"The breakfast is a lot, why just eat a little, you don't have an appetite?" Alif said as they had breakfast.

"Anty rich unappetizing and nauseous, Mr. Alif "

" Dizziness, or stomach pain?" Alif immediately stood up from the chair and held Antyka's forehead. " No fever, Alhamdulilah. What did you eat out yesterday, eat a spit?" Alif continues to interrogate Antyka.

"He ate a meal with Zeind, but he didn't care"

"Well, take this medicine" Alif gave the medicine to Antyka. " In chew yes, let the spit heal"

" Such a cure, some small? Bitter no Mr Alif, kok chewed anyway?"

"Mag medicine is that big, it's sweet and not bitter. It's been drunk!" while giving a glass of water.

Antyka received and chewed the medicine while drinking water to reduce the taste of the drug which although he said not bitter. But still not delicious.

Alif went to the kitchen to pour warm water, ginger and added honey in a special bottle.

"This will be drunk if you feel nauseous"

" Anty rich kid Kindergarten Mr. Alif, bring a gini-rich bottle"

"No papa"

Forced Anty to bring what Alif has prepared.

"Don't frown, today you have a handsome private driver. Go home and go to college I'll drop off"

"Sir Alif didn't start today?" Ask Antyka.

"I'm free" Alif held Antyka's arm out of the Apartment. After locking the door they walked back towards the bottom floor. Their teak is interlocked, like two persons who are kasmaran do not want to separate.

" Don't forget, your friend's friend was invited too, Anty. I want everyone to know about our relationship. Not wanting to misunderstand like yesterday" Alif glanced at Antika when he started running his car out of the Apartment area.

"Yes, Anty invited me, but only a close friend"

"Yes, it's not important that anyone knows"

" Salim Pak Alif" pinta Antyka when he arrived at the campus parking lot.

" I want this, this, and this" Alif showed me his cheeks and last on his lips"

Antyka immediately pouted "Shame ah if here, why not ask earlier, while still at home" .

" Okay at home I'm a lot of Mita" Alif chuckled

" Anty, don't want to go home then. Just stay at mom's house"

"You're afraid of Anty? don't be afraid, I'm just kidding. It's in there! learning smart. Let Dr. Alif be proud to have a wife who is not only beautiful but also smart" said Alif while leaving the back of his hand kissed.

Alif's car turned back around to get out of Antyka campus. Her feelings are so happy. Although the shadow of last night's nightmare still haunts him. But seeing Antyka's attitude, Alif became comfortable and treated.

***

Mr. Hendro's residence

Ibra still rejects Mr. Hendro's desire to immediately take over the top of the company leadership owned by his biological father. Ibra cannot live in Jakarta. His heart is not yet strong to meet Antyka

" What makes you so hard to live in Jakarta, Zigra? If possible, Papi can ease what has been burdensome in your steps. Please tell me Zigra!"

" Pi, forgive Ibra, give Ibra a few years. Ibra promised to help papi and mami. Zigra only asks for understanding from papi. Ibra can't tell you this time"

" Zigra, papi will do anything for you, Papi it's your parents son. Everything that's in here is yours too"

" Pi, Ibra also knows papi really wants us close after a long time apart. So is Ibra, but Ibra hasn't been able to stay here. Let Ibra prepare, Pi"

" Alright, but at least papi will announce your whereabouts, as papi's heir"

Suddenly, Miss Hendro came with a cheerful face, approaching her son and husband who were talking.

"Pi, there's an invitation from prof Damar. They're going to celebrate their daughter's wedding. We come with Zigra ya Pi, Mami can't wait to tell the world that mami's son is alive and very handsome "

" Good idea mi, Zigra...., would you go with mami and papi? teryata prof Damar advised with papi colleague, Haris Pradipta. There will be many important people and other papi colleagues there"

" Yes Pi, there we can begin to introduce, Ibra as our heir" ucam mami was even more excited

Ibra couldn't blame her parents for being so enthusiastic. Ibra could only sigh, restoring the hair on her head. Heart worried. Between taking care of his heart or keeping the feelings of his two excited parents attending the wedding of the woman he loved so much. Can he survive the event with an ordinary attitude.

Ibra said goodbye to her parents to return to the room. And at this moment Ibra was standing in front of the window. Ibra looked at the clear morning sky. The color is light blue tampa obstructed by white clouds even a little. " Antyka, may you always be happy. I know you belong to another man. But let me keep this feeling in the little corner of my heart. It's too wonderful for me to erase this feeling. Too deep a taste etched into my chest. Happy new life Antyka" murmured Ibra from behind the window of her room.