When That Sense Is Present

40.Sometimes Love makes us hurt each other

Ibra was like drifting away, she was very difficult to meet. Antyka almost gave up. He is trying to repair the relationship that was torn yesterday. But when Hanna's mom met her with a pleading face. Said Ibra was being destroyed. Antyka felt guilty

" Aty, please mommy. Meet Ibra now, he's home. Ibra doesn't want to do anything. Mommy can't persuade her"

" Mi, Brother Ibra is angry at Anty. Anty has repeatedly contacted Ibra's brother but Ibra's brother always refuses to meet Anty"

"Follow with mommy now, she just needs you to be there right now. It's like it's not Ibra you know and you know" Mami Hanna seemed so sad. Antyka could only surmise what Ibra was thinking to complicate matters. Antyka also must know the desire of the man with certainty.

"Well mi, we meet Ibra now"

**

Ibra was in her room, her body warm and weak. The man had a fever but did not want to touch medicine or food at all.

he just lay there and looked up at the sky in his room. It looks like Ibra is being shaken by a strange problem. It was like he was reluctant to look at the people around.His eyes were soft.

"Sir Ibra." Antyka's voice as she entered Ibra's room was stuffy.

Ibra stared at the arrival of the woman she missed so much. There was a happy twinkle just staring at his father's face.

" Anty, open the window, okay?" without waiting for an answer Ibra Anty opened the window. Antyka was surprised this week that she did not meet Ibra. This guy has changed a lot.

Ibra who was always excited and smiling was so tangled and pale. His eyes are soft, his lips dry and his body thinner. Inner Antyka screamed unbearably. It was as painful as Ibra's feeling because Alif was present that night.

Antyka rubs Ibra's hair, grasps Ibra's fingers warm. Antyka even kissed Ibra's fingers.

" I'm sorry, Ibra. Ibra's sister don't be like this. Just maki Anty, don't shut up"

Ibra shed her tears at Antyka's words.His head shook weakly she grabbed Antyka's cheek and rubbed it gently.

" Sorry.." Ibra's voice raspy.

Antyka gives warm water to drink Ibra. The man just obeyed Antyka. Even when Antyka bribed him to eat he according. Mami Hanna sees her son so in love with Antyka. So great was Antyka's influence in Ibra's life.

" Ibra, mami and your body, huh? There's Anty, I'm ashamed of the smell" Mami teases Ibra. Ibra just nodded and looked at Antyka. Antyka understood, she immediately left Ibra's room.

Antyka sat in the living room waiting for Ibra to clean up. He met with Mr. Hendro.

" Did that brat want to eat ?"

" It's Pi, it's mami now"

"Did you guys have a big fight?" look at Mr. Hendro, but it turns out the man was just stale and then left Antyka without waiting for an answer.

Ibra came out of her room fresher and sat next to Antyka.

" Anty, I'm sorry for what I said yesterday"

" I know Ibra's brother is under the influence of alcohol. Promise me, brother, never touch that illicit drink again, no matter what problems we face. Ibra's sister must know how desperate I am to be unable to contact Ibra. Lucky mami came, I could dismiss the thought that I had been apprehended by brother Ibra"

"I think Anty will leave, I'm desperate. I feel too outrageous to you. I guess you're no longer willing to see me"

"I will not go as long as Ibra does not leave me. I will be with Brother Ibra as long as Brother Ibra wants me"

Mami Hanna came and sat in the living room "Listen to Ibra, all because of your own thoughts, You have to believe in Anty. If you don't give trust, your relationship will be difficult" Mami Hanna advised her Son

Antyka glanced at Ibra, confirming Hanna's mother's speech. The woman understands that every relationship must be based on trust.

"Anty accompanied me to the back garden" pinta Ibra he felt careless in the house. Mami Hanna knew Ibra wanted to let go of Antyka

Ibra invites Antyka to chat in the garden behind Ibra's spacious house. The wind blowing gives a cool feeling in a hot day. They sat in a gazebo.

" How's Caya doing? does he miss me?"

" Caya is good. He's in love with his Daddy. Let alone Ibra, I'm the only one he ignored. This one week I was lonely, brother Ibra was angry, not wanting to see me. Actually I am the most sad here" said Antyka sulking

Ibra laughed at Antyka who was sulking, The man rubbed his head.

"I wasted time, we should have gone together for a date"

"Then do not get angry too often, can get old quickly. Look, brother Ibra's face has a fine line. Each anger will increase the wrinkles" said Antyka teasing Ibra

" Where you are, don't like to lie. Later his nose gets longer" Ibra clamped Antyka's nose until reddened by anxiety.

"Sick sister Ibra" whine Antyka

" Mass anyway, where are you trying? let me blow" and Ibra's face approached giving a blow.

Upon realizing their faces were so close, the two were carried away by the atmosphere, a subtle sigh creeping through. Their faces were blushing and hot with rapid heartburn. Antyka pushing Ibra's chest. Reawaken them from the inflating taste.

" Cheal fast, I want to walk with brother Ibra. Ibra looks skinny too"

Ibra scratched her non-itchy nape. The man felt stupid in front of Antyka.

" Give me two days, I'll have recovered. I'll take you to the beach. It's been a long time since we ate grilled fish while enjoying the sunset"

" I can't wait for him. It'll be a lot of fun" Antyka seemed enthusiastic about Ibra's plans.

"Did you know we were fighting?"

" Of course not, I lied to my mom that Ibra was out. I don't want my mom to know. He is too old to think about our problems. I disappointed my mother enough. When my affair first. I'll just give you some good news for mama"

" Thank you Anty"

***

Anty was preparing dinner when the sound of the house bell rang out. Antyka immediately went ahead and opened the door. Alif was already standing with a smile on his lips.

" I'm sorry I came by nightfall. Please give this to Caya" Antyka has not had time to answer Alif's greeting.

" Daddy .." The girl heard his Daddy's voice immediately searching.

"Strich.." Alif hugged his little girl.

" Daddy want to eat with Caya?"

" Daddy doesn't just stop by, Daddy has to go to the hospital to help people"

" Well, Daddy wants to save the sick. Just Mommy and Oma"

" Daddy's son is smart and kind. Daddy said goodbye first . Learning smart and must obey Momy" Alif lowered Caya from her sling.

" Yes Daddy"

" This Caya is from Daddy" Antyka gives a gift from Alif" Caya is immediately excited and enters the house after kissing Alif's cheek.

" Wait on Mr. Alif..."

" Yes" Alif's body turned to look at the woman who called out to him

"I need to talk to you about Caya, me and Mr. Alif. Looks like I'll have to make clear rules for babysitting our daughter. I've been kind enough to let Mr. Alif meet with Caya. But it shouldn't be this free. Sorry, frankly I'm disturbed.However Caya is mine. I am the most entitled. Mr. Alif was never there when he was present"

" Tell clear Anty, I have to how"

" Mr. Alif can come here but not as nice as the heart. We set the time for Mr. Alif to meet Caya. Weekend Caya can be with Mr. Alif only Saturday and Sunday. Monday to Friday he should not be disturbed. But there are exceptions when Caya does want to be with his Daddy. Whenever it's please. Beyond the emergency situation is only the weekend"

"Alright, I follow your rules" said Alif without debating all the rules Antyka made. he knew full well Antyka was more entitled. Alif would no longer hurt Antyka or make the woman angry.

" One more thing, don't go into this house again.wait in front of the gate. Mama or bik Asih will take Caya out of the house to meet Mr. Alif. Remember Saturday morning until Sunday afternoon Caya can be with Mr. Alif. must not be late to return Caya must be in the afternoon"

"I understand, Anty. What's more" Alif's face became more and more sad, his heart was getting sicker. He can no longer steal time just to be able to see Antyka.

" No please go"

" Aty..., thanks for all" Alif turned her body around. There was no dew on his face. He was rightly removed from Antyka's past. He followed all the orders and desires of Antyka. Whatever Antyka's origin can be happy. Alif will try to make it happen.

Antyka closed the door to her house. His body was leaning behind the door. His heart ached and lost as he looked at the face of Alif who was so obedient in his words. Not a single match Alif gave.

" This is what I'd better do. So that we don't hurt each other again, Mr. Alif. You think I wasn't hurt when I kept looking at you. Sorry..."

Caya is opening the box that Alif gave her earlier. The little girl seemed enthusiastic waiting for what gift her Daddy brought

A little girl's puzzle toy in a flower garden is chasing a butterfly. She looked fascinated by the toy.

"This mommy is great, Caya likes it"

" Yes Caya, the toy trains Caya patient and meticulous. Do you know how to play it?" Caya only shook her head when asked by Antyka.

"Later, mommy ajarin now we eat first. Please call Oma"

"Okay mommy" Caya immediately entered the room of the Oma.

"Mommy....Oma why ?" jeremy from the room. Antyka immediately ran to Oma's room

" Mama.." scream Antyka found mama Ajeng lying with breath gasping and almost lost consciousness. Nervously Antyka took her phone.

Antyka is confused as to who to contact at this time. Only Alif yes, maybe Alif is not too far away. Contacting Luthfi must have taken longer. In confusion was all he could think of.

"Yes, Anty" Alif's voice shouts while answering a phone call from Antyka.

"Please get back home? mama's sick.I'm afraid..." Antyka's voice sounded panicked.

" Yes I came, I'm still in front of the house has not left" Alif's remark made Antyka relieved.then the sound of Antyka bell immediately ran and opened it.

" Quick Mr. Alif please"

Alif went inside Ajeng's mom's room and checked for a bit.

"Anty, we need to get Mama to the hospital now. Please open my car door" Alif gave me the car keys.

They rushed to bring Mama Ajeng with Alif's car. Instantly awkward or hesitant between them melted, distracted to the safety of mama.mama Ajeng was in the middle bench with Antyka while Alif driving in front side by side with Caya.

Alif took them to his hospital because it was the hospital that was the closest distance from Antyka's house. Antyka was not aware of it, Antyka's Consecration was just how mama Ajeng quickly got help.

In front of the hospital, there were several medics waiting. Mama Ajeng was immediately given help. Antyka was in the patient's waiting room. He was busy contacting his brother.

Antyka's body felt tired, He sat on the bench with Light on his lap. Alif came to sit beside them.

" Mama's been taken care of but can't get out of this room yet. Waiting for all the results of the examination" Alif said while taking over Caya from Antyka's lap.

"Sir Alif, thank you for everything"

"You can rest in my room with Caya"

"No, I'll wait for mama here" Antyka refused, she had started to feel bad already troublesome Alif, she said, though he had just so firmly forbid Alif to meet his daughter on an ordinary day or enter the house. But Alif still wanted to help him.

While talking comes a man who may be Alif's man handed a white plastic bag to Alif. Then the man withdrew.

" You guys haven't had dinner yet, have you? I'm hungry too. Let's eat first"

Alif handed the box of chicken rice to Antyka, as well as Caya. Without much rejection Antyka who was hungry to accept it. He wastes away shame and prestige.

"Anty, I'm taking Caya to my room, okay? is Kasian here?" Alif asked with a pleading look. And Antyka allowed it. Antyka looked at the back of Alif who left her. Caya in his Daddy's warm sling looked calm, the girl just glanced at Antyka, then re-shed her head on Alif's shoulder.

In Alif's room, Caya was taken to the bathroom to brush her teeth first before going to bed.

"Daddy, is Momy coming here?"

" Mommy's looking after Oma, Caya's sleeping with Daddy, huh?" Caya looked confused twinkle her eyes looked sad.

"Daddy, please heal Oma, Caya wants Oma to heal"

"Yes, Daddy will try. Caya helps Daddy with a prayer yes" Alif hugged his daughter to calm Caya who was about to cry.

Alif waited for Caya to fall asleep. The day is getting late. In her eyes was Caya who had fallen asleep peacefully. Alif was about to leave Caya to return to the care room of Ajeng's mother. He asks one of the nurses to keep Caya in his room.

Alif looked at Antyka who was sitting leaning on the waiting bench. Two of his hands were crossed, his legs had been raised and his eyes were closed. There are still tears flowing. Alif knows how Antyka feels. She must be very sad. Alif stood in front of Antyka as he continued to stare at his ex-wife. If only he could have wanted to appease the woman, comfort her.

" What are you doing here?" the voice shocked Alif from his wishful thinking. He turned to see that there was a Luthfi who was looking at him suspiciously.

"Sir Luthfi? I ..." nervous Alif

" Still not satisfied to see him suffer there are still your evil plans that have not been unleashed?" Luthfi's words were so cynical. Luthfi's commotion awakens the sleeping Antyka.

"Sir Luthfi ..., He helped Anty take her to the hospital" Antyka said confusedly

" Why did you bring your mother to this hospital? You want to show me how rich and powerful you are. I can still finance Mama. Remember you don't interfere" Accused Luthfi to Alif who was still silent.

" I don't mean so Luthfi Sister, this hospital is closest to home. Mama must be dealt with quickly' Alif explained his actions.

Luthfi was silent at Alif's words. But I don't know the upset still enveloped Luthfi's feelings when she met Alif.

" Aty, you go home let Luthfi's brother take care of my mother. Where's Light?"

" Yes..." Antyka felt cornered at the anger of her brother

"There's in my room, she's asleep"

Antyka lowered her head, not daring to look at Luthfi's brother......