When That Sense Is Present

5.Waiting for that feeling to be present

Dinner was good .Although there is a lot of awkwardness in the mind Antyka . Lucky mother Amalia and sister Lira very friendly and gentle person . Maybe it has become a male character in this family so possessive .Haris' father on Mother , Brother Mike on Lira and Alif not only possessive but also a forcible .

At the dinner table, Alif also acted as if they were a couple who fell in love with each other, when only four times they met .

A lot of taste that Antyka held during dinner.Angry feeling, upset also guilt .Until dinner was over, Antyka brought Alif around his spacious house

Until they were in the garden behind the house, in a Gasebo . Alif asks Antyka to sit next to him .

" Anty, I know you're not comfortable in the middle of my family . But you need to know, father, mother and all my family are very accepting of your presence . I hope it makes you feel "

" Yes let alone mother, but I feel very guilty . I shouldn't pretend to be here as their son-in-law's candidate "

" Anty, you're not pretending, we're getting married in a month .How can you say something like this "

" But I don't love Mr. Alif . I did because of Mr. Alif's coercion and Dad's happiness "

Alif arrived in front of Antyka . He endured the pain in his chest . Antyka's words deeply wound her heart . The little lips innocently said a rejection .

" I know you haven't been in love with me yet, I'll try to make you comfortable .Someday your feelings will grow for me . Antyka my heart aches when you say that word .You know here, in my chest there's only your name . I will endure the pain of being with you .I'm sure you're my soul mate "

" Pa Alif sorry ..sorry I have hurt Mr. Alif "

" Don't apologize Antyka, everything I do is my wish . My pain is not worth the happiness when you are by my side . Staring at you .touching you will no longer be a sin . You'll only be mine "

" Mr. Alif ..it seems unfair to Mr. Alif."

" I just want to be loved by you Antyka "

" Will Mr. Alif wait until that feeling is present in my heart ?"

" I'll wait for Antyka "

" Thank you "

Both were silent for a moment .Alif is back next to Antyka .Lousy

" Antyka tomorrow I'll pick you up to find our engagement ring . I want you to choose yourself "

" I have a lecture tomorrow, probably finished after two o'clock "

" Aju also has a practice schedule, maybe four o'clock finish .How about five o'clock in the afternoon I pick you up to the house "

" It may be "Return the silence " Sir is already night, Dad must be worried "

" Okay, I'll take you home "

The two stood up and went back into the house. It appears that Father and Mother Alif were in the family room .

" Mommy, Anty's father said he had come home late "

" Well, Salam to prof Damar and Bu Ajeng "

" Yes, Anty will say "

Haris' father patted Alif on the shoulder, He looks happy looking at his youngest son .

" Be careful to take the car, don't speed it too much ."

" Yes, we went out first "

***

Exactly ten o'clock in the night Alif's car entered the courtyard of prof Damar's house . Antyka immediately came down and thanked Alif who had brought her home .

Antyka immediately went inside the house .After that , then Alif left the house of prof Damar .

Alif Street is marked with the words Antyka .To wait until the tasting is present . Alif is very happy, at least Antyka is trying to accept her presence .

Arriving at his apartment Alif cleans up and lies down . Closing her eyes but Antyka's shadow won't go . The way Antyka smiled made Alif feel drifting .

Alif decided to send a message to Antyka . Even though he knew Antyka must have slept

Rebates

Beautiful Dream Anty, meet again tomorrow

Alif smiles herself hugging her phone .Imagining Antyka's expression while reading her message "It turns out like this it feels like falling in love with "Murm Alif .

**

Fajr before Antyka woke up and holed up to the family prayer hall .There his parents were reading the Qur'an .As soon as Anty joins they carry out the dawn together .

Anty returns to her room checking her books and also her cell phone . Today she had a morning lecture some messages she read from her college friends about the deadlines of the assignments and also there was a message from an unknown number .He smiled as he read it from Alif .

Antyka

I woke up sorry I just replied

Sent message .Antyka ensures her college assignments and supplies today in a bag lest anyone be left behind . Then he arranged his bed to keep it tidy and then he rushed to take a bath .

" Antyka, breakfast first, Mama has made nasi uduk and chicken suwir your favorite "

" Enter the place to eat ma, today Anty buru buru . Eat at the college . Mr. Urip can take Anty, right ma ?"

" Tuh nak Alif is in front waiting for you to leave "

" Mr. Alif pick up Anty ma ?"

" Yes, still in front of me talking to Dad "

" yes already ma, Anty left first "

" This is your supply Anty "

" Kok Two ma "

" Make Nak Alif one "

Antyka kissed the back of mom's hand and rushed out of the house . On the terrace there was Dad and Alif was talking .Antyka says goodbye soon

" Well, Anty left yeah . There's a morning lecture afraid of being late "

" My prof asked for permission to take Anty directly to the hospital "

" Yes, be careful on the road"

Anty's been in Alif's car . They're headed to Antyka campus .

" This is from mama "Antyka offers a place to eat

" What ...?" Tanya Alif still straight forward looking .

" Seat chicken rice for breakfast"

" What a coincidence I haven't had breakfast .Mama-in-law is understanding "

Alif very excited .

The car goes into the parking lot of the Antyka campus .Antyka was a little surprised, in fact he only asked Alif to drive him to the gate just did not need to come in .

" Why ? you're afraid your friend saw that you were ushered in by me ?" Alif tau kegundahan Antyka

" Yes sir, it should be enough in front of the gate .I can walk "

" Let you cape ,lumayan there is still fifteen minutes left, can for breakfast . Breakfast in the car "

Antyka followed the words of Mr. Alif they opened their respective supplies .

" This is my old menu sir "

" Sweet for breakfast .Can you cook ?"

Antyka immediately blushed " Can ...but only cook instant noodles .ceplok eggs "

" No papa, there's still plenty of time to study .When did I teach you to cook "

" Mister Alif can cook ?

" It can be not good though .I've lived abroad for a long time so I'm used to being independent "

" Alhamdulilah "

" Why ?"

" Yes just thank you sir . nih nasi uduk I have finished "

" Owh. kirain you're grateful that I can cook .At least you won't starve .You can count on me "

" That's also me shaving, I go in first sir "

" Wait ..."

" Why sir "

Antyka stopped her movement when she opened the car door

" Drink "Alif gives a bottle of mineral water and immediately accepted Antyka

" Thank you sir "

" Wait ..." Alif thrusting a tissue to wipe the lips of a wet Antika "Don't forget five o'clock, wait for me "

" Yes sir, I said "

Alif's lip angle is awkward . Her eyes continued to stare at Antyka who was stepping towards her classroom area until she disappeared into the building . " Just like this has made me happy Antyka . "

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At the hospital Alif is receiving patients . Today Alif patient is enslaved . He examined carefully assisted by two nurses . Alif is a well-known doctor who is very thorough and also patient .

When the break arrived Alif to the building which was used as a place of worship in the hospital area . He had rolled up his shirt to the elbow and prayed with the others .

While heading to the cafeteria for lunch Dr Farah approached her .they sat side by side .

" Doctor Alif has a message ?"

" It has not just been until "Alif called the cafeteria waiter then ordered vegetable salad as well as grilled chicken and unsweetened orange juice

" Dr Farah what message ?"

" Just say Doc let it be easy "

The canteen waiter records the order then goes to the kitchen .

" The condition of Mr. Hendro is getting worse, prof Mus suggested to install the ring .But Mr. Hendro was not willing to be operated on .He seems to have been very resigned "

" Oh better his immediate family can persuade.Maybe his son or wife "

" That's the problem, according to a story from his family .He misses his son who went missing twenty years ago in an accident .His wife always whines so that Mr. Hendro can be operated as soon as possible "

" It's so bad, I'm so sorry .Hopefully they can be found "

The dishes arrived .The waiter put it on the table .Alif immediately ate his food voraciously .When eating often dr. Farah stole a look at Alif . actually it has been a very long time doctor Farah harbored her feelings for Alif .

Alif serious, rigid and insensitive man .He spent his day teaching at the medical school and practicing in the hospital

He hardly ever thinks about women .

Sometimes Alif was annoyed with women who tried to approach him both on campus and in the hospital .

But when Zein tells Antyka who is looking for Alif's donor, he agrees to help her . Before the meeting Alif already knew Antyka's identity .And at the first meeting his heart immediately fell in love .