
Disappointment and sadness mixed into one, he wanted to be angry but angry to whom? Who's in the wrong? And who made it wrong? His heart was slashed without mercy.
Bloodless wounds were even more painful, his mind was so injured. All he thought about was why I was saved? As if this world was meaningless to him, his eyes looked so faint and his light dimmed.
He stared at the infusion tube that led to his left hand, and closed both eyes. What should he do in the future? Destiny who knows. When he opened his eyes he hoped everything would be fine.
Just a hope without action was just a waste to him, Nadhira opened his eyes again and looked at the figure of Rifki sitting next to him.
"Akhs". Nadhira tried to get up.
"Nadhira what are you doing? Your wound is not healed yet". Rifki is so worried and prevents Nadhira from getting up.
"So weak is my body right now, that I can't do anything for my family, Rif... Hix... Hix... Is papa so hateful of me that he's not by my side right now?".
"Don't think like that Nadhira, it's still night soon the sun will rise your papa is still sleeping, tomorrow morning will definitely visit you, rest, you need a lot of rest for a while".
"Well, haven't you slept all night? Why do your eyes look swollen?". Nadhira asked when he saw Rifki's face. "Rif you have to think about your school, how about if your lesson gets interrupted because it keeps me here?"
"No need to worry about me Nadhira, I'm used to this, oh yes Nadhira tomorrow after the National Examination, I've asked permission from the school that you can take the exam in the hospital".
"Thank you Rif"
"For what? Shouldn't friends help each other?". Rifki smiled at Nadhira's thanks.
The morning light began to shine in the room where Nadhira was treated, some nurses entered Nadhira's hospital room to examine him and bring him some medicine to drink, they also injected liquid in the infusion hose in Nadhira's hands.
Rifki went to the bathroom to bathe and wash her face, after the departure of the nurses came Bi Ira while bringing the city to eat for Nadhira.
"For non". Sapa bi Ira's.
"Bi also".
"Where is non? Aunty just heard that non Dhira just realized, so auntie immediately rushed here".
"Alhamdulillah as you see, oh yes papa ngak come here bi?".
"Master's out of town non, he said there's an important task".
"Why arrive out of town at a time like this bi?". Nadhira smiled but he was so sad. "Maybe the business is so important, for the sake of supporting his family".
Without Nadhira realizing that Rifki was listening to her conversation with bi Ira from the bathroom in the room where Nadhira was being treated, Rifki was eager to get angry over the actions of Nadhira's biological father. He recalled what Reno had said about the incident where Nadhira's family had come and almost made a scene in the hospital.
Rifki comes out of the bathroom while Ira is feeding Nadhira, seeing Nadhira can laugh in front of her maid makes Rifki smile because of it.
"Bi ira has come yes, so I went to school first ya bi". Sapa Rifki's
"Not eating the Rif?" Ask Nadhira.
"Let's eat first mas, aunty had brought rifki mas rice as well". Bi Ira took a box of rice and poured it over to Rifki.
"Wah I got the part too hehe... Thanks bi bi, sorry can't come to eat together, oh yes bi this I brought to school ya bi for lunch". Rifki said while lifting a box of supplies in his hand.
"Yes please".
"Heart on the way of the Rif, learn what really makes good value". Nadhira smiled at Rifki.
"By... Also".
Rifki rushed out of the room, several times he smelled the aroma of cooking from bi Ira made him almost drool, he could not wait to get to school and enjoy the cuisine.
"Riff". Call Raka.
Rifki who heard the call immediately stopped her steps and turned towards Raka. Rifki glanced at him, while the glimpsed looked right and left.
"What's wrong?". Ask Rifki.
"Didn't you feel anything?"
"You mean?".
"Yes some kind of negative energy is being emitted from your friend's body".
"No, I didn't feel anything strange about his body, maybe the energy I felt back then was gone".
"How could it possibly disappear so quickly, and why am I the only one who still feels such a strange thing".
"It's been discussed later again, I can miss a lesson because of you".
Rifki immediately rushed to his house to change clothes and take his bag, while in the room Nadhira now only lives bi Ira one. After finishing eating and taking medicine Nadhira again laid his body with the help of bi Ira.
"Bi as long as I'm unconscious did papa ever come here?". Nadhira asked who arrived.
"Ever, when non-Dhira was declared unsaved, the mistress and non-Manda also came to visit non-Dhira".
"What happened after I was unconscious".
"Mrs and masters were very worried about the state of non-Dhira, they continued to pray that non-Dhira returned healthy and could gather together".
"really bi?". Nadhira's eyes twinkled hearing it.
"real non". Smiling at Nadhira. ****"Sorry non-aunt lied if non-Dhira knows the truth, non-Dhira's heart will definitely hurt again, and it will affect your healing process". Inner bi Ira.
Nadhira smiled but his eyes shed tears, his mouth laughed yet his heart cried so hard. His mouth was open but with no sound he let out, he wanted to look happy in front of his maid.
***"I know aunt is lying to me right now, thank you for taking care of me, and loving me like your own son". Nadhira's mind when he saw bi Ira showed the motion of his lie without him knowing.
"Bi when my life was not helped I dreamed of meeting my mother, I told her I wanted to always be with her, and she told me that my journey was not over, and she would always wait for me there, she said, mama hugged me so tightly and now I won't be able to feel that embrace again, I just hope that when I open my eyes everything will be fine but in fact the torture is not over yet,
sometimes I feel so lonely in the crowd, the affection of my parents is just a dream that can't be real". Nadhira said so softly but could still be heard by his aides.
"Non, who is patient yes non, you are not alone if there are still aunts, non friends also, non do not be sad again yes, if non sad later aunty will be sad.... Non ever said also if non sad later mama non also sad, I know what is not felt at this time, fate toying with us".
Nadhira forced to get up while holding his wounded stomach, because he forced his wound back to feel so painful that it released a trace of blood in his dressing.
"Akh ... "
"Non, what non do, non conditions can get worse".
Bi Ira was so surprised by what Nadhira would do and made her tear up, Nadhira's eyes reddened by enduring the pain she felt. Nadhira did not care that his wounds were bleeding again, he kept trying to get up.