What's Wrong Pa

Traumatizing

Rachel nodded to Rifki's words, slowly changing her consciousness with Nadhira's consciousness, when Nadhira's body almost fell, Rifki immediately caught her and leaned her body carried by a tree that was so shady in that place.

Rifki immediately checked Nadhira's pulse, slowly the pulsation field began to pulsate normally.

"Nadhira". Rifki said to Nadhira while patting Nadhira on the cheek slowly.

Nadhira began to frown his forehead a sign he would realize at that time, Rifki immediately asked his men to bring Nadhira a drink, slowly Nadhira's vision began to appear clear, Nadhira began to look clear, the first thing he saw was the figure of Rifki in front of him.

When her gaze began to clear, Nadhira began to shed tears in front of Rifki, Nadhira held Rifki's hand so tightly.

"What's up Dhira? Why are you prying?". Rifki asked so curiously because Nadhira's hand held her hand so tightly.

"Mama....". Nadhira said with tears in his eyes.

"Why Aunt Lia?".

"Sister Rachel.... Rif I'm scared". Nadhira cries and is unable to tell Rifki.

"What's up Dhira? Tell me clearly, why with Aunt Lia, don't be afraid I'm here, just tell me".

"Sister Rachel told me, that Mama's death had something to do with my stepmother, if that's true then.hiks...". Nadhira was unable to continue his words.

"Relax Dhira, I know how you feel, we'll know everything soon, if it's true then we have to reveal it".

Nadhira just nodded towards Rifki, he did not know what else he had to say to Rifki, when he would come to his senses when Rachel said it to Nadhira, I don't know why Rachel told him that.

Shortly afterwards they buried Rachel's body together, in the same public burial place with both parents, Nadhira and others immediately sprinkled flowers to the tomb, they did not forget to also pray for both Rachel and Rachel's parents.

After everything was done, Rifki and the others immediately decided to go home because soon the sky will be dark omen night will arrive at that place.

After finishing delivering Nadhira home, Rifki immediately rushed to his headquarters to see the state of the younger brother of Rachel who is currently in his parking lot with his men.

Arriving at the headquarters, Rifki immediately got out of his car and rushed into the building is large enough followed by some of his men behind him.

"Where's the kid?". Rifki asked one of his men.

"There's inside with Sister Lina, Young Master".

"Has he eaten?".

"It's Young Master, but just a little bit, he kept crying calling out his brother's name, but now it's beginning to calm down Young Master".

"Alright, I'll see him".

*****

After Rifki's departure from Nadhira's house, Nadhira immediately entered his house with his footsteps were so heavy, too much burden that he was thinking about at this time.

Nadhira is confused as to why Rachel told him about the cause of her death, perhaps it has something to do with who Rachel really is and what her relationship with Mama is.

Nadhira immediately went into his room without regard to the surrounding situation, as if his body was now so tired to accept the problem again, the burden he was bearing was so heavy for himself.

"O Allah, though the problems I face are so great, I still have a God far greater than my problems".

After arriving in his room, Nadhira immediately went into the bathroom to clean his body, after which he laid himself in bed while waiting for the magrib adhan to roar in that place.

Not long after, Bi Ira came into Nadhira's room so that Nadhira immediately rose from his sleep.

"What's wrong, ma'am?". Ask Nadhira.

"Your neck why else, son? Why is it so red?". Bi Ira asked when she saw Nadhira's red neck coiling up.

"Ah this is not what Mom, just a small wound later also healed by herself, oh yes Mom was here to do? Can Dhira help you?".

"No, just want to make sure you're okay, from this morning you're out not telling Mom, so I'm really worried about you, what's really going on, son, tell Mom, tell me, why are your eyes so puffy as if you've been crying".

Nadhira immediately rushed towards the makeup shirt to scold, but her face was not what her adoptive mother had said.

"I'm not papa kok Bu".

"But I can feel my son, even if you don't say it".

"Ah Mom could have, I don't papa really, maybe it's just the feeling of Mom, look I'm fine now". Nadhira said as she approached her foster mother with a smile on her face.

"Thank God that you're okay, oh yes, I was at the orphanage, and Fika was looking for you, son, this week you didn't come to the orphanage".

"The fish? Then what did you tell him? I had an interest with my friend so I did not have time to come to the house, God willing next week I went to the house".

"Mother told him that his sister was still busy with school so did not have time to come to see him, actually he was a little disappointed but he asked Mom to invite you next week".

"Yes Ma'am, next week I try to come to see him, think he's angry aren't ya Bu to me? Because I didn't come today".

"No boy, Fika really loves Nadhira, where maybe Fika can be angry with you son".

"I'm just afraid he's mad at me, Mom".

The two continued to talk until the adzan magrib berkumandang awang, Bi Ira immediately returned to his room to perform prayer services as well as Nadhira.

After that Nadhira immediately headed to his study shirt to study the maple the next day, today was very tiring for Nadhira.

*****

Rifki immediately came to where his sister Rachel was, he saw that the boy was sitting in a gazebo in the back of the base with Bi Lina guarding him.

Rifki asked Bi Lina to leave the two of them at the place by moving her hands, Bi Lina immediately saluted Rifki and left the place, after which Rifki immediately sat next to the little boy.

"What are you doing here alone?". Ask Rifki.

"I'd like to see Brother Ahel, Brother". Prattling

"Hm... Adek has eaten yet? Adek what do you want to eat? Later I bought it for Adek".

"Why not eat? Is Bi Lina cooking bad?".

"I want to see Ahel, bring me to meet him, Brother".

"Guve seen that star". Pointing towards the sky where there is the brightest confusion. "Rahel's brother is there, Rachel's sister is happy there, she's staring at Adek at the moment".

"What does Brother mean?".

"If big later Adek will know what Brother means, now let's eat first, Brother laper, Adek also not eat".

"But Brother....".

"Already, come with Brother, let's walk".

It was not finished that the boy said something to Rifki, but Rifki immediately cut the word and invited the boy to leave the place.

Rifki immediately pulled out his motorcycle from the trunk on the parking lot, and the two immediately rushed to leave the base, whether Rifki would take where the boy went, his men did not know it.

Seeing the beautiful sparkle at night makes the child's heart feel a little happy, because all this time all he saw was darkness without the slightest light.

"Where are we going, brother?".

"Emmm... Where are you going, what about the city park? You want?".

"You Brother, Ahel once told me, he wanted to take me there and see the beautiful star in the sky, but....".

"Not to think about it, well we'll go there right now".

Rifki immediately drove his motorbike to where they were going, not long after they finally arrived at a park, Rifki immediately parked his motorcycle and invited the child to walk in the park.

Slowly the child's feelings are a little better than before, but it will not disappear the marks in his heart.

Trauma is like an accident, the wound can be treated and healed over time but not with the loss of disability that he will receive after the accident occurs.

"Daddy, what do you want to eat? Choose it, there is fried rice, chicken krispi, chicken satay, ketoprak, and many more, choose it".

"I'm not hungry Brother". Answer the boy flatly.

"Yes, Brother choose it, must obey Brother!".

Rifki immediately pulled the child's hand towards a right that sells a variety of foods that are so delicious and uploading appetite to eat.

After finishing ordering a meal, Rifki immediately invited the child to sit in a place far from the crowd to see the beautiful sparkling stars on the bright night.

"Eh we haven't met Dek, call me Rifki's sister, oh yes whose name is Adek?".

"My name is Hafis Brother".

"Hafis, good name Adek, hopefully later adult Adek can be Hafizh memorization of the Qur'an as the name suggests".

Rifki rubbed the child's head softly named Hafis, not long after their order finally arrived, Rifki immediately told Hafis to finish the food that Rifki had ordered for him.

Seeing Hafis who are not appetite makes Rifki try hard to think about what actions he will take next so that the child is free from his trauma.

"Eating ya, later the rice nangis lo, pity the farmers have difficulty nanam eh ngak in eating until the rice is crying".

"Can rice be weeping, brother?".

"Could, if not eaten eat yes later cry, we are sinners also finally because it makes rice to cry".

"I want to see the nanya nangis Kak".

"Does Adek make her cry? What if the rice is against Allah because it is not eaten? God will be angry with you as Adek".

"real Brother? Brother Ahel said that if God is angry, we will go to hell, I will not go to hell Brother, I am afraid".

"Yes, Brother is also afraid of Dek, especially if tortured by angels there, no one can help Dek except our own charity, but, yes, let's eat later Allah is angry if Adek does not want to eat".

As soon as possible Hafis immediately grabbed the spoon on the plate and put rice into his mouth to fill his stomach so greedily.

"The food is slow, no one wants to fight with Adek kok".

Rifki smiled at the boy, saw him eat like that there was a slight sense of pain in him, he said, Rifki guessed that the child in front of her was never given proper food to eat so she was so greedy.

A child who is experiencing their trauma does not need any advice, but they need someone to accompany and encourage him until he is able to get out of the zone.

How much advice you give them, it's useless to them, but it will make the child will feel so depressed not only mentally but also his mind is also depressed because of it.

Maybe physically they will look good, but mentally and mentally they will look so fragile and even easy to destroy again.

Maybe they can laugh in front of many people, but not necessarily they will be able to hold back their tears when they are silent alone in their room.

Mental and inner being a bet, if the child is not able to pass through it it will end in despair and lead to suicide, but for children who are able to pass through even though they will not be able to eliminate the trauma.

How many mental children have you destroyed without you knowing, parents? Without you realizing whatever you are doing will lead to the excitement that will happen to your child.

The smallest thing, it is able to make your child feel down, family divorce, distinguish from others, care more about your ego, more, or even say something that could hurt your child accidentally, do you know? As children who will be affected by your selfishness, my mother's father realized that we also deserve to live happily like everyone else.

Remember, the attitude of the child is a reflection of his parents, do not get angry when a child does wrong but tell him what is right and what is wrong, if you raise your voice in front of your child then don't blame your child if your child does the same thing you did to him when he grew up because a child is a reflection of his parents.

"Why doesn't Rifki eat too?". Hafis asked Rifki who was in front of him, who at once also woke Rifki from his daydream.

"Yes, this is my sister eating". Rifki said while taking a spoon and slicing the fried chicken in front of him.

Rifki and Hafis immediately ate at the place, Rifki smiled at the end Hafis wanted to eat like never before now a little smile began to radiate from Hafis face to Rifki.

Not long after, finally the food served on the table was not left because both are equally hungry.