
On the one hand, Indah can only be alone in her day, she keeps thinking about her childhood friend Panji, he and Panji have long been betrothed by their parents so that it makes Indah able to accept all his shortcomings.
"Panji, where are you? Why did you leave so soon Panji? Why did you leave me? Take me with you, I've been waiting for you in my life for years, but what? You go so far, that I cannot reach you".
Beautiful did not expect at all what he heard at this time, he was more unexpected that the person he considered as Panji also said the same thing that Panji was gone.
Meanwhile, Panji himself is feeling a deep loneliness when there is no presence of Indah in his day, could his feelings begin to grow to Indah because only Indah who managed to attract his attention.
Panji kept thinking about the girl he met, all this time he had never felt such a thing except when he first lived alone without the presence of his parents.
Panji sensed that something was missing in his life for now, as if nothing would be so meaningful in every breath he had breathed and exhaled.
"If you don't remember wrongly, here's the address, but why is the house so quiet?".
Because of his feelings that began to grow to Indah, Panji immediately rushed to find the address of Indah's house so that he could be reunited with the girl.
Panji immediately came to his house, but he did not find the existence of Indah at all, his neighbors told Panji that Indah left from morning and had not returned until noon today, while both his parents were away at the farm, Panji felt a little anxious about the situation from Indah, finally he rushed to look for her.
"Beautiful!!.... Where's you". Shouted Panji calling the name Beautiful.
Panji continued to look for the existence of Indah, he continued to circle the village to look for Indah, when he was exhausted, when he was exhausted, he immediately headed to the edge of the river where he saw Indah for the last time he came to the village.
"Beautiful! Where's you".
From a distance he could see Beautiful who was standing beside the river while stretching his hands while closing his eyes as if he was preparing to plunge into the river.
Seeing that Panji immediately rushed to come to Indah and stop what was going to be done by Indah, the river is so swift flow and also the many large rocks in the river that make anyone who jumps into it will certainly not be saved.
Panji immediately pulled Indah's hand to get away from the river, Indah was so surprised when she felt someone was pulling her hand to get away from the stream.
"What are you doing Beautiful!". Said Panji angrily for worrying about Indah.
"You! Why did you come back here? Are you not satisfied to say that my Promise is gone? I hate you so much, I don't want to see your face anymore!". Shouted Beautifully to Panji with tears. "Everyone says that my Promise is gone, if it's true then I don't want to live without it anymore".
"Be conscious! Don't let your feelings blind you, if you're sure your promise is alive, then he'll live".
"Why can everyone just say that to me? But no one can tell me about the circumstances and where he lives now, why?".
Seeing Beautiful who seemed so angry with him, it made Panji feel very guilty about what he did before to Indah because he just wanted Beautiful to forget about him, however, it ended with Beautiful who continued to try to commit suicide because she wanted to meet Panji soon.
"Be calm first listen to me first, I will explain everything to you".
"Others that need to be explained to me? I already know, you'll definitely say the same thing as what my father always told me, you must have told me to convince myself that the Panji does still exist, right?".
"I'm not telling you to believe it, but I'm telling you to believe that the Panji is right in front of you right now". Said Panji while holding Beautiful shoulder with both hands.
"What do you mean?".
"I'm sorry, for hiding my true identity from you all this time, what your father said is true that you really love your little banner, you know, I am Panji son of Kuswanto and Rahayu whose family has been slaughtered".
Bhuk... Bhuk... Bhuk...
Beautifully hurled several blows to Panji's chest, the blow did not hurt his body but the guilt managed to envelop his heart so deep, that it was so, the pain was able to be felt by Panji so sincere when Indah threw the punch to him.
"Where have you been all this time? Why would you lie to me? You know, your lies hurt me so much Panji, why do you have to pretend you don't recognize me like that? My heart hurts so much when you say that my Prom is gone by then, why did you say it was a Panji! If Uncle Wanto was here, I'd have told him everything so you could be punished by him". So many questions were asked by Beautiful to him.
"If I told you the truth before, I don't know if you're still able to accept me or not, because I'm a murderer, I'm a lot different than what you've known all along, when you found out that I killed a few people back then, you were so angry with me that I was not human and had no conscience that I decided to withdraw".
"I'm sorry for what I said back then, I didn't mean it to you, and I regret it so much, you know I'm so afraid to say it".
"You are not wrong Beautiful, the wrong is me for killing many people in front of you at that time you must feel so traumatized when you see it happening in front of your own eyes, ever since the deaths of my parents, I couldn't think clearly as if everything would feel so cruel, they killed my parents so cruelly, with their strength hanging my mother's body on the tree, it made me think that they had no right to be forgiven as they had done to my parents".
"What have you been going through all this time? Why is your test so hard, forgive me for not being able to understand you, if I were in your position I might not be able to be as fresh as you Panji".
"I saw for myself how my parents were helpless before my own eyes and had their lives taken before me, that's when my mind went awry and I couldn't think so clearly that I was able to kill so many people without the slightest feeling of guilt and that's why I really enjoyed killing".
"That's why you didn't recognize me back then? Do you think you're the only one who's been hurt in this whole time? You're mistaken Panji, me, Dad and Mom were so lost when they found out that your family had been slaughtered by someone".
"You're right, I shouldn't reappear at this moment, and make the people around me sad because of my presence".
"Where's the Panji I've known all along? Why are you so fragile now? Rise up the banner, return as I always longed to be at night".
"I'll try to go back to how I used to be".
While Panji felt so happy when Indah was able to accept herself not as she had imagined so far, it was possible that her solitude would end here with her cruel and sadistic attitude.
"As our two parents wanted before, I will ask your parents' blessing to marry you Beautiful". Said Panji arrived to Indah.
"Are you serious Ji?".
"What's Beautiful? Are you not ready to marry me? Or do you disagree with that?". Ask Panji when you see a beautiful face.
"Not so, I'm just happy with what you said".
Panji took the initiative to go to the house of Indah to meet his parents and ask for their blessing, but when he got in front of the house Indah, when he came to the house, they only found Beautiful Mother who did not recognize the figure of Panji.
Because both do not want to be trapped in an adultery that will harm both, it makes Panji immediately ask for blessing to both parents Indah to marry his daughter.
"Are you serious about your intentions, son?". His mother asked Indah so surprised because of Panji's intention to marry his daughter.
"Yes Aunty, if Bibi is willing to accept me as Aunt's daughter-in-law, I am just an ordinary young man who has no family or brothers, and I have lived a long time together, but I have a sincere love for your daughter". Banner Saying.
Ibu Intan still felt hesitant to accept the proposal of a daughter from someone in front of her as a daughter-in-law, seeing from his physique the young man was not an ordinary person but looking from his clothes as if the young man was indeed living a piece of kara because of the amount of stye he was wearing.
"Is it only with love that you can be happy? What love is for if you can't make a living for my son". Said her Mother Beautiful.
"Mother!! What did you say to Panji?". Sela was beautiful when she heard what her mother said.
Ibu Indah immediately rejected Panji's proposal which was asking for her blessing, Ibu Indah saw the appearance of Panji who was like a street person it made him unable to give his daughter to people like Panji.
"Mom just wants you to be happy son and get a good husband figure for yourself, I've matched you with a young man of choice Mother who is much better than her". He said while pointing towards Panji.
"But my happiness is only with the Mother's Banner, I don't want anything else I just want the Panji". Bantah Indah with her Mother's words.
"Don't argue with your mother, she just wants the best for you, I also don't want you to live this miserable life with me and just let myself back out of your life before things get too deep for both of us". Panji stopped the word Beautiful.
"No Panji, don't leave me again a second time, I beg you".
"Not Beautiful, after all, a child's heaven is under his mother's feet, and your heaven is still under his feet because you don't have a husband in your life".
The divine heaven and riddho of a girl is still under the soles of the feet of her parents until she is married, but after marriage then under the soles of the feet suaminyalah heaven and divine riddho is located.
It is opposite for a man, whether before marriage or after marriage, divine heaven and riddho still remain at the foot of a mother.
Panji immediately resigned from the place, he did not want the child and the mother quarreled just because he wanted Beautiful to be his wife, Beautiful absolutely can not stop the footsteps of Panji who is ready to go from his house.
When Panji's body was not able to be seen by Indah, it made Indah shed tears crying over the departure of Panji, he did not expect that his mother would say that to Panji.
"Wicked mother". Beautiful speech that immediately rushed to enter his room.
Her mother immediately snapped Indah who was in her room and locked her from the outside, several times her mother knocked on the door of the Beautiful room but there was no answer from the inside.
"Son, I'm doing this just for your own good, son, he's not a good person, that young man isn't the best for you, just look at how he dresses like that, and the many incisions he's got on his body, that means that young man is a fight-crazed young man, what if he becomes your husband, son?".
There is no answer from the inside, Indah is crying behind the pads with what was said by her mother to Panji before, she felt she had failed to have Panji just because she did not get the blessing of her mother.
Not long after, his father came and felt so panicked when he saw his wife knocking on the door of his son's room with a very panicked face.
"What is this Deck? What happened to Beautiful?".
"He locked himself inside Mas". His mother replied in a panic because her son was locked in his room.
"Why can it be so Deck? What happened to Beautiful? Why did he suddenly lock himself up like this? It's beautiful never done this before".
Tok tok tok tok
"Don't open the door, it's Dad".
Tok tok tok tok
"Son? Listen, Dad, don't lock yourself up like this, kid, come out, tell Dad everything, you'll listen to it".
His father kept knocking on the door of Indah's room, but there was no answer from the inside, both panicked when they found out that Indah did not answer him at all.
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