
It is difficult for Nadhira to explain to people about him, how it could happen to him, Nadhira himself also did not understand what happened to him, he said, only Rifki is able to see it because of the opening of her sixth sense, which Nadhira remembers is only a remark from Nimas who said that he would not survive if something happened to the gem in his body.
When Nadhira remembered that, he felt so sad but he had to keep smiling in front of people who meant so much to him, he did not want them to see the sadness from his face, he said, he just wanted them to see a happy laugh behind his mask and hide his real face.
Nadhira seems so confused by what happened to him, he is unable to tell anyone about Nimas problem, because he does not know anything about Nimas and the revenge he brought back.
"So there's a problem tell me about mommy son". Say bi Ira softly.
"Yes ma'am, but for this incident I really did not know it at all, which I remember only a view so dark, as if there would be no way back".
Nadhira recalled the incident when he had not been possessed, at that time his heart seemed to beat so fast, the vision began to blur and long ago turned completely black, that's when he began to be unconscious.
Nadhira senses that another figure wants to take over her body, but the voice that Rifki throws at him makes her realize but not in real life but in a deep world filled with illusions of darkness that envelops her, he did not expect that he had been possessed by arriving.
Nadhira also felt a great pain, because the figure continued to force itself to enter his body, he said, but the power given to him by the figure of a man forced the energy of the creature out of Nadhira's body.
As the forces continued to collide, making Nadhira feel the impact of the incident, it made his consciousness even weaker, and his power was almost exhausted by then.
Because the pain made Nadhira give up so that the figure managed to gain control of his body, and at that time Nadhira was not feeling anything else, because he was already in his subconscious.
Realizing that Rifki immediately shouted to call Nimas, because Rifki felt that Nadhira was unconscious, after which he shouted at the creature and got an answer from the creature without Nadhira's knowledge.
Nadhira does not know that Nimas is fighting with the creature to regain Nadhira's body with the help of Rifki and Raka, likewise with the power of the gem that forced the creature to immediately come out of Nadhira's body.
"Nadhira don't worry, now Nadhira is gone right?".
Nadhira smiled at his adoptive mother, but his mind kept thinking about what Nimas and Rifki said, his face capable of giving a smile but in his heart who would know about it.
Recalling the incident this afternoon, Nadhira strongly distrusted it, but after all this had really happened to him because his body had been possessed.
"Yes now, but I don't know tomorrow or tomorrow anymore". Nadhira said with his reflexes and without realizing it was spoken just like that.
"What did you say son?".
"Ah, it's okay mom". He said while shaking his head.
Bi Ira rubbed Nadhira's hand, her gaze fixed towards Nadhira was, Nadhira being stared at like that made her lower her head and smile thinly.
"You're exactly like mom's best friend".
"Mother's best friend? What you often tell me is yes, he must be a good person, until you still remember him and always miss him".
"He's good, son".
"Hopefully mother could meet him again yes, she must also be missing mother".
That afternoon bi Ira continued to tell the story of his past with his best friend, how they passed their day happily, playing together without distinguishing position and others.
Friends of bi Ira are friendly people, always protecting bi Ira when he is insulted or reviled by others, because bi Ira is an orphan so he is always looked down on by others except his best friend who always encourages him and is always there for him.
"He said that he would never leave me, and we would be friends forever".
"Kalo Dhira can tell, Best friend I guess how old I am?".
"About 40 years old son".
Nadhira smiled at the answer, his age is almost the same as his long-dead mother, if his mother still existed maybe Nadhira will tell about the figure of the woman he called as mother to his mother.
Maybe his mother will be happy because the presence of bi Ira in Nadhira's life that makes Nadhira able to pass the trials that always befall him.
From the picture told by bi Ira about her best friend, Nadhira was able to suspect that the person referred to by bi Ira was a beautiful woman, kind, gentle, and loving.
Nadhira did not know the real face of the woman, but Nadhira always imagined how the figure of the woman, surely he would be so happy when meeting the woman.
Suddenly Nadhira's hands felt like tingling and sore. Nadhira looked back and forth looking for where he put the medicine box, he recalled where he put it.
"Dhira asked me to get the medicine box that was in the drawer, ma'am". Nadhira pointed at a drawer away from him.
Bi Ira immediately walked towards the drawer, but when he was about to open it, it turned out that the drawer was still locked, Nadhira patted his eel he forgot that he had locked the drawer.
"Sorry mom, I forgot, this is the key".
Nadhira gave to his adoptive mother the key from the drawer, after which bi Ira immediately rushed to open the drawer, how surprised when he opened it he found a photo in the figora that was in the drawer.
Bi Ira immediately took the photo, he rubbed slowly on the glass frame of the photo, without him noticing his tears dripping and wetting his cheeks.
"What's wrong mom?".
Nadhira's words immediately awakened him from the daydream, bi Ira did not think that what he saw at this time, his body was trembling about it.
Because of the curiosity Nadhira rose from his bed and walked to bi Ira who seemed to be crying, Nadhira saw the photo in the hands of bi Ira, it was the only photo of his mother left.
"Why are you crying? You know the guy in the picture?". Nadhira asked softly while pointing towards the photo.
"Yes, I want you to know, she's my best friend Amalia, who's been missing somewhere, until now she's never told me, do you want Dhira to know where she is?".
Nadhira was so shocked when he heard that the person in the photo was a good friend of his adoptive mother, he was the one who bi Ira often told Nadhira, he said, bi Ira missed that friend.
"Mom knows where she is now... Hix... Hix... ". Nadhira's cry broke instantly.
Nadhira fell down to sit near bi Ira, immediately Ira was shocked when she saw Nadhira started crying after saying that to her.
"What's up?". Ira said in a panic when she saw Nadhira crying.
"He couldn't tell mom all this time, because he....". Nadhira was so hesitant to say it to her foster mother.
Nadhira closed his eyes, it was very difficult to say that to his adoptive mother, however, his mother had been waiting for news from the friend who had not met for a long time and had no news so far.
"Why is he, son? She why? Tell mom son, what's the matter?".
Nadhira looked at her adoptive mother's face carefully, her eyes twinkling when she learned that she had found her best friend, the face was so curious and waiting for an answer from Nadhira about her best friend as long as she was looking for.
"Because... Her.... Her.... It's gone, a few years ago, leaving us all, hua... The Hua... ". Nadhira hugged her foster mother tightly.
"WHAT!!". Bi Ira is very hard to believe that her best friend has left her.
After such a long wait, he finally managed to find where his best friend had lived all this time, but not with his figure because his figure had long gone for a long time.
"He was my mother ma hiks.. hiks.., the person I was looking for was the person I missed the most all this time, he left with a sudden arrival and until now he did not return as well". Nadhira's sobs could be heard in the arms of her adoptive mother.
"So you're my best friend's son? Even though I can't see her anymore, at least her son now considers me a mother".
Bi Ira hugged Nadhira tightly as if the girl he was holding was his best friend who he had long missed even though his tears could not stand it anymore.
He felt lucky to find the son of his best friend who he missed, and he would always look after his son like Amalia who always took care of him when he was a child, who was always there for bi Ira when he needed.
Nadhira took the photo in the hands of his adoptive mother, he looked at the photo with a feeling that felt like a jumble, between longing, sad, sad, and glad to know that the person he had been calling his mother was a friend of his long-gone mother.
"Only this photo I have, it's all been burned by that wicked woman, my life is suffering because of her, arghh....". Shouted Nadhira with his pill cry that he had been enduring all this time.
Because Nadhira's room was made soundproof so that anyone in the house could not hear Nadhira's scream even though the scream was so tight.
If it wasn't for her stepmother maybe Nadhira wouldn't have experienced such recent events, such as killing people, being possessed, and even feeling such deep pain.
If there is no Rifki in her life, Nadhira no longer knows what the next story will be like, there may be many lives that will be lost because of it, can not think properly, can not think properly, and he could even commit suicide because of his frustration.
Bi Ira had never seen Nadhira cry like that when they were together, Nadhira was venting all emotions at the moment, shouting as if she would be so angry with her stepmother.
"WHY!!! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!!! WHY!!! ARGHHH.....". Shouted Nadhira so scary, in that scream can bi Ira feel a deep sadness coming out of the deepest recesses of his heart that he never uttered.
Bi Ira continued to hug Nadhira to calm the heart of Nadhira who was hit by the storm which at times could get worse, resulting in the loss of mind Nadhira.
"Not calm yourself, I know you are so disappointed because of this incident, I can also feel what you are feeling right now, calm down... Don't waste your life all this time, I'm sure you can get through the next day, because I strongly believe that Nadhira is so strong that she can survive so far". Say bi Ira while removing the tears of Nadhira who wants to be furthest from the eye patch.
"Mother, if one day I'm gone....".
Before Nadhira finished saying it quickly bi Ira immediately attached his finger to Nadhira's lips to stop what Nadhira would say to him.
"Don't say it like that, son, your mom hates it so much when someone says something like that, I don't want to lose you, please don't say something that can make you sad and scared".
"I'm sorry Dhira, because Dhira is so weak mom, Dhira doesn't know, what Dhira has to do next, Dhira feels very scared".
"Dhira is not weak, Dhira is very strong, I believe Dhira is a great child, Dhira is able to survive this long, I believe Dhira is also able to face the problems that will come".
Nadhira smiled at his adoptive mother, the smile was so terrible because even though the smile of his tears did not stop to flow, it was getting more swift.